Gu Yanqiu didn't know that Lin Yuewei had bitten his silver teeth outside and sat down opposite Yin Lingxi: "What should I eat?"

"Have you been here before?" Yin Lingxi leaned forward slightly and talked to her, in an active and close position.

"No."

"Then just have a few signature dishes." Yin Lingxi shrugged, "I thought you were a local. I had eaten it before, and I still hope you can introduce some dishes."

Gu Yanqiu smiled faintly, pressed his hand lightly on the table, and pushed the menu toward her: "It is impossible for locals to know that even if they know, there are so many new restaurants every day, and they can't understand it."

Yin Lingxi: "The dessert at the Hong Kong-style tea restaurant last time was pretty good. I like his porridge."

Gu Yanqiu: "If you like, we can make an appointment there next time."

Yin Lingxi's eyes lit up slightly: "When?"

Gu Yanqiu, who was originally just a polite approach, said: "..."

But after saying it, Gu Yanqiu was not willing to go back on his word and said, "You should tell me in advance when you come on a business trip next time, I will welcome you."

Yin Lingxi: "Then I'm not polite."

Gu Yanqiu replied politely: "Miss Yin is here."

Yin Lingxi immediately said, "Are we already in the 'li' relationship?"

Gu Yanqiu was stunned: "..."

She raised her eyes and quietly looked at the woman sitting in front of her, which was a little different from usual.

Gu Yanqiu pondered for a while and said in a compromise: "It's a relationship that is neither inside nor outside."

Yin Lingxi laughed out loud.

She said: "You are very interesting."

What Gu Yanqiu was most afraid of was that others said she was very interesting in front of her. She raised her hand and touched her nose. The wedding ring on her ring finger was particularly conspicuous.

Yin Lingxi: “…”

She looked complicated for a second and said, "It's not the interesting thing you think."

Gu Yanqiu said: "Hmm?"

Gu Yanqiu just hinted that it was not clear, and Yin Lingxi couldn't clarify the topic for herself. She opened the menu that Gu Yanqiu pushed to her and casually ordered two things written in the signboard column, and Gu Yanqiu added a little.

While waiting for the dishes, Yin Lingxi asked about her private affairs: "You have a good relationship with your wife, right?"

Gu Yanqiu bent his eyes: "Yes."

Yin Lingxi said: "I can see it. When you mention her, you will laugh. When you answered her last time, you were restless and rushed home. Last time, you were even reluctant to eat delicious food." This time...

Gu Yanqiu didn't think anything was wrong, but he heard someone else's words a little angry: "I'm laughing."

"Nothing to laugh at, it's pretty good." Yin Lingxi sighed.

Gu Yanqiu was wondering why she sighed. Could it be that she remembered herself? Yin Lingxi soon gave her the answer.

"The two love each other..." Yin Lingxi seemed to have chewed these four words silently, and sighed, "My father and mother are commercial marriages based on interests. I knew when I was very young that they did not love each other. My father had several lovers outside and other children, while my mother was staying with me at home, putting all the focus of life on me."

Gu Yanqiu listened quietly, but didn't respond for a moment.

"My mother is a very gentle person, well-educated and well-educated lady. Since I can remember, she has never seen her get angry, nor has she ever spoken to me. She seems to be not caring at any time. No matter how romantic and absurd father is or how excessive he does outside, she will always be the self-controlled Mrs. Yin. Sometimes she will sit quietly and stare out the window, and look like she is looking at something else, and her eyes are often wet."

Yin Lingxi smiled self-deprecatingly: "I thought she was because of my father's affairs at that time, and I advised her that people like him were not worth it. I also advised her to divorce. I followed her surname and had no relationship with the Yin family in the future. My mother looked at me and smiled, touched my hair, and hugged me without saying anything. I went to find my father, accused him, and had a big fight with him. My father sneered and told me to ask me to ask my mother. I went to ask her again, but she refused to say that it was okay. She kept saying that she was so anxious that she burst into tears. Later, I didn't dare to ask again.

"I secretly checked, and I went through boxes and cabinets in her room when she was not here." Speaking of this, Yin Lingxi glanced at Gu Yanqiu and said, "Guess what I found?"

"Photo?" Gu Yanqiu frowned slightly and immediately reacted. Mr. Liu said that Yin Lingxi didn't know Chen Huaiyu's appearance.

Yin Lingxi: "No, I found nothing."

This answer was a bit beyond Gu Yanqiu's expectations: "Can she hides too deeply?"

Yin Lingxi shook her head: "No, there is no trace at all. I later learned that she destroyed everything about your mother, and nothing is related to her except herself."

Gu Yanqiu: "You keep talking."

Yin Lingxi couldn't find any clues at home, so she asked her grandparents indirectly, that is, her mother's parents. Her grandparents only had her mother a daughter, so she loved Yin Lingxi very much and responded to all requests. However, when she mentioned this question, the two old men kept their mouths tight and didn't reveal a word, and told her not to mention it in front of her mother. At that time, Yin Lingxi was already in her teens and could tell from just a few words that it must be a past that made many people painful.

Maybe time is the best medicine to heal everything. Although some wounds are deep, they will eventually heal. Yin’s mother is in a daze less and less time. She practices calligraphy and reads books in her spare time, and shows a positive look in front of Yin Lingxi.

Yin Lingxi went to university, studied abroad, returned to China, and worked. In the blink of an eye, ten years later, Yin's mother had white hair on her temples and picked up Buddhist beads that she had not held for a long time. She was completely careless and as transparent as a pool of clear water.

If it weren't for the accidental car accident that took her life...

Gu Yanqiu handed over a tissue.

Yin Lingxi gently pressed the wet corners of her eyes and slowly let out a breath: "Sorry."

Gu Yanqiu stared at her deeply and said, "I understand."

Yin Lingxi smiled, with crystal tears shining in her eyes.

"Life and death have fate, and you cannot force it." While comforting herself, she also comforted Gu Yanqiu.

"Yes." Gu Yanqiu responded lightly.

"Fortunately, I didn't suffer much pain," said Yin's mother, sitting in a car and being caught in the middle of the car accident. Unfortunately, she died on the spot. Yin Lingxi said, "My mother's funeral was managed by me. After the burial, I often sit in her room and accidentally found a safe that was always in the corner. The safe was very old and an old antique, but there was basically no dust on it. I thought it was strange, so I tried the password of the safe and tried it out without much time. It was the number she often wrote. Sometimes I was playful. When she took me out shopping, I would ask her to buy it for fun. Every time she reported this number."

Gu Yanqiu's heart moved slightly and he glanced at her.

Yin Lingxi looked at her and reported a set of numbers.

Gu Yanqiu sighed and said, "Yes, it's my mother's birthday."

Yin Lingxi: "I found a diary in her safe..."

Dongdongdongdongdong-

The sound of the door interrupted the conversation between the two, and Yin Lingxi said: "Please come in."

The waiter came in with the dishes.

Lin Yuewei stretched her head and looked inside, and could only see half of Gu Yanqiu's side face, and her expression seemed to be inconsisting with joy and anger. She was outside and scratching her heart and liver, but Gu Yanqiu was not aware of it.

The waiter served the good food and closed his only half of his side face in the door again.

The front desk waiter looked up from time to time, and looked at the customer who had just bitten the cup. Looking at her current expression, the one in her hand seemed to be in danger.

Bitting a cup is a small matter, and hurting someone is a big matter. Fortunately, this customer is very lucky, and the mouth of the cup is broken and her lips are intact.

Lin Yuewei thought that it was all served, so she would definitely not read the diary at this time, so she took out her cell phone, lowered her head to type, and sent it over.

Gu Yanqiu's cell phone was placed on the table and the screen lit up.

Yin Lingxi noticed faster than Gu Yanqiu, and a trace of teasing flashed in her eyes: "Someone is looking for it."

Gu Yanqiu probably guessed who the person who sent the message was, and slowly picked up a chopstick dish, finished eating, and then slowly turned on his phone.

Yin Lingxi looked at her with a look of "I'll just look at you XX quietly", and she seemed to be smiling.

【Two woods: yello】

The muscles on the corner of Gu Yanqiu's mouth twitched, his face tightened and he didn't laugh, and replied: [Be good]

【Two woods: Don't be good, roll around】

In order to attract Gu Yanqiu's attention, Lin Yuewei no longer cared about self-destructing his image and was very willing to do so.

Yin Lingxi curled her lips and smiled: "If you want to laugh, just laugh, don't worry about me being fed dog food."

Gu Yanqiu held the phone in his hand, stood up and said, "I'll go to the bathroom."

Yin Lingxi Dongruo Guanhuo: "Go."

After Gu Yanqiu left, he brought the door, turned a wink at Lin Yuewei in the elegant seat, and then walked towards the bathroom. Lin Yuewei waited for her figure to disappear before leaving gracefully to the bathroom.

Lin Yuewei, who held Gu Yanqiu in the compartment, lost her elegance for a second, and sniffed Gu Yanqiu's neck like a large dog. Gu Yanqiu felt funny and asked in a low voice: "Have you seen anything?"

Yin Lingxi was neither strapped to the corner of her skirt nor sprained her ankle on the uneven road today, so naturally she did not leave the smell of perfume on Gu Yanqiu.

Lin Yuewei suddenly remembered when he held Gu Yanqiu's palm and sniffed it deeply. After a moment, he said, "I've heard it!"

Gu Yanqiu flicked Lin Yuewei's forehead with a finger: "I'm talking nonsense again."

"No nonsense, I saw it all, you and her entered hand in hand."

"When did you hold hands?" Gu Yanqiu seemed to have lost his memory.

"I've seen it all."

Gu Yanqiu racked his brains to retrieve the picture in his mind, and confirmed that it should be the part that Lin Yuewei said, and said helplessly: "That's a question of the angle you look at. She and I don't like physical contact, so how could we hold hands on our hands? Cheng Guiyuan and I don't hold hands."

"How do you know she doesn't like physical contact? She has fallen into your arms twice."

"Once, wasn't it the first time I stepped on the corner of the skirt on purpose?"

"Why are you talking to her?"

"I didn't help her." Gu Yanqiu's words "unreasonable" were about to come to her mouth.

Lin Yue looked at her face slightly, and decided to die of jealousy. After a change of tone, she said quietly: "Do you know that I just bit the cup?"

Gu Yanqiu didn't react: "Ah?"

Lin Yuewei described her just now with emotion, especially the crisp "crack" sound. She said: "For the first time, I know how it feels like to bite glass, warm and hot."

Gu Yanqiu was frightened by her description. The three souls left the seven souls, and there was no place to care about Yin Lingxi or perfume. She held up her chin and said, "Open her mouth."

Lin Yue was not open, with a stubborn expression on her face, and said in anger: “But.”

Gu Yanqiu leaned closer to kiss her, licked her teeth with her tongue, and let go with satisfaction: "No bleeding."

Lin Yuewei was both ashamed and annoyed, or pretended to be ashamed and annoyed and hit her on the shoulder: "You hate it."

Gu Yanqiu smiled and continued: "You feel good."

Lin Yuewei: “…”

The air was still for three seconds.

Gu Yanqiu protected his face with his hands: "I was wrong."

"Hand, take it down."

Gu Yanqiu glanced at her through her fingers and slowly moved his hand down.

The squeezing touch from her cheek made her gasp. Lin Yuewei pinched the soft flesh on her face: "Will you still talk nonsense next time?"

Gu Yanqiu shook his head wildly: "I won't say it anymore."

Lin Yue let go of her and kissed her red face.

After grinding for a while, Gu Yanqiu rubbed his fingers behind Lin Yuewei's ears affectionately, buried his face in her shoulders, smelling the breath of her body, and whispered: "I'm back."

Lin Yuewei: "Go, see your Miss Yin."

"hiss--"

Her face was also twisted, and Gu Yanqiu looked at her seriously: "Don't talk nonsense."

Lin Yuewei blinked pitifully.

"..." Gu Yanqiu took the initiative to approach his face, "Pricochet back."

Lin Yuewei's expression became cruel in one second. His thumbs and index fingers were ready for both hands, and Gu Yanqiu closed his eyes.

The devil's claws fell on her face, and it didn't hurt, so she stroked her lightly twice.

A warm touch fell on the lips.

"Go." This time it was a very gentle sentence.

Gu Yanqiu went to open the door of the bathroom compartment in a daze.

"Let me smell other people's perfumes and wait and see."

Gu Yanqiu woke up immediately, Lin Yuewei was still the same Lin Yuewei she was familiar with.

She delayed her trip for a long time. After entering the door, Gu Yanqiu pulled the seat open and did not rush to sit. She said first, "I'm sorry, I've been waiting for a long time."

Yin Lingxi looked up at her and said slowly in a tone: "It's okay."

Gu Yanqiu felt like he was seen through.

She sorted out the lipstick marks left by Lin Yuewei and the messy clothes in front of the mirror. If it was still exposed, it means that Yin Lingxi had long suspected that the most likely thing was to find Lin Yuewei looking at her eyes as soon as she came in, and the sentence she replied by mistake, "Aren't you always there?"

If such a person is an enemy, Gu Yanqiu feels that he will probably die of many more brain cells.

Fortunately, not.

Yin Lingxi did not expose her and adjusted her eating speed. The two of them put down their bowls and chopsticks at the same time and sat on the sofa in the private room.

Yin Lingxi took out the diary that had been a few years old from her bag, took a layer of protective bag, and took a deep breath before she carefully handed it to Gu Yanqiu: "It's all here."

Her helpless life was also here.

The cover of the diary is a blue sea, with a pair of seagulls flying on the sea surface. Because over the years, they have faded and have shown a gray atmosphere.

Gu Yanqiu paused for a few seconds before turning on the first page of the diary.

X-X, 198X

I am now in Xiaoyu's hometown, Yangqing Village, and she insisted on bringing me here. I decided to record such a memorable thing in a new diary. (Actually, it is because it is boring to stay here. If Xiaoyu sees this line of words, please remember that the word boredom does not include you, haha)

The folk customs here are simple and different from my home. You can go fishing and pick vegetables in the vegetable garden. I went there once today, which is quite interesting. Some villagers are so enthusiastic that they will call me "college student" from afar. I feel embarrassed to hear it, and they will hide behind Xiaoyu. Xiaoyu is also very bad. When others shout this, they never explain it to me, and they laugh, but when I see her laughing, it doesn't matter what she calls her.

I was afraid that she would tell her parents about the real relationship with us on an impulse. Many times she looked at me without any scruples. I felt that her mother was suspicious and hoped that she could restrain her own impulse, and at least wait until we graduate and work stabilized before we talk about this matter.

After reading a page, Gu Yanqiu found that this passage was what she knew. When Shen Huaiyu was in college, he brought back a college classmate who said he was a good friend. He heard from others that it was a completely different feeling from seeing the diary written by Yin’s mother.

Yin’s mother’s handwriting is very good, with every stroke and stroke, strong and thin, and has the style of a willow style.

Gu Yanqiu continued to look back.

X-X, 198X

The trip to Yangqing Village was successfully over, but fortunately Xiaoyu did not expose the matter between us. She seemed a little unhappy on the way back. I asked her why, and she said that she had tested her parents' attitude, which was very unsatisfactory. I was frightened when I heard it. She actually dared to test her parents at this time, not to be afraid of her parents' questioning her? I think this matter should be done slowly and not radical.

We booked two sleeper tickets. At night, both of us slept on the lower bunk and squeezed into a bed. She held my hand and said, "I will definitely let my parents accept me and make me believe her." I said: I believe in you."

She still repeated the sentence. When I looked up, she was asleep and was talking in her sleep.

What a little fool.

X-X, 198X

She didn't go home during the winter vacation. I asked her several times before I found out that she had a showdown for her parents the last time she went home.

I knew she couldn't hide her. She had such a strong temperament and didn't even bother to hide her.

I want to go back and tell my parents.

I am afraid that they will not be able to stand the stimulation, and I am not very brave. When I graduate, I will tell them.

I can do it.

...

X-X, 198X

Graduated!

The college years are over, and other classmates are hugging each other, so I cried, but I am not sad at all. I am about to rush to a new future, with my Xiaoyu.

We initially planned to go to Yanning, and we have found a good job. We have great development potential in a big city and are far away from our hometown. No one knows us and can live our own life with peace of mind.

X-X, 198X

The day after graduation.

There is nothing to record today.

I woke up late in the morning, yes.

Hahaha.

X-X, 198X

Do you want to confess to your parents?

I asked Xiaoyu, she had confessed and it was very tragic. She basically cut off relations with her family and never answered when she called her home. She advised me not to do so. I knew it was for my own good, but I always felt sorry for her.

She looked into my eyes and said: Just be with me.

I had been struggling for a long time, but decided to put this matter on hold for the time being. We just started working and were not very responsible for each other's future. It would be great if I could be as rich as my father. I would have to work hard to make money! Make money! Make money!

X-X, 198X

The happier life is, the easier it is to feel uncertain.

Xiaoyu is much better than me in this regard, and she is always full of hope for our future.

The most common sentence I have said in the past two years is: You must be with me forever and stay with me until I was 80 years old, be healthy, safe and smooth, and you cannot be separated from me.

I can't imagine a day without her, even a minute or a second.

I was afraid that she would get sick, and I was so nervous that I had a small cold. I was afraid that she would not be able to accompany me until I was old. Even the assumption was so heartbroken that I burst into tears after writing this. No wonder Xiaoyu said that I was crying more and more.

I will always be with Shen Huaiyu until I was 80 years old, healthy, safe and smooth, and cannot be separated.

God, have you heard it?

I only have this wish.

...

X-X, 198X

Something happened at home.

When Gu Yanqiu saw this, his heart suddenly raised it up and quickly turned to the next page.

The following pages are very short.

X-X, 198X

I don't want to get married.

X-X, 198X

Not getting married.

X-X, 198X

no way!

The last word "no" almost cut through the paper.

Yin Lingxi and Yu Guang swept the diary. She knew the contents of the diary and inserted them in time and explained: "At that time, there was something wrong with grandma's company and could not turn over. If the company went bankrupt, my grandma might have to go to jail..."

"So your mother did the exchange?" Gu Yanqiu narrowed his eyes.

"It's almost the same." Yin Lingxi sighed, "Each person needs it." She added, "My grandpa has been in poor health for that time. If he really gets into the game, it's probably a lot of luck."

Gu Yanqiu raised his eyebrows slightly, not saying anything.

X-X, 198X

I frequently asked for leave to go home, and the company leaders tactfully advised me to resign, so I quit.

Xiaoyu learned from me that her parents were planning to marry me into the Yin family. Her face was very pale and she didn't say a word. I felt very nervous when I looked at it.

What is your real thought? After a long time, she asked me that she always respected my opinion.

My true thoughts? Of course, I want to be with her and don’t want to marry someone else, but I don’t know why I can’t say it. My parents raised me and raised me for so many years, and now my family is facing difficulties. Do I want to be a deserter alone? I don’t want my father to go to jail. What if something really happens to him? I can’t afford it.

The last time I went home and left the cabinet to them, I didn't expect that it would be at such a time, and unexpectedly, no beating or scolding. Perhaps the family affairs crushed my father's back, and he just sat there smoking. He didn't smoke, and let the cigarette choke into his throat, and his mother cried.

I knelt in the living room all night. In the morning, my father came out of the room and looked tired. He only said to me: Nannan, you go, go far away, don't come back again.

I understand what he means.

At that moment, I decided to give myself to this family.

I have believed in Buddhism for so many years, why did the Buddha refuse to bless me?

X-X, 198X

We broke up.

All five words were stained seriously by the water marks.

X-X, 198X

A week before the wedding date, I had nightmares every night. I dreamed that Chen Huaiyu was crying in front of me. I couldn't help but buy a ticket. When I returned to Yanning, I had to look at her. But when I really saw her, I was not my own. I begged her to take me away like crazy.

I'm going to get married. Chen Huaiyu said, and then showed me the engagement ring on her ring finger.

I burst into tears.

Don't be shaking, I'm fine when I live your own life, so don't worry about me. She showed me photos of her fiancé, she was very tall and handsome.

She has always been braver than me.

In the past, and in the present, too.

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Finally, I explained most of the previous generation's affairs』_』

Friend 4: Didn’t anyone find out that my ex-girlfriend has no name like me?!

One day when the daily failure is over, I sat down for everyone again
Chapter completed!