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Chapter 854 Bai Yanyu, You Can't Expect Too Much

This question left the fifth prince speechless.

The question is a bit awkward. Should he answer or not? If so, how should he answer? Nod or shake his head?

There are always many conflicts in life, just like the life he remembers when he was young. While beating him, he felt sorry for the person who beat him. He wanted to escape every day, but he couldn't escape every day. He suffered from flesh and blood over and over again, and chose to forgive and endure again and again.

Finally, when he couldn't help but escape, he regretted countless times that he couldn't spend more time with that poor woman.

He didn't know why his mother looked like that, but he knew that the reason for all this was probably because her mother gave birth to him. In the final analysis, he was the culprit.

The conflicts in his youth continued to grow up, and he lingered between his mother's tears and indifference again and again. But he had become accustomed to those, with too many scars on his body, and they all had thick scabs. The so-called indifference could no longer hurt him.

He thought such a contradiction was the limit, but he didn't expect to face this problem today.

Does he like Bai Heran? Of course he likes it! But how could he say it?

Everyone says that their prince was born by the true dragon emperor. Even if they cannot inherit the throne in the future, they will be rich and noble princes all their lives. They will have whatever they want, and no one dares to resist them.

This is what I heard when I was a child, and it seems that it is the same when I grow up. Sometimes he doesn’t even need to say anything. As long as his eyes come, someone will soon bring what he likes to him.

But until I met Bai Heran, everything was not the case.

What do you want? It's ridiculous. He wants his brother and sister, can he give it to him?

"When my mother went, did you see her for the last time?" He did not answer Bai Yanyu's question and turned the conversation apart.

Bai Yanyu sighed softly, knowing that this question was not answered, and she felt regretful and glad. In fact, she regretted it as soon as she asked. It would be fine if the fifth prince didn't nod, but once she nodded, what should she do? She would never betray her second sister in her life. So what about the fifth prince? Can she give up the person who is so sharp?

Bai Yanyu took his hand back and forced a smile, a little embarrassed, with self-deprecating smile.

"Forget it, I won't ask, thank you for saving me. As for the matter of Concubine Xian, I am just a small concubine in Duke Wen Guo's mansion, so I am not qualified to meet the concubine for the last time. I didn't see him, but just looked at the royal Yi team from afar during the funeral, then knelt on the street and kowtowed three times in the direction of the team. Look, I have only such skills and can't do anything. In the end, I have to rescue you. You must look down on me very much, right?"

She looked at the fifth prince with a dazed expression. Her mind was the scene of the day of Concubine Li Xian's funeral, and the memories of sinking in Yunmeng Lake. Gradually, she remembered some things, but they were very vague and uncertain.

She began to look around, and after a while she was stunned. When she looked at the fifth prince again, she suddenly frowned, "Am I alive or dead? Why are you here? When did you come back? Where is this? Why is my second sister here too?"

Jun Mufeng laughed, "As you just realized it, are you talking in your sleep just now?"

She nodded and shook her head again, "No, it's not a dream talk. What I said to you are all in my heart. But why are you here? Haven't you gone to Hangan? When will you come back?" She was holding her feet and sitting up, but she had no strength.

Jun Mufeng subconsciously turned around and looked out. Seeing that the room was closed and Bai Heran had no intention of coming back, he dared to come forward to help Bai Yanyu sit up, and tucked a cushion behind her.

"I came back yesterday and encountered a robbery and a huge drama. I originally thought of going to the Duke's Mansion to find your second sister to detoxify, but I happened to see you burn paper by the lake and your father discovered it. I saw him pushing you into the lake. I had to jump down and rescue you." He described what happened last night, helping Bai Yanyu restore the truth to the greatest extent.

Gradually, all Bai Yanyu's memories came back. She remembered that she was pushed into the ice lake by Bai Xingyan, and when she was dying, she saw the fifth prince swimming towards her, she remembered that she wanted to touch her lips, and she remembered that he hugged her and left Yunmeng Lake.

The memories afterwards were gone, but there was another thing that followed, and she remembered the Beginning of Spring.

"Did you only save me? Where is Lichun?" She reached out to grab Jun Mufeng's sleeve, but Jun Mufeng did not hide. "Your Highness, have you ever seen Lichun in the water? It is the maid who follows me. Have you seen her?"

He shook his head, "No, I will only save you. Miss Third, at that time, even if I saw her in the lake, I would not be able to save her and you. I was poisoned by a huge amount of poison. I had to endure great pain in the ice lake to save people. It was a blessing to be able to save you. You can't ask for too much."

Bai Yanyu nodded, "I understand." But tears couldn't stop rushing out.

She covered her face with her hands and cried silently, tears flowing out through her fingers, slashing through her elbows and drowning on the wounds between her elbows.

It was a wound that was worn when slapped the water surface on the edge of the ice hole. It hurts very much, but she didn't care, and even wanted to feel the pain. Because only the pain could make her remember the injuries she had suffered and why she was injured.

"Stop crying." He couldn't stand it, so he stretched out his hand and patted her shoulder, but unexpectedly, the little girl pounced down, spread her arms, and hugged him tightly. "Miss Third." He frowned and called out, but she held her tighter.

Jun Mufeng gave up resisting and just held it with her. The feeling of crying but not crying sound made him feel uncomfortable, and even made him unable to help but reach out, press on her back, pat it gently, and comfort him gently.

He couldn't tell what this was like, was he saying he liked it? He could be sure that he didn't have that kind of feelings to Bai Yanyu. You said you didn't like it, but Bai Yanyu could bring him an inexplicable and wonderful intimacy.

That feeling... he kept measuring in his heart, and gradually felt that the feeling was like a brother and sister who had been separated for many years. At some point, he finally met again. While he was happy, he also had a heart-wrenching pain.

What's even more strange is that the same feeling occasionally occurs when he gets along with Bai Heran. But it's just a little while, and it will soon be replaced by another feeling.

He couldn't understand why this happened, but if Bai Yanyu was willing to call him "Fifth Brother", he would be very happy to have such a sister, and he would also do his best to protect her and protect her in the future.

But the only thing he couldn't give was the kind of feelings Bai Yanyu needed, which he could never give.

"Stop crying." He patted her back lightly, as if coaxing a child, "I know you feel uncomfortable, but since things have happened, you have to face them. Crying will not solve any problem. Okay, don't cry as soon as you see me. I have never seen you funny. Bai Yanyu, be strong, no matter how strong you are, you will be eaten by the Duke Wen of Wenguo's mansion without leaving any bones."

The crying sound stopped, and the little girl sniffed and nodded vigorously, "You are right. If I am not strong, I hope that the dead people will bully me even more. No one can protect me forever. I have even lost the beginning of spring. If I don't protect myself, there will be no way out." She let go of the fifth prince and raised her hand to wipe her face twice. The tears faded, leaving only her pale face and swollen eyes.

"Your Highness." She looked up at him, "Do you know about Concubine Xian, are you sad?"

He nodded, "Sorry."

"I heard that Concubine Xian was very bad to you in the past and often beat you up." She asked him, "Fifth Prince, do you hate her?"

He nodded again, "Hate."

"Since you hate, why are you sad?"

"Because she gave birth to me," he told Bai Yanyu, "Blood family affection is sometimes a very strange thing. It seems that it has become enemies, but when it is really time to part with life and death, you will find that it will still be very sad. But what can be sad? Birth, old age, sickness and death are normal human feelings. We will have a day, sooner or later. I will see her again one day, and then I will never see her again in the next life."

He had a faint smile on his face, as if he was talking about other people's affairs, but Bai Yanyu could see the bitterness that was lingering in the smile, and the deep sadness that appeared in his slightly bent fox eyes.

"Thank you." He expressed his gratitude to her again, and reminded her again, "But don't do such a stupid thing again in the future. Now I have returned to Beijing. When I worship again, I will remember to call you."

Bai Yanyu smiled bitterly, "No, I pay tribute to Concubine Xian in your name. Now that you are back, why are I, a stranger, going to worship? Concubine Xian has a bad impression of our family, so I won't go to make things difficult for her."

At this point, the two were speechless and the atmosphere began to become awkward.

After a while, Jun Mufeng sighed and took the initiative to tell Bai Yanyu: "This is the Ling Palace. After I rescue you, I can't find your second sister. I don't know where to put you, so I can only send you back to my own mansion first. What are your plans? Should I go back to the Duke's Mansion or Tianci Town after I have been raised? Or..." He thought about it in his heart and said, "Or stay in Ling Palace for a few more days and take good care of it. As for where to go in the future, I will talk about it when it is completely maintained."

Bai Yanyu was a little excited, "Fifth Prince, are you really willing to let me stay in Prince Ling's Mansion?"

He nodded, "You were killed and fell into the water, and I have the responsibility to not shirk it. Besides, your father...forget it!" He waved his hand and stood up, "I will live in my mansion first. I can't let go anywhere outside. Just keep in recuperating, and I will help you find out the news from the Duke Wen Guo's mansion."
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