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Chapter 198: The True Self

In a somewhat awkward atmosphere, Shang Jianyao asked curiously:

"Don't it hurt?"

"It hurts." Focas did not stop whipping himself, and his voice trembled a little, "but the more painful it makes me forget my outside, forget the past, and see my true self."

This statement... I always feel strange... Which religious organization is the concept of this? "The First City" is really degenerate. Many elders have certain relationships with different sects... No wonder the internal conflicts are getting more and more acute... Jiang Baimian thought about it for a moment and asked deliberately:

"You advocate your true self, not who is the one who holds you?"

Bang!

Focas gave himself another whip:

"No, 'dawn' is the true self, the true self is 'dawn'."

Another sect that worships the "dawn" of February... Jiang Baimian did not equate the organization where General Focas, Boss Ugo and others are with "dawn morning star", because only from the words you have heard so far, you can see that there are quite a difference between the two sides.

At least in the information provided by "Pangu Biology", "Dawn Morning Star" has never mentioned the word "real self".

Regarding General Focas, Boss Ugo believes in the "dawn" of the year. It is not surprising that several members of the "old tune group" have shown their ability to influence dreams before.

Now, Jiang Baimian and others finally understood what the equipment in Wugo's room was like:

Their philosophy is to torture themselves, gain pain, and find out their true self.

"I thought you valued dreams more." Shang Jianyao said this.

Long Yuehong also thought so in her heart. After all, the most well-known area of ​​"dawn" is "dream".

Faucas ended his whip and gasped:

"That is a misunderstanding of the world, it is also an astray at the feet of heretics and pagans."

He threw the whip aside, picked up a wet towel and wiped the blood from his body:

“Our consciousness is indeed swallowed by nightmares, but I become ‘unintentional’ in reality.

“But when we talk about dreams, we are not just talking about dreams.

"In our sect, dreams are a broader concept, referring to the various problems that deceive the true self."

The differences are here... The believers who are "dawn" in the year are explaining "no heart disease"... Jiang Baimian did not blindly sneer the other party's theory.

When she is still a hundred thousand miles away from the conclusion, she will not underestimate any so-called "truth". At some point, behind the absurdity and funny, there may be the deepest and cruelest reasons.

Stones from other mountains can be used to polish jade!

Focas wiped his body and put on clothes with many whip marks:

"'Mirror Cult', the 'Dream Cult' believes that the world itself is a dream, and in a sense, this is not wrong, otherwise the nightmare would not have the terrible ability to swallow consciousness."

When talking about other believers who were senile, the general of the "First City" casually mentioned two secret organizations.

"There is also the 'Miracle Dragon Sect'." Shang Jianyao helped Zhou Guanzhu and others to gain status.

Focas glanced at him and continued:

"But they can only say they want to use the power of Zhisui to wake up from their dreams and enter a new world.

"Zhisui has long given us methods and strength, but we are blinded by dreams and do not realize it.

"Everyone has a true self in his body. The true self is 'dawn'. As long as you can find your true self inward, you can break away from your dreams and enter a new world."

Speaking of this, the lion-like general raised his right hand, clenched his fist, and tapped the side of his head:

"The true self will last forever!"

"Oh." Shang Jianyao was very focused, as if he wanted to remember General Focas's every move just now.

After Forkas put on his clothes, Jiang Baimian asked with a smile:

"Creating physical pain is the way you can find the true self?"

"Yes." Forcas nodded slightly, "Every time we are at Mass, we are talking about how to torture ourselves better. Some prefer to use wax drips, some prefer to be needled, some constantly summarizing various techniques of binding, hanging and whipping ourselves, and some want to be tortured by external forces rather than doing it themselves."

He then said:

“Of course, the point is torture, not pain, the former includes the latter.

"In addition to pain, there is also humiliation and mental torture. The simplest example is that some people try to draw strength from the pain of their partner betraying themselves, so they take the initiative to create opportunities and test the other party."

Your sect is not serious... With Long Yuehong's experience, it also feels strange.

At this moment, only one word flashed through Jiang Baimian's mind:

Everyone has their own aspirations...

Bai Chen originally wanted to ask, "Can you really accept these? Will you really feel satisfied with this?"

But then I remember that Focas repeatedly emphasized "pain" and "torture".

This made her feel that the other party was impeccable.

"Is the most painful thing not the death of relatives, companions and friends?" Shang Jianyao asked with a serious expression.

Focas's face changed a few times:

"right."

His tone was very low.

Shang Jianyao asked further:

"Will anyone deliberately let their relatives, companions and friends die in order to feel this pain?"

Focas couldn't help but look at this guy up and down, as if he was looking at a pervert.

He said in a deep voice:

"How can people who can deliberately let their relatives, companions and friends die like this? How can they feel pain from their deaths?"

"That's it!" Shang Jianyao clenched his right fist and slammed his left palm with a look of joy.

He seemed to have untied some knots from Focas's answer.

Focas didn't understand much, and didn't want to say anything more. He looked at Jiang Baimian and said:

"What kind of help do you want me to provide?"

Jiang Baimian had a long time ago and said with a smile:

"If there is a turmoil in the city and the responsibility for protecting Avia is handed over to the city defense force, or there is a gap, I hope the general can provide some convenience in our contact with Avia."

"What if there was no turmoil?" Focas asked replies without answering.

Jiang Baimian replied with a smile:

"Then I won't bother you, General. Let's ask you for help."

Faucas said without comment:

"If you are willing to share the gains of contact with Avia, then I can agree."

Huh... Jiang Baimian quietly breathed a sigh of relief and said in a jokey tone:

"Actually, with your philosophy, why do you need to obtain the secrets left by Aure? Isn't it enough to focus on finding the true self?"

Forkas looked around and said:

"Before finding our true self, we must fight against terrible nightmares, so as not to be swallowed up by self-consciousness, and the secrets left by Aure are likely to reveal the truth of the nightmare to some extent."

Jiang Baimian stopped asking questions and smiled:

“Happy cooperation.”

Forcas turned around and looked at the window covered by the curtains, and said as if he was casually lifted:

"It's time for me to go back, too. Gaius will be speaking at the citizen assembly later."

…………

After getting the radio transceiver from Boss Ugo, the "old commissioning team" started debugging directly in the car and sent a telegram to "Pangu Biology".

The content of the telegram is similar to Jiang Baimian's antics yesterday. It only adds the matter of today's citizen gathering, gives a guess that "there may be turmoil", and expresses his idea of ​​trying to get in touch with Avia while it is in chaos.

What Jiang Baimian hopes is to get help from the company.

She felt that as a big force, the company could not have only one intelligence network and a team like the "old transfer team" in the initial city.

After sending the telegram, Jiang Baimian turned his attention to "Galibody" Giuseppe:

“Does the company have awakened people at the ‘spirit corridor’ level here?”

Giuseppe shook his head slowly:

"I don't know very well. I'm only responsible for providing corresponding information and not having in-depth contact with the people who are connected. Before this time, I didn't know that you are so strong."

What he meant was that there were indeed many people sent to the initial city to perform missions. He had indeed encountered many people with a large number of them and gave designated information, but I don’t know if there were any awakened people at the level of the “spiritual corridor”.

Speaking of this, Giuseppe made up for a few words:

"However, there are really many teams and individuals in the company that perform tasks here, and there are many strong ones who may be."

"Personal?" Jiang Baimian's eyes lit up.

Just as lone hunters are often stronger, those who perform company tasks on individuals rather than teams will definitely not be weak.

"Three." Giuseppe gave a positive reply, "but I've been exposed, they will definitely not contact me again."

Jiang Baimian nodded thoughtfully and said to Bai Chen:

"Drive the car to the junction of the Red Giant Wolf Zone and the Green Olive Zone."

The official radio of the original city can be heard there, which will facilitate the "old mediation group" to grasp the direction of citizens' gatherings. Once there is a turmoil, they can withdraw into the Qingolive District in time - as a place where lower-class citizens and foreign wanderers live, this lacks strategic importance and will not become the focus of the competition. It will only cause a certain degree of disorderly riots, which cannot threaten the "old mediation group".
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