"But, don't laugh at me."

"I'm not sure if what I'm saying is true."

The girl gave the two a vaccination.

"Well, just say what you want to say."

Xiao Xiao smiled, "We will judge the rest."

"……Um."

The girl looked at Brother Xiao Xiao, then at the policeman who nodded to her, and nodded vigorously.

...

"Although Xiaorui is not the same class as me, she is my junior high school classmate."

A somewhat inexplicable beginning, but Meng Jixi, who was familiar with all the information about the four suicides, quickly reacted, "Xiao Rui? Is Han Rui, the second student who committed suicide?"

"Um."

The girl nodded, "We have a good relationship."

"Probably because we are all those quiet and hard-working students."

"So it's very comfortable to get along with, and there are many common topics in learning."

...

The following words seemed a little hard to speak. The girl hesitated for a while before she said softly, "We are not smart either."

It is not easy to get a child who is in adolescence and hardworking to admit this.

"It's obvious that I have spent a lot of effort, but my results are still not satisfactory."

"Originally, our grades in junior high school have always been among the best, but when we arrived at this high school, our grades could only hover in the middle and upper reaches and could not go further."

“We’re all hit.”

......

"Xiaorui is under greater pressure than mine."

"Xiao Rui's father has been busy with work and basically doesn't care about Xiao Rui."

"Her mother prefers boys over girls, and the only thing she cares about is her grades."

"Xiao Rui's good grades are her capital for showing off."

"She never cared about Xiaorui's health, nor did she attend Xiaorui's parent-teacher meeting."

"When Xiaorui fails a little, she will sarcastically sarcastically at Xiaorui and scold him very badly."

Thinking of what I heard when I called her house in junior high school, the girl couldn't help but clench her fists.

She thought at the time, how could there be such a mother?

She was both angry and funny. What era is it now? How could there be such a boyish mother?

Aren’t they all their own flesh and blood?

However, the only thing she could do at that time was to hang up the phone silently. When she saw Xiaorui next time, she pretended not to hear anything, and lied to the girl that she hung up the phone when she heard her mother's voice.

She knew that saying this would be of no use, and it would only embarrass the two of them.

Because, she couldn't help the other party.

[5200    www.bqg5200.co] This is Xiaorui’s family matter.

Xiaorui's mother also has no domestic violence.

What can she do?

She can't do anything.

...

"Since entering high school, compared with the grades that always rank in the top three in junior high school, Xiaorui's scores of 11 and 2 are naturally reduced a lot in Xiaorui's mother's opinion."

"In Xiaorui's mother's circle of friends, Xiaorui's high school is the best."

......

"Xiaorui's mother always scolds Xiaorui, saying that she doesn't study hard, and saying that she doesn't know what she is doing all day long?"

"Say why I gave birth to this stupid daughter..."

......

"Xiao Rui cried many times."

"But maybe it's because the burden is too heavy, Xiao Rui's exam is worse than the other time."

"She has really worked hard and read books until the early morning."

"The night before she committed suicide, she came to me."

The girl pursed her lips, and tears fell from the corners of her eyes, "She said she couldn't hold on."

"She said, she didn't understand. She had worked so hard, why could not get better? Why did her mother blame her?"

"She has tried her best."

"She said she seemed to have auditory hallucinations."

"The voice asked her, since it was so painful, why not end her?"

"She said, yes, she doesn't know what she is still sticking to?"

"I was scared."

"I comforted her and said that since she lives in high school, she wouldn't see her mother."

"Don't answer her mother's phone call in the future."

"Or put it aside if you pick it up and let the other party scold you, don't care."

“I said a lot.”

"I thought Xiaorui was explained to me."

"result……"

The girl covered her face and let out a sob.

"I would have paid more attention to her at that time."

"I know that Xiaorui is in a bad condition, but I don't pay any attention to what Xiaorui said."

“I just got immersed in my own frustration.”

"But-"

The girl raised her head and burst into tears, "I'm in pain, too."

"I was feeling very uncomfortable."

"The pain of the two people was superimposed, and I was almost suffocating."

"So, the next day, I didn't want to see her at all."

"If... I went to find her at that time, she wouldn't have committed suicide that night, wouldn't it?"

...

"I was in great pain after Xiaorui died."

"I'm also starting to have auditory hallucinations."

"That's the voice of the demon!"

“It is encouraging me to die.”

"I bought a hanging rope and it was under my bed."

The girl's expression was dazed and she showed a bit of madness, "If you die, you will be completely destroyed."

"I almost have to put it into practice."

"But I met Brother Xiao Xiao."

The corners of the girl's mouth were slightly raised, "The first time, when I fell down, someone held me."

"Brother Xiao Xiao also gave me a cake."

"We're just strangers."

"But it's because I'm a stranger, this kindness makes me feel very warm even if it's a small one."

“I don’t think things are that bad.”

“Only by living can we encounter good things.”

"I don't want to die."

"Then, that sound disappeared."

"So, I think that sound is really just the dark side of my heart, right?"

...

"Brother Xiao Xiao, if Xiao Rui could meet someone like Brother Xiao Xiao at that time, wouldn't she die?"

It’s not the one who is sympathetic and sympathetic to keep warm.

At that time, she was still too busy to take care of herself, so how could she still support Xiaorui?

Instead, there is a stranger like Brother Xiao Xiao. Just hand her a tissue when Xiao Rui was crying secretly and tell her, don’t cry.

That's all.

Xiaorui has always been a strong and strong girl.

Always pushing yourself very tightly.

However, such a small psyche is often moved by a little warmth.

The courage to work hard will rise again in your heart.

However, Xiaorui did not get such a little encouragement.

She finally chose to cut off her life.

......

“I’m lucky, aren’t I?”

The girl's eyes kept teardrops, but the corners of her mouth were bent deep, and tears flowed into her mouth, with a sense of astringence, "If I hadn't met Master Xiao, I would have hanged myself."

"Why is it hanging?"

Xiao Xiao’s question was a bit disgusting.
Chapter completed!