Chapter 375 Hope and Despair(1/2)
Su Youjin was a little stunned, then nodded slowly, "Yes."
The amber eyes were shining brightly.
The proud and confident Su Youjin is back.
She never thought of giving up looking for money. If she couldn't find it in one day, she would have two days, she would have three days, she would have four days...
One month, one year, three years, five years... As long as she keeps looking for it, she will always find money.
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However, Su Youjin turned his head and looked at Xiao Xiao walking beside her. Maybe with this person, she didn't need to take that long to find the money.
For some reason, this thought suddenly flashed through Su Youjin's mind.
Maybe it wasn't that sudden, since she dialed his phone number, she thought so vaguely?
But now, this understanding has inexplicably deepened a little bit.
Why?
This person obviously did nothing.
Obviously, this person has found nothing so far.
However, Su Youjin's heart, which had been uneasy since Yinzi disappeared, was strangely relieved and restored the initial peace.
She became more confident about finding money.
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The night became darker and darker, and the campus became quieter.
The hazy light of the street lights illuminates the thick snow below, and also reflects the darkness outside the aperture becoming deeper and deeper.
The noisy voices had disappeared at some point.
The falling shadows were also in a hurry.
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Xiao Xiao and Su Youjin gradually looked out with the glass flower room as the axis.
He also called out Duoji, wanting to see if he could find the residual aura of silver.
Unfortunately, the heavy snow during the day covered everything under the soft and fluffy snow.
Most of them lower their heads, sniff the left, sniff the right, and then shake their heads, indicating that they have no power to do anything.
The surprising heavy snow made Xiao Xiao's mouth curl up a helpless curve.
His brows slightly closed and his expression was solemn.
It's not easy to find the money now.
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Xiao Xiao rushed back to the dormitory building before the curfew.
Walking on the quiet stairs, Xiao Xiao felt thoughtful.
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He searched with Su Youjin for one night and found nothing.
The silver seemed to have disappeared out of thin air, leaving no trace of existence.
Except for his memories with Su Youjin.
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One night, Su Youjin was very quiet, but she felt a faint stubbornness.
Amber eyes mixed with hope and despair, and pale skin tone was almost transparent.
If Xiao Xiao hadn't reminded him, Su Youjin would have found him on campus for one night.
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Xiao Xiao sent Su Youjin back to the girls' dormitory building.
Su Youjin's pupils seemed to have floating lights emerged under the dim light.
"Su Youjin, tomorrow is weekend."
“We have a lot of time to look for.”
"Go back and have a good rest."
"Otherwise, my eyes are blurred, how can I find money?"
Xiao Xiao said softly, with a warm smile in his eyes.
"Um."
Su Youjin also curled the corners of her mouth, even if the curve was so shallow that she could hardly see it.
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"Go up."
"have a good rest."
Xiao Xiao gave another advice with some concern.
"Um."
Su Youjin nodded, feeling a little obedient.
She was really tired too.
Besides, someone accompanied her to find money, and she felt that the burden in her heart seemed to be reduced a little.
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Perhaps the search these days made her too tired. Su Youjin occasionally realized that the strange little creature was just an illusion of her own?
Just like the whispers of those adults when she was a child, she was too lonely, so she imagined a playmate.
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She has always believed in the authenticity of silver.
It was obvious that when she touched the silver hair, the warm touch felt on the palm of her palm was so real.
She could hear Yinzi's slight breathing sounded in her ears.
How could these be just my own hallucinations?
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She is not a person who follows the crowd.
On the contrary, she is actually a very stubborn and stubborn person.
However, when everyone can't see silver, she secretly likes her uniqueness, and silver is her friend alone.
But, occasionally, just occasionally, she would also think, does silver really exist?
Even if her vision, hearing, smell, touch, and all the feedback she received told her that silver is not illusory.
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Did she be deceived by herself?
She never believed it, but she was contradictory.
She has read a lot of psychological books.
But it made her more uncertain.
When a person even doubts himself, what can be believed?
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However, Xiao Xiao's appearance saved her.
Not only did it save her life, but it also allowed her to let go.
Pull her out of the quagmire of self-doubt.
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At that time, she realized that she had always cared about it.
She was not as firm as she thought.
The small suspicion is like a thorn. It doesn’t hurt much when it is pierced in the flesh, but it’s like a thorn in the throat.
It makes people both uncomfortable and unpleasant.
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When she knew that Xiao Xiao could see the silver, she was stunned for a long time.
To be continued...