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I can also sleep for an hour or two, otherwise I would have to sleep in the morning every day and I wouldn’t be able to stand it anymore.

Having said that, everyone should still pay attention to their health. It is not good to grow old prematurely.

About an hour, hour! Change it back, everyone should go to bed early and watch during the day.

It has been two years since my age was prefixed with the word "thirty". As a person who does not understand optimism, I have received a lot of hints and influences from these two words. Although I clearly feel that my physique and energy

There is no difference at all compared to when I was twenty-nine, but the concept of "thirty" hangs over my head like a parasol, casting a dark shadow over my whole body, and it seems to be torn from the calendar.

After the beginning of autumn, although the power of the sun has not diminished, and the heat on the cold and heat scale has not dropped, it can only be regarded as the lingering power and residual heat, or the herald of the end of frost, and the seasons of the earth have been handed over from now on.

It’s autumn.

In fact, my mood over the past two years is the easiest to reconcile and blend with autumn. This situation is different from before. In previous years, I only admired spring. I like willows and swallows the most. I especially like the young willows that are first dyed yellow. I once called myself

He lived in the "Little Willow House" and painted many pictures of willows and swallows. He also picked long willow leaves and framed them on thick paper to create eyebrows in various styles, imagining the face of the owner of such eyebrows.

At that time, during the early spring, at the turn of the first lunar month and the second lunar month, I would see fine beads hanging on the lines of the willow branches, with a faint cyan color.

"When I read, my heart was filled with a kind of ecstasy, which immediately turned into anxiety, as if I was always saying: "Spring is coming! Don't let it go! Try to entertain it, enjoy it, and keep it forever." I read.

I was sincerely moved when I read the phrases such as "Good times and beautiful scenery cannot be saved by the sky." I thought that the ancients all cherished a wasted spring. We can learn from the past! I will never let it go by in my hands. Most of all, I encountered the situation that the ancients regretted the most.

During the Qingming Festival, the anxiety in my heart becomes even more intense. On that day, I always want to find something that can fully repay the holding of this festival. I will definitely write poems, paint paintings, or drink and roam. Although most of them are not implemented, some may be completed after implementation.

It had no effect, but I got drunk, made trouble, and got unpleasant memories; but I was never discouraged, and I always felt that spring was lovely. I seemed to only know spring in my heart, and the other three seasons were regarded as preparations for spring, or

During the rest time waiting for spring, I never noticed their existence and significance. And for autumn, I have no feeling at all: because summer follows spring, I can regard it as spring's excess; winter precedes spring, I can regard it as spring's excess.

Prepare; Autumn, which has nothing to do with spring, has never had a place in my heart.

Since my age has reached the beginning of autumn, my mood has completely changed in the past two years, and it has become autumn. However, the situation is different from before: I don’t feel the same ecstasy and anxiety in autumn as in the past. I just feel that once autumn comes

, my state of mind is very harmonious. Instead of being ecstatic and anxious, I am often attracted by the autumn wind, autumn rain, autumn colors and autumn light and melt into the autumn, temporarily losing my place. And for spring, I am not as indifferent to autumn as I used to be.

.I hate spring very much now. Whenever everything returns to spring, I see the blooming of flowers, the bustle of bees and butterflies, and the state of vegetation and insects vying to breed and reproduce everywhere. I feel that the world is mediocre, greedy, and shameless.

Nothing more than ignorance! Especially when I was young, seeing the faint green beads hanging on the willow branches and the dots of red spots on the peach branches made me feel ridiculous and pitiful. I wanted to wake up a stamen to deal with it.

Said: "Ah! You have come to repeat this old tune! I saw before my eyes that countless of your ancestors were born just like you, and they all worked hard to develop and compete for glory. Soon, none of them became haggard and turned into dust.

Why do you bother repeating this old tune? Now that you have grown up with this evil root, in the future, I will see you being coquettish, pretending to be funny, causing ravage, destruction, and suffering, and follow in the footsteps of your ancestors!

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In fact, those who have welcomed the coming and going of spring more than thirty times have long been tired of seeing flowers, their feelings have become numb, and their enthusiasm has cooled down. They will never be as fascinated by the fantasy of flowers as a young girl seeing the world for the first time.

They are tempted by their appearance and praise them, sigh at them, feel pity for them, and cherish them. Moreover, none of the things in the world can escape the principles of prosperity and decay, rise and fall, birth and death, existence and nonexistence. Past history clearly proves this point.

There is no need for us to say it again. Countless poets throughout the ages have spent the same time on the regret of spring. This kind of imitation also feels disgusting. If I were asked to spend a few words on the life, prosperity and death of the world, I feel that life and prosperity are insignificant, and I would rather praise everything with joy.

Death and destruction. Regarding the greed, ignorance and cowardice of the deceased, the latter's attitude is so humble, enlightened and great! My choice of spring and autumn is also for this point.

Natsume Soseki once said this when he was thirty years old: "When you are twenty-five, you know that there are benefits in life; when you are twenty-five, you know that where there is light, there must be darkness; as of today, when you are thirty, you know that where there is much light, there is also much darkness.

When joy is strong, sorrow is also heavy." I also feel the same way about this now; sometimes I feel that the characteristics of thirty are not limited to this end, but what is more special is the feeling of death. Young people often talk about life and death when they are in trouble in love.

Death, however, is just a matter of knowing that there is "death", not a physical feeling. It is like drinking ice and fanning in the summer, but we cannot feel the taste of a winter night sitting around the stove in a quilt. Even though we have experienced thirty

People who have endured several cold and summer seasons cannot feel the feeling of bathing in the sun under the scorching sun of the past few days. Things like surrounding the stove, holding a quilt, and bathing in the sun are just a kind of empty knowledge in the hearts of people in summer.

I just know that these things will happen in the future, but I can't feel their taste. It's autumn, the scorching sun has shown its power and gradually retreats, the skin soaked with sweat gradually shrinks, wearing single clothes seems to be shivering, and

When my hands feel comfortable when I touch the flannel, then the knowledge of sitting around the stove, hugging a quilt, and bathing in the sun can gradually be integrated into the experience world and turned into physical sensations. This is the most special state of mind that occurs after I reach the beginning of autumn.

This is my experience of "death". In the past, my thinking was so shallow! I thought that spring can always be in the world and people can stay young forever, but I didn't think about death at all. I also thought that the meaning of life is only living, and the most important thing in my life is

It makes sense. It seems that I will never die. Only now, with the help of the compassionate light of autumn and the aura of death, do I know the joys and sorrows of life. It is an old tune that has been repeated hundreds of millions of times in the world, so what?

I just want to cherish it enough. I just want to be saved and escaped from this life in peace. Just like a crazy person, why care about the confusion in the illness? I just want him to get rid of the disease.

I was about to put my pen down when suddenly dark clouds filled the western window, a bolt of lightning flashed from the sky, a faint sound of thunder was heard, and a burst of autumn rain mixed with hail suddenly fell. Ah! It turns out that the beginning of autumn has only lasted for a few days, and the heart of autumn is immature and not yet mature.

, it is inevitable that there will still be this kind of disharmony, which is terrible!

What I want to tell you is not about the customs and customs there, which are endless. But you will understand it once you go there and see it. There is no need to talk about it in detail. What I want to say is a very interesting thing.

This is a boat. You usually take a rickshaw, tram or car in your hometown, but there are none of these in my hometown. Except for using sedan chairs in the city or on the mountains, boats are generally used for transportation. There are two types of boats.

Generally speaking, the boats with white awnings are used for sailing. Taking a night boat to Xiling is also very interesting, but it is inconvenient for you to sit on it, so I won’t talk about it. The big awning boat is because

"Symenngoa" (symenngoa), a small rowing boat (pronounced "uoa") is also called a boat. But the most suitable one is the "three roads" in the middle, which is the three Ming tiles. The canopy is semicircular, with

It is made of woven bamboo pieces, with a bamboo basket sandwiched in the middle, and painted with black oil. Between the two "fixed canopies" is a sunshade, which is also semicircular, with a wooden lattice and embedded with pieces of small fish scales, about an inch in diameter.

It is quite transparent, slightly like glass, but tough and durable. This is called an open tile. If there are three open tiles, it means that there are two open tiles in the middle cabin and one open tile in the rear cabin. There are two oars at the stern, and there is a bamboo pole at the bow.

Use it to fix the boat. The bow of the boat is frowning, like a tiger, but it seems to be smiling. It is funny but not scary, which is not the case for white-canopied boats. The height of the three awnings can make you stand upright, and the width of the cabin can fit a square table.

, four people sit and play mahjong - I'm afraid you have already learned this? The boat is really a small boat. You sit on the bottom of the boat, the canopy is two or three inches away from your head, and you can rest your hands on the left and right.

The handles are exposed on the side of the boat. In this kind of boat, it is like sitting on the water. When you get close to the field bank, the soil will be close to your eyes and nose. Moreover, if you encounter wind and waves, or if you sit carelessly,

The boat will be turned upside down, which is dangerous, but it is also quite interesting and is a characteristic of the water town. But you don't have to take a ride, it is better to take one of the three boats.

If you go out by boat, you can't be as impatient as those who take the tram and expect to get there immediately. If you leave the city, you have to walk thirty or forty miles (the mileage here is very short, one mile is only one-third of a mile), and you can go back and forth.

Always prepare for a day. When you sit on the boat, you should have the attitude of mountaineering. Look around you. You can see mountains everywhere, tallow trees on the bank, red and white apples on the river, fishing houses, and various bridges.

, when I feel sleepy, I sleep in the cabin and read my essays, or make a bowl of tea. I like the Jianhu area outside the side door, Hejiachi, and the vicinity of Hujin, or I can ride a donkey to Lougong Port.

Visit Lanting (but I advise you to walk, riding a donkey may not be very suitable for you). It is quite interesting to enter the east gate of the city when the dusk is clear.

It’s peaceful. When you go to Hangzhou, you can sail in the afternoon. The scenery is the most beautiful at dusk. It’s a pity that I have forgotten the names of this area. The greetings of the ships coming and going, as well as the barking of dogs and the crowing of chickens in the countryside, are also very interesting.

It's interesting. You can hire a boat to go to the countryside to watch temple operas. You can understand the real fun of old Chinese operas, and you can move freely on the boat. You can watch, sleep, and drink if you want. I think it's ideal.

It’s a way to have fun. It’s a pity that since the reform, these performances and receptions have been banned. The imbecile people of the middle class have built “sea-style” theaters in places such as the “Buye Hall”. Please buy tickets to watch Shanghai’s shows.
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