Chapter 334 Non-human, non-God
Kuroki was very annoyed. He could understand Cheng Xiaoyu's "willfulness". Isn't he just such a virtue? Otherwise, he would not have left the army for so many years. It was not that he did not love the army, nor did he want to do things for the people of the country, but that he felt that his selfish desires were at work and that he would not always be careful of the knife behind him. It was better to be free in the world than to do it, so as to avoid hurting more people while thinking that he was doing good things.
Cheng Xiaoyu smiled and said, "With the country taking the lead in doing this, it must be a perfect merit. I don't think there is no corruption, but finally there is such a formal institution that specializes in serving disabled veterans. I feel that I have a unique sense of accomplishment if I solve one of ten."
Mr. Pei kept sitting there with his eyes squinting, and suddenly opened it: "Have you given up?"
Cheng Xiaoyu waved his hand: "No, no, no, what I want to do is what I want to do. Even if I only help ten people, I will feel that I have contributed my strength, because I only have such a great strength and can only carry such a heavy burden. Daewoo Security will continue, and there is no market or resources. At worst, I can take out a part of the money I earn from Daewoo Electronics every year and inject it into Daewoo Security. I will not raise bodyguards and no disability. I can also do my best to help some military and martyrs in difficulty. In this regard, I can control it myself. Before I give up this idea, I can use my own money to give it to my own intention.
When I want to deliver it to everyone, I will not consider anti-corruption because of the increasingly bloated institutions. It is too tiring and not cost-effective. I am still young, rebellious is the background of my personality, and enjoying life is the source of struggle. If I don’t think about my personal interests, I will not be me. Being able to control freely is what I want. I don’t hide anything. If I don’t believe in the existing system that cannot be solved, will there be some corruption incidents within the Red Cross Society, which will eventually become a way for some people to climb, a comfortable nest for some people to stop, and a priest for some people to stand up..."
This is the first time that the old man and Pei Yuejin, as elders, were truly shocked by Cheng Xiaoyu and by the beliefs he had.
Wisdom can be used between good and bad, and a heart that can be suspended and above the moral average standard does not lose its belief in virtue, but it is not something that ordinary people can possess.
No desire or seeking is for God, Buddha, and Tao.
Having desires and seekings is a human being.
In between, the ones that measure good people and bad people are the left and right ends of the balance of desire and desire. There are very few people who can stand at the center of the balance. There are many selfish desires and public beliefs. They are willing to fully release public beliefs and do more good deeds when their selfish desires are satisfied. The limit of this selfish desire is to consider whether a person has powerful standards. It is said that desire has no limit, and people's desires are often unable to control themselves. The dream at the beginning is to have millions. When you succeed, you want to get tens of millions. If you continue to have endless desires, you have long forgotten the vow that I had a good life if I had a million.
How many wise men have understood this principle after they were over 70 years old, and began to do good deeds and control their desires and the desires of people and things they can control. Unfortunately, God has not given them much time. It is a gift to be able to correct the wrong paths and mistakes they have made because of desire.
It’s not that Mr. Pei couldn’t understand it, but after that, he had to fight for the discourse of the faction’s ruling philosophy. After victory, he became the dominant one. However, he gradually got used to giving advice. He was influenced by Mr. Cheng in recent times. He felt that he should take a good rest for his hard work. The leader on the stage was no longer the one who needed to protect himself.
Neither father nor son expected that Cheng Xiaoyu had such a strong belief in his heart, and was able to control his desires at such a young age, and to serve himself rather than be trapped by him.
Some people regard this security service operation as a business that makes money. They have the idea of helping disabled veterans in their hearts, but they can take the lead in retirement and take advantage of their military. The subjective consciousness still thinks about charity disabled soldiers. They do not develop their potential and use the money they earn here to charitable rescues there. In the end, they will become a company that can make a big profit by borrowing the military platform.
This is the difference.
"I support you." Kuroki grabbed the bottle of wine and drank all the nearly half of the pound of wine left in one breath. In the eyes of the wine-knowing people, he was wasting the fine wine. He didn't know that he was really excited at this moment. He hadn't felt this way for many years. I was so happy, really happy.
Kuroki believes that this is the real Cheng Xiaoyu. He is a person, and most people do things. The gap between them is the difference between heaven and earth.
"Drinking a celebration wine today..." Singing an inaccurate tone and walking slightly shaking steps, Kuroki stopped waiting. He got the most desired and ideal result. He walked into the car with a smile. In the quiet night sky, he could hear the humming tone. It took not long, and the snoring suddenly started. He was drunk and intoxicated.
"Go to sleep." The old man said only two words, stood up with a crutch, and turned his back to Cheng Xiaoyu, and a gratified smile appeared on the corner of his mouth.
Pei Yuejin smiled bitterly and shook his head: "It seems that he has a bad reputation. Even his son-in-law thinks that there are not many good people among officials. The administration is a century-old plan, a thousand-year plan..." After that, he also stood up and walked towards the guest room. In this courtyard, except for the small courtyard where the old man lives, and the security and medical staff on both sides of the front door, Pei Pei was only left with one room, and the rest were all guest rooms.
Cheng Xiaoyu was left alone, and simply cleaned up the table. He held it in a long time without smoking. He stood in the hot yard, looking at the bright moonlight in the sky, and felt a little pride in his heart. How could these two people not be proud?
"Wife, are you sleeping?" When you are proud, you need someone to share. At this moment, besides Pei Pei, you will not be the second person to think about it. Perhaps there is not something he can thank in words. The old man who has been respecting the teachings of the general since childhood, and the old man who has given up his wealth and wealth in the mountains and forests.
"Husband, have you finished the talk?" Pei Pei sat on the bed with documents scattered in front of him. On nights without a lover, working overtime at home may be the best way to relieve loneliness.
"Um."
“When will you come back?”
"Maybe I'll go to Fengtian first to see the new company's address. Why? I've missed me in just one day."
"Hate, by the way, today I bought a super beautiful pajama. Are you interested in watching the video?"
"Yeah? OK."
From beginning to end, she never mentioned anything about what the result was, because Pei Pei had known the result for a long time, and all she needed to do was support.
Cheng Xiaoyu took a shower, adjusted the temperature of the air conditioner in the house, turned on the computer on the table, and looked at the thin but sweet girl in the photo frame next to the computer, and at that moment, she conquered her heart.
A few minutes later, Cheng Xiaoyu rushed into the bathroom and took another shower. For nothing else, the essence of Pei Pei's demon girl came again, a pair of sexy high heels, a purple gauze nightgown, and a charming dance that attracted people's souls and was tempting. Even if everyone in her body had been appreciated and touched more than once, she could not resist such temptation. She took a cold bath to wipe out the strong desire that emerged deep in her heart.
Wiping his hair with a towel, Cheng Xiaoyu said viciously to the microphone: "Stupid girl, you have learned bad things. When did you learn this kind of dance?"
"Oh, my husband is very angry. He can also dance belly and pole dance. If my husband likes it, he doesn't mind showing you a strip dance." Pei Pei on the other end of the video was full of charm, and his every move was full of the limits of the charming, sexy and enchanting woman.
"You have learned bad things." Cheng Xiaoyu knew that he could never resist this girl. He learned all the ways a woman could show beauty, and mastered all the ways men fantasize about women. Can men still run away?
"Hmph, how can you tie up Master Cheng if you don't learn bad things? You're surrounded by beautiful classmates, and occasionally you have a confidante on the catwalk. Now you have another crush on your side. If you don't have a sense of crisis, wouldn't you be eliminated sooner or later?" Pei Pei pulled open a banana, stinged his tongue gently, and his lips were simple and opened and closed, which immediately attracted Cheng Xiaoyu's imagination and desire rose again.
"My wife, I've always guarded you like a jade, and I never had any cross-border points. But I liked to be surrounded by beautiful women. Who said that we were once a small farmer like a lewd embryo?" Cheng Xiaoyu said half-jokingly. He didn't think about hiding anything. He knew how to be grateful. A girl like Pei Pei, who was such an excellent girl, has not appeared in a relationship for so long. Is this possible? Is this possible? The only explanation is that Pei Pei solved these troubles in advance without knowing it, and did not give anyone a chance to protect this love.
"Yuyouyou, I hope someone who can cheat you. I can learn from my husband and I will think that there are any beauties in the world that he cannot resist." Pei Pei bit off a large piece of the banana with a fierce mouthful, saying that, his expression and actions betrayed her true thoughts. No woman would be willing to share love with others.
Cheng Xiaoyu was shocked and looked at the banana with inexplicable fear. Although he was already strong, he still couldn't help but worry.
"By the way, husband, if you have time, go see someone." Pei Pei didn't want both parties to enter the awkward circle. After learning that Cheng Xiaoyu had definitely made such a choice, he deliberately introduced someone to him.
"Who?"
"A man who started pursuing me when I was ill and bedridden." (To be continued. If you like this work, you are welcome to Qidian() to vote for recommendations, monthly votes, and your support is my greatest motivation.) (To be continued)
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