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"This is probably the end of my life fate." The melodious female voice, faintly, summarized the vigorous past with some self-deprecating self-deprecation.

It was getting deeper at night, and the blue and white incense burner was burning with a faint fragrance of magnolia flowers.

The moonlight shines in through the half-open window.

Lin Zhaoyan stared at the white magnolia inserted in the glass jasper flower husk beside the window, watching it swing with the wind, and his heart also floated and rose.

She couldn't describe how she felt at this moment.

After listening to this story of past and present, she seemed to be unable to put herself out of the matter again.

It turned out that Lin Zhaoyan's past was so miserable and desolate.

It turned out that Xiao Qi had loved her so deeply.

So is he also a little influenced by his previous life?

Is it that he fell in love with in this life that is just another soul under her body, the soul that has accompanied him for half his life?

I had said before that I didn't want to be merciless like a puppet, but at this moment, she was heartbroken because she was confused about who Xiao Qi fell in love with.

As Lin Zhaoyan said, in fact, she had no way to erase their past.

In Yanling's past, it was so beautiful, and it hurts whenever you think about it.

She also always thought that he was rational, steady, calm and self-sustaining.

But it turned out that in places where she couldn't see, he was also impulsive for love, like a child.

Lin Zhaoyan closed his eyes and did not let himself think randomly. Instead, he said lightly: "So, are you reborn and returning to renew your relationship with him?"

Perhaps that past is so heartbreaking, even if it is just a little bit, it can torture people to the point of being in vain.

"Lin Zhaoyan" was silent for a while, and finally spoke with difficulty, "Yes, I want to accompany him and accompany him to his future life. He is so good. So good that I feel that nothing can be done, so good that I feel willing to even betray the whole world. But he lives so painful. I know that he is not really trying to compete for the high position, but he is forced to do it, but he is involuntarily. If he doesn't fight for it, the one who dies will be him. No one understands his pain, even I can't fully understand it. Therefore, no one has the right to say that he is not. No one has the right to blame him. He is such a good person, like the bright moon in the sky. He shouldn't live so painfully. He should be very happy, but he has nothing but me, and he has only me, so how can I leave him?"

"So, you are unwilling to give up. You are reborn. You want to accompany him to complete Chang'an in this life, but you do not have the ability to reverse the situation in your previous life. That's why you hope I will protect him for you. Right?" Lin Zhaoyan clenched his fists tightly and spoke with difficulty word by word.

She didn't make any noise. Maybe she felt guilty.

Lin Zhaoyan sneered and said sarcastically: "Then have you thought about it for me? Have you ever wondered if I am willing to be your puppet, and if I am willing to be led by you for the rest of my life..."

"You won't." She hurriedly interrupted her words, with obvious loneliness in her voice, "I actually lied to you just now. I didn't integrate with you. How could there be two souls in one body? In fact, I should have died when I was sick ten years ago. I was just unwilling to accept it. I wanted to see him alive and hide behind your soul and be a voyeur. Now, I am increasingly unable to control you, because I am about to disappear, and I can even feel myself getting lighter day by day. I can feel that I am getting farther and farther away from this world. I am too scared, but I can't control it, so I want to tell you everything before I disappear. I hope you can accompany him well for me. The second prince has so many people who love him and accompany him, but he is the only one..."

Lin Zhaoyan's heart thrust uncontrollably.

She also wants to be with him, and she also wants to live with him for a lifetime of life...

"What he wants is the tall dragon throne, but I don't want it. As you said, the life in the Hou| Palace is as lonely and deserted as I have experienced many difficulties and obstacles, who can guarantee that the life in the palace will not wipe out all our affection? I dare not bet, and I dare to bet on my own life, do you understand?"

"How could it be? Aqi is not that kind of person..."

"That's because you didn't get to the end with him!" Lin Zhaoyan interrupted her and said with a little resoluteness and coldness: "Whether you want to leave or continue to live in this body, I must make my own decision in my life. No one wants to manipulate me. You can't do it, the Marquis's Mansion can't do it, and Xiao Qi can't do it."

She was speechless.

Lin Zhaoyan did not give her or gave herself a chance to have a love affair with children, and continued, "As you said just now, I have avoided several disasters, only one left, that is, the 'Jiajing Incident'. However, I was planning to make arrangements and if nothing unexpected happens, I should be able to escape. But I don't understand at all, did no one mention the prophecy of "helping dragons fly, and beauties are poor" in your previous life? And my father and Concubine Wan, didn't their affairs involve you?"

She had just heard the past that the real Lin Zhaoyan talked about, and she could roughly overlap this life with it.

In the last life, Xiao Qi fell in love with her at first sight because Lin Zhaoyan saved him, so he deliberately encouraged Prince Xiao to come to the Marquis's Mansion to propose marriage. Although there were also profit factors at that time, most of them were for sincerity.

In this life, because she was wearing it, she couldn't have such a "beautiful hero" and Xiao Qi naturally wouldn't fall in love with her, but the chain of interests remained unchanged. He still wanted to marry a girl from the Marquis of Jian'an's mansion, but he just chose Lin Ruoyan.

Fortunately, due to a series of reasons, this matter did not succeed, otherwise Lin Ruoyan would have been extremely miserable in the future.

In the previous life, Lu Yanzhi's unfaithful betrayal and Zhou Tingchen's perverted and cruelty were all the culprits that caused Lin Zhaoyan's miserable fate.

In this life, she avoided Lu Yanzhi and solved Zhou Tingchen, but she had a damn prophecy of "helping dragons fly to the sky, and her beauty has a poor life", and she should be damnly related to the royal secret Xin.

Could it be that Lin Zhaoyan should be destined to be, or did she do something that was so angry that people resented in her life? That God would have done something different to her?

"I didn't go to Yanling in my previous life, and I didn't know Mr. Xue Shenzhi. Naturally, I wouldn't have made this prediction. I almost doubted whether it was made up for no reason! As for the affairs of my father and Concubine Wan, it did cause a sensation at that time, but at that time I had already married Aqi. Aqi naturally would protect me, and even fear that I was sad and sad, I didn't let me inquire about this matter. I only know. My father and Concubine Wan both collided and died on the pillar of the Tai Chi Hall to commit suicide, and I knew nothing about the rest."

Lin Zhaoyan jumped "splitting".

Both sacrificed love?!

Did my father and Concubine Wan end like that?

"What about mother? What's the ending of mother?" Lin Zhaoyan couldn't wait to ask.

"Mother? I heard that she was back to Yanling, and it seemed that she had jumped into the lake and committed suicide." The low and lonely voice may not be too sad. After all, the real Lin Zhaoyan did not have much affection for Liu.

But Lin Zhaoyan's heart was tightly pulled.

She can't let such a thing happen, she can't let such a thing happen!

"Then do you remember when exactly what happened? What year, month and day?!"

She sighed and said helplessly: "I really don't know very well. In my previous life, except for my father, I had no feelings for the entire Jian'an Marquis Mansion. In the end, I married out in such a tragic way. I almost cut off contact with Jian'an Marquis Mansion. Naturally, I wouldn't know the love, hate, and love between my father and Concubine Wan. The only thing I remember clearly is that it was the 24th year of Qingyuan, and the gardenia in the yard was particularly fragrant..."

The 24th year of Qingyuan...

The season when gardenias bloom...

In other words, it's less than a year!

Lin Zhaoyan was worried and pondering, but she sighed and said, "These are just the choices of my father and Concubine Wan. No matter how hard you struggle, it will be useless, because you have no way to change the fate of others, just like Wan Yu. She was killed by her most trusted husband in her previous life, and now you tell her. Will she listen? The more you care, the more painful you will be. You can't take care of yourself now. I think, instead of worrying about your father and Concubine Wan, it's better to think about Mo Shuang, she is a powerful character. She was fascinated by the second prince in the previous life, and almost civil strife occurred in advance during the period of reincarnation!"

Ink cream!

When Lin Zhaoyan heard this name, she became highly alert. She always thought that Mo Shuang was not a good person.

"What's wrong with Mo Shuang? What will happen to her?"

"Do you know who Mo Shuang is? She is the descendant of Princess Yuanchen, the orphan of the Ming prince of the previous dynasty! You also know how our Taizu Emperor built a country. The slogan of rebelling against Yan and restoring Ming was shouted particularly loudly when the Yan State was first established, because a group of wise men died. After this incident, the call continued to exist. It was not until the previous Emperor Jiashan succeeded to the throne that the remnants of the previous dynasty were completely eliminated. But there was always a fish that missed the net. Mo Shuang and Princess Yuanchen's cousin descendants were two of them. They had been dormant and endured, trying to provoke our civil strife.

While we were not prepared, we caught us off guard. Mo Shuang in the previous life was like this life, dealing with all the high-ranking nobles in Shengjing City, and gaining a lot of information, paving a smooth road for her in the future. She even seduced the second prince with a powerful force. I heard that the second prince was confused and the morning court was gone during the reign of the country! I thought the second prince was foolish and incompetent, but when I saw you getting along with him in this life, I realized that he was not like what he looked like. Perhaps Mo Shuang in the previous life would fail and be inseparable from him!”

Lin Zhaoyan has always known that Mo Shuang is not simple, but she never knew that she had such a complicated identity!

What she had to do was much bigger than she thought...

She actually wanted the entire Great Yan Dynasty to no longer exist!

What ambition this should be!

"That's why I asked you to be careful about her. She didn't know Aqi in her previous life, and she didn't know how she met her in this life. She hated you. With her ability, I'm afraid she would be unfavorable to you. You must know that even though she ended in failure in her previous life, she seemed to have escaped. This matter has always been a thorn in Aqi's heart. Many people sent to search her traces but failed. She did not die even if she rebelled. You can imagine how capable she is."

Lin Zhaoyan couldn't speak for a long time.

She also said: "In short, although the general direction of this life is the same as in the previous life, there have been too many changes in the details, so if you want to survive, you must be careful and no one can trust it easily."

"What about the second prince? What is the ending of the second prince?" Lin Zhaoyan thought for a while, and plucked up the courage to ask.

Xiao Qi ascended the throne, what will happen to the second prince?

She always felt that such a handsome, ostentatious and free-spirited man should not become a victim of the struggle for imperial power.

"Who knows, he disappeared, and Aqi couldn't find him." She sighed softly, "I hope he can live well somewhere! A man like him shouldn't have been born in the royal family. He should be a good horse and a pot of sake, a furious horse leaning against a sword in the world of martial arts clothes, and will live freely and freely forever."

Lin Zhaoyan was stunned.

She remembered the second prince's eyes that always smiled, and thought to herself, what she said was right!

He should have stayed away from the imperial power dispute and walked around the world with his calmness and ease.

Anyway, he would make fake paintings and would not have to worry about food and drink. Without the confinement of the second prince's identity, it would be a good thing.

As for her, it should not be a burden to him.

"Do you think you really fall in love with him?" The cautious voice hid an indescribable sadness and loneliness.

Lin Zhaoyan smiled bitterly and shook his head, "No, how easy is to love someone? I just feel a little sorry for him. I hope he can live a good life in the future, and I know that I can't give him a life like this. He is the one who can't rub the sand in his eyes. The woman who once loved so deeply can give up without any nostalgia after seeing through her true face, let alone me who intends to use him? He will let go of me very happily, and will never drag it on, you can rest assured."

"Then have you decided to be with Aqi?" There was obvious excitement and joy in his voice.

Lin Zhaoyan shook his head and said, "I don't know. So far, I just want to survive, save my life, and protect the lives of my closest relatives! As for feelings and the future, I don't have the energy to think about it. I even think that there is nothing wrong with being lonely until old."

She is different from the real Lin Zhaoyan. She is not a person who is in love first, and she will not care about her life for love.

As a modern person, she is still a stubborn self in her bones!

The most important thing is to be able to live freely.

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