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Chapter 676: Self-blame and sending flowers(1/2)

"Because, I have a mom."

...

“I came back from school that day.”

"I didn't want to live on campus."

"I'm not very relieved that my mother is at home alone."

"But my mom must have me live on campus."

Su Xun's expression was a little helpless, "I said I always want to experience the feeling of living in the school with my classmates."

“It was my first time living in college.”

He then explained.

...

And he never refused Su Mu's request.

So, he compromised.

...

He has known since he was a child that it was very hard for his mother to take him alone.

Some people also told him that his mother would always get married again, and he would be a burden to the point.

Moreover, Su's mother, who has a new family, will not be as good to him as before.

She will have new children.

He has also been afraid and resisted.

He always remembers that Su's mother hugged him and said to him, "No, Xiaoxun will always be the most important baby of her mother."

Mom has always been his most important person.

He is his only relative.

...

"But what did I see?"

"I really regret it."

“It would be great if I didn’t live in the school.”

......

"Maybe I can't change anything."

"After all, what ability do I have to fight against monsters?"

...

"But, at least I can stand in front of my mother."

"At least-"

"Are you going to die together?"

Xiao Xiao suddenly spoke.

Su Xun was stunned for a moment, lowered his eyes and looked at the purple wild flowers, but he had a defensive attitude.

"Then your mother's soul will still be imprisoned by the beauty spider."

"But this time no one will save her."

"Because the only son who has been willing to deal with the monster for two years to save her is dead."

"And, it would be even more painful for a mother to see her son die in front of her in order to save her."

Xiao Xiao looked down at Su Xun squatting on the ground, with a look of no emotion, and the words he said were not at all, but Su Xun froze suddenly.

...

A purple petal leaves the calyx.

Su Xun stared blankly at the petals pinched in his fingers.

Just now, he couldn't control his strength and pulled down the petals.

...

A gust of wind blew, and Su Xun's hands subconsciously relaxed a little.

The purple petals flew out instantly, and were taken to the high air by the wind, and soon disappeared.

...

The purple wild flowers were also blown by the wind, as if they were about to rise up from the ground in the next second.

However, in the end, the flower stem was still there, but there was only a calyx left at the top of the flower stem.

The purple petals were swept up to the sky by the wind. Together with the petals in Su Xun's hand, they were soon taken to the distance by the wind.

...

Su Xun's hand slowly clenched into a fist, and he suddenly raised his head and stared at Xiao Xiao.

Xiao Xiao didn't look at him at all.

The distance-looking vision seemed to be following the purple petals, and the side face showed a light indifference.

"Do you prefer this ending?"

...

Su Xun gritted his teeth.

How could he like this ending!

...

But...if he was with his mother at that time, the result would be inevitable.

...

He is not Superman, he will not transform.

Apart from using his body as a shield, he didn't know how to protect his mother from a monster who covet his mother.

However, such means are like a clumsy joke in front of monsters.

Then, he will be killed by the monster.

...

What about mother?

The monster was originally coming to his mother.

The results are obvious.

...

His death had no other effect except for a little delay in the time when his mother was caught by the monster.

He can't save his mother.

Even if he sacrificed his life.

This is a desperate fact.

...

He suddenly seemed to have returned to the days and nights of the past two years when he could not tell the difference between day and night and cold.

Because every day, because at all times, his heart is like falling into an ice cellar, and the coldness is shattered into the bones.

Wherever his vision was, there was a thick gray mist.

There is no light, no color.

He couldn't find a way out.

Even the road under my feet is almost impossible to see clearly.

It's really useless.

...

Su Xun fell into deep self-disappointment.

...

"Su Xun."

The sound that was obviously not loud seemed to be shaking about it.

Su Xun's body shook, and his raised eyes returned to the focal length.
To be continued...
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