"actually......"

The girl pressed the corner of her eyes that was a little dry, "I'm just by his side to accompany him."

"I'm clumsy in everything I do."

"He used to take care of me."

"He is doing everything."

"My friend said I was lucky to meet him."

"He is the only one who is so mean to be a baby."

"Actually, I don't quite understand what's wrong with my personality?"

Speaking of this, the girl feels a little aggrieved and confused.

Did she mean she is willful?

But she didn't feel that she was very willful.

Isn’t it normal for girls to be a little mean in front of the person they like?

"But I know, I'm lucky to meet him."

“…He met me and he was lucky.”

The girl muttered in a low voice.

Xiao Xiao couldn't help laughing.

"Well, you're all lucky to meet each other."

"Um."

The girl finally showed her first smile since she met.

Although it disappeared quickly like a flash in the pan.

......

“Our plan is all disrupted.”

The girl bit her lower lip.

"Of course, it doesn't matter whether you plan or not now."

"I just want him to get better."

“Do your favorite job.”

"Pursuing your dreams."

"Every day when I get off work, I will come to the company to pick me up."

"Let's go home together."

......

"I want to eat the dishes he cooks."

The girl blinked hard.

“Now I always order takeout.”

Sometimes she is too lazy to takeout.

“It’s not as delicious as he cooks.”

"I want to make him a bento."

“The food in the hospital is not delicious.”

She wanted him to eat better.

"But I haven't cooked."

“I think everything I have made so far is unpalatable.”

Sometimes it's really a mess.

Empty room.

Messy kitchen.

Injured fingers.

There was a faint smell of blood floating away.

She doesn't know how many times she cried alone.

Then, she would wipe away her tears and try to clean up everything.

She hoped that when he came back, the house would still be as clean and neat as he left.

Nothing has changed.

The house...and the people in the house.

......

"In the end, I temporarily gave up the idea of ​​cooking by myself."

The girl smiled embarrassedly.

Otherwise, when she can get her cooking skills out, I don’t know when she will wait?

"I bought the dishes from the store he likes."

"Although he thinks this is too wasteful."

"I don't think."

"It's good that he likes to eat."

"He's not working anymore, I'm still working."

"I can support him."

The girl's little smug tone made Xiao Xiao bend his eyebrows.

"you're good."

"......Really?"

The girl rubbed her eyes.

"I realized how powerful he is when he was hospitalized."

“Everything is done well.”

"Home, work...and take care of me."

"But I can't."

“Nothing can be done well.”

"I can't even make him feel at ease."

Because she was very scared.

It's clumsy and concealed.

How could she make him feel at ease with this?

......

He has always made her feel relieved.

But on the other hand, she never could make him feel the same peace of mind.

......

"Ba~"

The girl patted her cheeks with both hands.

"Huh~"

She let out a long sigh.

She felt a little relieved after saying all the words accumulated in her heart during this period.

Although only some.

After all, confiding can't solve any problem.

......

Looking at the boy in front of her, she suddenly laughed.

"You are so unlucky."

Xiao Xiao raised his eyebrows slightly.
To be continued...