Chapter 46 Coffee Table Life
Sheng Xiaolei pushed open the ward door and saw Cheng Xiaoyu drinking all the bone soup in the insulated lunch box. He still stuttered his mouth when he was about to finish it, which was quite unsatisfactory.
"How about Pei Pei?" Cheng Xiaoyu didn't know who Sheng Xiaolei was, but he also knew that he was seeing him off at the airport as his family. Hunger could not stop him from worrying about Pei Pei. He didn't know whether his desperate repair would work. After he woke up, he even thought that it would be better if he had been lying for a year or two, and that would be more likely to heal Pei Pei.
Sheng Xiaolei took out a letter from his arms, took out a card and placed it on the bedside table. He left without even sitting: "Get well on your health, I'm saying hello here. This is the letter Pei Pei gave you, and the phone number on it is mine. Pei Pei asked me to take care of you and call me if you have something to do."
Indifference, the first impression that followed was worry. Does this behavior of her family mean anything?
Xiong Wei frowned and watched Sheng Xiaolei leave. He always felt that this man looked familiar. When he saw Cheng Xiaoyu picking up the letter, he focused on the card. He didn't need to look at the position or the prefix. The three words Sheng Xiaolei alone were enough. What is the most important thing about being in the Tao? It's not loyalty, it's not daring to fight, but knowing people, knowing who can't offend.
Just like this, Sheng Xiaolei is the type of person who cannot be offended the most. The son of the Chuncheng Party Committee Secretary, the typical young master of the yamen, Xiong Wei only saw it from a distance in a high-end club. At that time, he did not see his appearance clearly. He just heard the people around him constantly mention Sheng Xiaolei's name and remembered it in his heart. Unexpectedly...
Xiong Wei did not say what he knew. After seeing his brother's sudden transition from active to silence, from silence to low, he guessed what might be mentioned in the letter and selectively concealed Sheng Xiaolei's identity for the time being. Perhaps for the brother, the less he knows, the less harm he will suffer.
Cheng Xiaoyu opened the letter with excitement, but when he saw the determination between the lines in the letter, his whole heart was broken. The betrayal of the first girlfriend was just a small stimulation. The pursuit of the dream lover Zhang Xiaocen was humiliated by a higher level. Then the content in this letter at this moment is the ultimate boss in the game, the ultimate stimulation.
"Hello Cheng Xiaoyu! When you received this letter, I thought I had arrived in the United States and had started a new life. During the period of time I was with you, I was very happy. Thank you for your care, which made me feel that I felt that I owe you more. Do you still remember the girl who was stopped by two hooligans in the alley at Xia Ye? That is me, you are my life-savior, but I don't have the courage to stay. Just like now, I still don't have the courage to stay. You forgot that night, I don't think there is anything that can repay you. That night, I will treat it as I repay your life-saving grace.
Don't be sad for me. I am a selfish girl and is not worthy of your love. When facing the invasion of the disease, all I think of is myself. I want to have a relationship. Unfortunately, I didn't find the kind of love at first sight in you. I'm sorry, just think that I owe you. That night was not enough. If you look for my brother, he will give it back to you for me.
Farewell forever, my benefactor, you and I may never meet again in this life. Live a good life and I will bless you in heaven.
Pei Pei!"
Cheng Xiaoyu felt that his world collapsed suddenly, the sky was no longer blue, and everything around him seemed to have lost its color in an instant. He calmly folded the letter paper in his hand, put it calmly in the pocket of the patient's clothes, and lay calmly on the bed, so calm that he could no longer be calm...
This letter was written by Pei Pei on the plane. At that time, she was completely disappointed and prepared to welcome the arrival of death. She didn't want Cheng Xiaoyu to continue to be sad for herself and be sad for this relationship, so she had this flawless letter. She did not directly say that I don't love you. Everything was normal. She just changed the root of this love from attracting each other to repaying kindness and repaying life-saving grace.
The simple difference is, for Cheng Xiaoyu, who is betting on emotions, it is like the world. Looking at the sky outside the window, he feels everything gray.
"Is everything just for repaying kindness?"
This reason is very sufficient, and this answer is unacceptable.
After dialing Sheng Xiaolei's phone number, Cheng Xiaoyu tried his best to calm his voice: "I want to know Pei Pei's phone number in the United States."
"I'm sorry, I think I've already said it very clearly. Pei Pei has said everything he wants to say. There is nothing else between you except repaying your kindness." Sheng Xiaolei hung up the phone rudely. He was not a kind person, but he was unwilling to say something against his will.
It seemed that there was no contact between the two of them all at once. Everything seemed to have completely broken since that morning. The blood-stained part of the bed sheet Cheng Xiaoyu cut it off when he left the hotel and was in his pocket. He left the hotel and left this letter without saying goodbye. Coupled with Sheng Xiaolei's attitude, Cheng Xiaoyu could not allow him to continue to believe in this relationship. He left the country to go to the United States for treatment. Pei Pei did not leave any contact information. What does this mean?
When people are lost, they often think of everything badly, and Cheng Xiaoyu is no exception. All the abnormalities in the process of getting along with Pei Pei, they all think of the wrong things and the gratitude link mentioned in this letter.
“Is it just a repayment?”
Cheng Xiaoyu felt that he was ridiculous, he was just a clown, and always felt that he was performing a serious drama in front of the stage. In fact, the audience below were already laughing so hard that they were laughing.
At this moment, Cheng Xiaoyu felt that everything he had really responded to. His life was a coffee table, filled with cups. He was hit by contact three times in just a few months. He was lost in the direction of his life.
"Is it really just a repayment?"
"Isn't you really not love at all?"
Cheng Xiaoyu, who was receiving treatment in a daze in the hospital, had a question mark in his mind. He was looking forward to Pei Pei giving him an answer immediately, but found that his life with Pei Pei was completely broken and there was no intersection.
He called Sheng Xiaolei again and made an appointment with Hongchang Diba. Cheng Xiaoyu secretly left the hospital alone with Xiong Wei on his back. He wanted to confirm the final result that he did not accept the current result.
Some tragedies are destined to happen, and human resources cannot stop them. When Cheng Xiaoyu left the ward, Xiong Wei, who was lying on another intensive care bed, opened his eyes and sighed heavily. He was the only one who could break through the hurdle of his brother, and outsiders could not help.
PS: Thanks to ZTE Department Store, Zihe Feiwu's reward! (To be continued)
Chapter completed!