The girl sat in front of the table and looked at Ma En opposite with a complicated mood:

"You mean...

"I'm the moon god now."

Ma En nodded slightly to her:

"That's right."

Sally was quite confused about her situation.

The moment she first appeared in this room, she was truly born. Before that, she was just a false character in the dream created by Luna and Ma En.

It's just that Luna's skills were so superb that she thought she was really alive.

Now Seli doesn't know how to deal with her identity. If she is Ma En's childhood playmate, it is obviously not very reasonable. Chen Yun and You Yue have never even seen her. Those are all things after Ma En was distorted by the moon god.

memory.

But she does have her own character, and those memories are the only things she has.

And if we want to talk about the Moon Goddess, she doesn’t think she is the woman who cruelly created her. Rather than saying that she is the same person, she feels that the Moon Goddess is more like her mother, but according to Ma En

Come and see...

They seemed to be one entity.

Seri looked at Ma En and asked her best and only friend:

"Do you know what I am?"

When asking questions, Sally felt a little uneasy and nervous, even though the person opposite her was her best friend.

But what she was familiar with was the young Ma En. What had he become after so many years?

Has Marn turned into a bad adult? After all, if she were the Moon Goddess, her value would probably be coveted, but Selly was not afraid of what Marn would do to her.

What she was afraid of was that Ma En had changed.

Ma En said softly to the girl in front of him:

"I understand your confusion, it depends on how you look at it.

"If you look at it from a human perspective, it can be understood that you were born on her corpse. Normally, gods with the same concept will also have different personalities, and they will be reborn every time they are killed.

"Although the reborn gods may be very similar to the past, most of them will become completely new personalities. Their view is that they did not die due to changes in personality, but your situation is very special.

"Because Luna probably doesn't think so.

"She seemed to feel that maintaining her personality was a very important thing before she was alive. I think she might even regard it as a situation that determines her life or death. I have not seen other gods up close, but I can assure you that she

.

"The Moon God is indeed different from other gods. Gods are born from human understanding and imagination of a certain concept. After they appear and are given personalities, they will certainly not be limited by human imagination, but they are still influenced by humans.

"And personality is not an important thing to them. In ancient times, the gods may have existed in concepts close to spiritual bodies or natural wills. These may just be different appearances from human beings to them.

"If you look at it from the perspective of the gods, your personality is just the attitude they show.

"They do not exist in this way, but are a completely different life form from us. If we have a non-human understanding of nature, these gods may develop in other directions.

"Humanoid minds are only the manifestations of what they can be, not their essence.

"But the Moon Goddess is somewhat different from her own kind of existence form. She is a spiritual deity.

"According to my limited understanding, she exists as a spiritual entity that is more independent and integrated than other gods. This is probably why she actively tries to preserve her personality.

"After all, if you feel that you are a human at this moment, you will probably try to continue your mind, and you may even regard the non-human part as not your own, and regard your sleep as death. This is also what the moon god will do.

The reason for fear.

"It's even possible that this is the case.

"Then Seli...

"Can you feel who you are?"

Sally closed her eyes.

"I……

"Feel nothing."

Ma En nodded slightly:

"You don't feel any different from the past, right?"

The girl nodded to him:

"Yeah, I can't feel anything."

Ma En looked into her eyes and said:

"now it's right."

Seri said doubtfully:

"What's the meaning?"

"This means that you are still your past self." Ma En said, "Whether it is the Moon God standing in front of me now or something else, the one who is talking to me is you, Seli.

"You are the one who is thinking."

Seri showed a somewhat surprised look:

"I understand. In fact, none of those questions are important.

"'I' am me. These thoughts and memories have constituted me. Even if most of the memories do not exist at all, I am still constituted by them. It does not matter if the memory is false...

"Because I'm real."

Ma En nodded:

"That's right, no matter what the moon goddess is, you must be Seri.

"And I have some inferences about this.

“Actually, I didn’t expect this situation.

"After all, before I deliberately walked into her trap, I didn't know where I would meet you.

"If things go according to my original plan, Luna should theoretically fall into a deep sleep.

"And she will be trapped in this room and never be reborn. As far as I know, there are almost no gods below level IV. If they reach your level, they often cannot maintain their existence.

"Actually, it's a surprise to you, but I already have some ideas.

"Actually, there was basically no problem with the entire plan, including the killing of the Moon God. However, I did not accurately predict what would happen to this god after he entered the containment room.

"She died, but Luna did not fall into a deep sleep, but was born in the containment room.

"I suspect it has something to do with the containment chamber, her trap, and the fact that Luna is an independent spiritual entity.

"It is possible that she is a spiritual entity that led to your appearance, but I have no basis for this. At least there is no way to verify it before taking in the next god.

"Judging from your appearance now, you are a newborn made up of my dream and her corpse. After all, if we use real standards, you have just appeared."

Sally said worriedly:

"But if my false memory is used as a standard, I have lived for more than ten years.

"And just now, I suddenly discovered that almost all of my memories were false, and then I appeared here and was reborn in the body of a god, but this was just my memory.

"The truth is I didn't even exist before I entered this room."

"Chen Yun and You Yue have never even met me. If I ran up to them and said 'Hello' to them, in fact, I have known you for a long time, they would definitely regard me as a lunatic.

"and……"

She raised her head and looked at Ma En with sad eyes:

"Even the time you and I really spent together wasn't that long. We just spent a nightmare together. And I just really saw you. This is how you treat me...

"Am I just an old dream of yours?"

Ma En shook his head:

"No, although it is difficult for me to regard you as my childhood playmate, it is definitely not just that. Frankly speaking, I feel that I have a responsibility to you, as I said...

"You were born in my memory, which makes me feel that you are a bit like my descendant in a certain way. After all, you come from me, but you are definitely not the way we understand a neutron heir to me.

"From other perspectives, you are a bit like my past. In fact, simple words cannot summarize the relationship between us. You and I cannot be understood in terms of any common friends or blood relationships, because in fact we do

Different from them.

"This is a very complicated emotion, and I don't expect to understand it in a short time.

"And actually when I look at you, I feel an inexplicable intimacy.

"This is very similar to the feeling I had on the phone with Chen Yun."

The girl who heard this sentence was a little confused:

"Why? You and she really know each other."
To be continued...