Chapter 133 Determine Your Mind (Pink 20+)(1/2)
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Lin Zhaoyan came out of Meilin in a tangled mood.
Manshuang, who was waiting outside Merlin, saw her and said strangely: "Miss, what's wrong with you? Her face is so red."
"I thought it was a bit late, so I ran out all the way, so tired," Lin Zhaoyan explained.
Manshuang said suspiciously: "But I saw that the girl was not breathing or sweating. It was obviously not because of her fatigue. I looked at her and seemed a little embarrassed."
Lin Zhaoyan: "..."Manshuang, you are not the famous detective Conan, why do you observe so carefully?!
Manshuang seemed to read Lin Zhaoyan's thoughts, smiled and said, "Girl, have you encountered something?" No matter how you look, it seems like you are gloating.
Lin Zhaoyan was too lazy to pay attention to her and said, "It's okay, let's go back quickly. Maybe my second aunt and the others have arrived."
Manshuang had no choice but to nod.
Lin Zhaoyan continued to walk forward in a tangled manner.
She couldn't understand her thoughts.
Feelings about Xiao Qi...
Looking back on the first time they met, she was designed to fall into the cave by him. At that time, he was lonely and widowed, and he was so cold and fierce, how could she not be afraid?
He also kept the fire openly with him to keep warm, and closed his eyes and rested without even being alert.
She didn't think much about it at that time, but now when she thinks about it, what's wrong with it.
There were also several meetings later, and she got along with him in a relaxed and harmonious manner.
Think about your attitude towards Lu Yanzhi, and then compare Xiao Qi...
Lin Zhaoyan thought it was quite terrible.
Even when the empress dowager asked her to give her a marriage, she thought it was Xiao Qi, and reason made her refuse quickly, but she never thought about why she thought it was Xiao Qi at the beginning.
I don't think it's anyone, I just think it's Xiao Qi...
As he thought about it, Lin Zhaoyan felt that he was ridiculous again.
She was actually analyzing her own feelings, and she was very well-known. She was not confused by the authorities at all.
Perhaps, the woman who would be affectionate to Xiao Qi was not her?
Just like the shy woman in green who appeared in her fantasy, it was actually not her?
Or is she not the same person as her reason and emotion, and she has a split personality?
Lin Zhaoyan was going crazy. It was so bad that he had such an inexplicable feeling towards Xiao Qi!
She only likes people like Xiao Qi when she is sick!
But she was indeed moved by Xiao Qi just now, how could she break it!
If there is a bed now, Lin Zhaoyan must roll on it a few times, then shout loudly and vent.
He was a person who had no object to be moved by in his two lives. He was moved by his first time. He was actually a romantic young man and a playboy.
Cang...Hey...
"Girl, why are you crying?"
Manshuang's surprised voice shook her thoughts back. She raised her hand and found that there were indeed tears on her cheeks.
She cried?
Lin Zhaoyan was stunned. She was so upset that she was so upset about Xiao Qi that she cried?
Yes, I have never liked anyone. The person I like for the first time is actually someone who I can't accept rationally. How can I not be afraid of crying?
Too cowardly and embarrassing.
"Manshuang!" Lin Zhaoyan's mind was in a mess now, and he urgently needed someone to explain it. "You said, what should I do if you like someone, but you don't want to like that person?"
"Ah?" Manshuang was confused, "What does it mean? Since you like it, why don't you want to like it?"
Lin Zhaoyan bit his lip and tried hard to think of a more reasonable explanation, "Well, that's it. There is a person who is not good, very bad, he is a heinous bastard, or your father-killer enemy, you must not fall in love with him, right? But suddenly, suddenly, at a certain moment, what should you do if you feel about him?"
Manshuang was a little incompetent, bit her lip, fought with him for a long time, and finally gave up, saying, "How is that possible! I won't like this kind of person at all! To put it bluntly, this is so cheap that I can't fall in love with this kind of person!"
The word "slander" was learned by Manshuang from Lin Zhaoyan.
Lin Zhaoyan: “…”
Finally I understand what it means to commit suicide and not to survive.
"Then, let me ask another question. If, I mean, if, you know that he is in danger and is very intellectually repulsive, but emotionally, you always unconsciously let go of your guard against him, feel that being with him is very comfortable, and even think that he is quite reliable. Then, one day and one moment, you will be moved by him without warning, that's the kind. When you see him, your heart will be beating faster and your face is red. Is this just like it?"
"That's sure!" Manshuang nodded without hesitation, "Although I haven't liked anyone, my obvious reaction is obviously because Chunxin is engaging!"
Lin Zhaoyan again: "..."
Thinking about it, she didn't give up and asked, "But I haven't seen it a few times in total, and I didn't feel anything before!" If she knew that she would have feelings for Xiao Qi one day, she wouldn't have looked at him no matter what!
Manshuang shrugged, "I feel like this is not accurate. I also heard that some couples were disgusted with each other at first, but in the end they were not as good as one person." The expression looked like a person who had experienced it.
Lin Zhaoyan wanted to strangle Manshuang to death. If she said something to her taste, she would die!
However, she suddenly remembered a sentence from her previous life, "You just broke into my heart without warning."
Mom! She is really moved by Xiao Qi!
After much analysis, Lin Zhaoyan finally had to admit that she deserved to be a damn person, and the first target of a girl who was born in her youth in two lives was actually... Xiao Qi.
Tears.
"Girl, who have you fall in love with? Young Master Lu?" Manshuang asked in a gossip.
Lin Zhaoyan gave her a blank look, "Who told you it was me?"
"Tsk, that's so obvious, I'm not stupid."
Lin Zhaoyan: “…”
"Girl, who is it?" Manshuang stepped forward and asked.
Lin Zhaoyan pressed her close head with one hand and said, "I won't tell you." After that, he walked forward with great strides.
Manshuang didn't give up and followed behind, "Girl, tell me, I promise not to tell others!"
Lin Zhaoyan would believe her and there would be a ghost. If she told her, Lin Ruoyan would definitely know the next day. Now, this girl is in good condition with Lin Ruoyan!
It was too embarrassing to be Lin Ruoyan knows that she likes Xiao Qi or something.
Moreover, she must be calm and composed herself. Although she admits that she likes Xiao Qi, this love must not last long. She has to extinguish this relationship in the bud.
To be honest, she was very glad that she had known her early, and if she had kept hypnotizing herself, it would be too late to wait until she fell deeper and deeper!
Now that’s the case, it’s easy to get out of here!
Fortunately, it's okay...
With this feeling, Lin Zhaoyan's steps became a little lighter.
Manshuang looked at Lin Zhaoyan's happy appearance from behind, feeling silently ashamed.
Whose girl is not shy and distressed when she is in a spring heart? Their girls are so heartless and ashamed!
The wing room arrived soon, and Mrs. Lu probably hadn't arrived yet. The entire back hall was very quiet, so quiet that the wind could hear the sound of falling leaves.
Relatively speaking, the chirping sound of Manshuang looks particularly harsh.
"Girl, is it Young Master Lu? Did you meet Young Master Lu when you just entered Meilin?"
"...Do you like Young Master Lu so much?" Lin Zhaoyan glanced at her and deliberately joked.
"The girl likes someone, no matter how much I like it, I can't rob it!" Manshuang said with great confidence, without any shame.
Who just felt ashamed of her own girl? So the kind of master is like a girl.
Lin Zhaoyan was not willing to be outdone, "It doesn't matter. I have always been generous. If you like it, I will give it to you."
As he said that, the man had already walked to the door of the wing room, glared at Manshuang, who wanted to talk again, and reached out to push the door open.
A rich fragrance of flowers floats out of the room, the fragrance is rich and refreshing. It penetrates into the tip of a person's nose through the air, instantly making people feel floating, as if they are in the clouds.
The words Manshuang wanted to say were frozen on his lips, and his gaze at Lin Zhaoyan became blurred.
"Girl..." Before she could finish a sentence, she fell to the ground.
Lin Zhaoyan looked at Manshuang in surprise and wanted to go forward to help her, but found that he was also a little dizzy.
After shaking his head hard, Lin Zhaoyan quickly held the door frame and stabilized his shaking figure.
Then she immediately looked into the room.
I saw Manhua and several other maids in the room.
But it's not standing or sitting, but lying down, and you can't even feel a little angry.
Lin Zhaoyan's pupils suddenly contracted, and the uneasiness that had been suppressing in his heart burst out at this moment.
To be continued...