Shi'an didn't know what he did right or what he did wrong, but he really couldn't forget to come back from Shanghai and walked into the door happily. The room was full of strange fragrance. Lu Sheng was lying on the couch, smoking big cigarettes like the dead Mrs. Zhang.

The gift Shi'an was carrying fell all over the floor, unable to say whether it was hatred or angry, and he could not say a word.

Lu Sheng smiled at him: "Master Jin, has his wife been married? Today is the noble and humble place."

Shi'an was so blocked by him that he couldn't say a word.

It was him who harmed Lu Sheng and made Lu Sheng give up on himself like this. But he didn't understand what Lu Sheng was going to do?

Why is it not easy for people to be satisfied? Shi'an wants to miss their better time in the past, but these times are drowned by quarrels and tears, and become fragments. During this fragment of time, they also sang and talked, watching the autumn nights, the snow in winter, the spring leaves and summer flowers outside the window. What a great time.

No matter how good the time is, it is already the past. Now the times are turbulent. He is afraid that his life as Young Master Jin will not be long. Lu Sheng no longer performs operas and stays in this small house on Rongzhuang Street all day long. Shi'an comes to visit him every now and then, Lu Sheng often doesn't say a word.

Just like now.

The two of them sat close together, and Lu Sheng didn't speak, and Shi'an didn't speak either. The sun gradually set and fell in the gorgeous afterglow. The last ray of setting sun also faded from the window frame, and the room sank into the stuffy darkness.

Shi'an opened his mouth, ", I bought you a boat ticket. We will go to Shanghai in three days and go to the UK from there."

"We?" Lu Sheng turned his face, "You go too?"

Shi'an lowered his eyes, "...I won't go. I'll send you to Shanghai, and I'll come back."

Lu Sheng looked at him without saying a word and finally smiled: "I'm just in trouble. If you don't send me out, can't you feel at ease?"

He smiled on his face and tears flowed out of his eyes.

Shi'an had long expected that Lu Sheng would have such a fuss, and he felt helpless. However, the Jin family is in turmoil now. If Lu Sheng is not sent away now, would he want Lu Sheng to stay in Nanjing and endure hardships together?

...Maybe it is too exaggerated to say that suffering is too much, or perhaps it is out of the man's subtle self-esteem. He does not want to see his anxious appearance, nor does he want to see him exhausted from the officialdom and business world every day.

He knew 's temper, and he couldn't tell him about the Jin family. If he told him, he wouldn't leave even if he cut off his head.

Shi'an had to smile reluctantly, "Don't think too much, I know a doctor in the UK and is the best at quitting opium..."

"You are going to get married, aren't you?" Lu Sheng intercepted his words, "Is it Miss Qin or Miss Zhu?"

“None are not.”

"Anyway, I'm going to get married, right?"

Shi'an did not answer him because he was neither answer nor did he answer. Since Jin Zhongming learned about two years ago, he began to make blind dates for him. Jin Zhongming was neither angry nor stopped nor stopped him, and even did not take it seriously at all. Whether it was a man or a woman, raising an actor and a half, what's so strange about it? As long as you get married and have children, you will naturally be determined. So Miss Qin, Ms. Zhu, and all kinds of ladies from various families looked at each other. The Jin family held a dance party at a price. Jin Zhongming only said, "If you don't want to anger me, just go there, at least don't wipe the face of others."

Can Shi'an say he can't go?

He had to go, but because he went, he realized that he would not live with any woman in his life.

No, it should be that except , he will never live with anyone else in his life.

It’s not that those people are not good enough, but that they are not shy.

Because of this, he tried his best to plan a way for him and Lu Sheng, a way that no one could stop others. Shi'an had already thought that Nanjing would not be able to stay. The Jin family would be killed sooner or later, and they would have to suffer a lot in the next two years - send Lu Sheng out first, and he had transferred some private property in Shanghai and Hong Kong. Now he would fight when he was in a war. When the time came, he would send his old man to Hong Kong, and he would go to the UK, so that the sky would be high and the birds would fly, and no one could control them anymore.

He thought understood him, but didn't.

"You treat your illness in the UK first," said Shi'an. "I'll go find you immediately after I finish cooking here."

"Treat the disease? What disease do I have?" Lu Sheng stood up and stared at his eyes. His eyes were already big, and it looked even more empty and terrifying. "I have only got your disease in my life. If you send me away, you will come to me?" As he said, he laughed again: "Jin Shi'an, do you think I am a fool? If you dislike me, let's part with me, why do you have to do this? You have to send me to a foreign country to be calm? Are you afraid that I will cause trouble for your marriage? Or are you afraid that I will kill you at the gate of the Jin family and cry, make a fuss, and hang yourself?"

Shi'an was speechless, and stared at him, but he didn't dare to look at . The two of them had been facing each other for a while, knelt softly beside him.

"Young Master, I beg you," Lu Sheng knelt down, climbed to his side, and lay on his lap, "Young Master Shi'an, I beg you, don't drive me away. I will stay in Nanjing, no longer perform or smoke smoke. I will live my life in hiding my name, stay here, never go anywhere, will I succeed?"

Shi'an also felt sad and reached out to stroke 's hair: "What are you doing here for no relatives or reasons?"

Lu Sheng looked at him sadly, "No relatives or no reason?" He murmured his mouth and read "No relatives or no reason" several times, and smiled with tears, "Yes, you, Master Jin, are not related to you, but why am I so cheap? Even if we break it, you are living in this Nanjing city, and I am living in this Nanjing city, in the future, I think I will be content if I can look at you from a distance." He raised his face, and tears fell, "Is this not possible? I have to send me to a place full of foreign devils and lock me up? Are you so tired of me?"

Shi'an wanted to help him up, but didn't listen to him and didn't let him help him. "You don't agree to me, I just kept kneeling down and kneeling to death, which would save you your worries."

Shi'an said angrily: "Why do you open your mouth and shut up? I know you are angry, but you don't have the red mouth and white tongue curses yourself like this."

But Lu Sheng didn't speak, but his hands trembled on Shi'an's knees. Shi'an supported him and found that his whole body was trembling violently.

Shi'an sighed in his heart - this was a drug addiction again. When he squatted down to look at it, white foam was already flowing out of the corners of Lu Sheng's mouth, and his whole body was shaking like a sieve.

Originally, he said he would not leave, and Shi'an was hesitant, but seeing Lu Sheng's appearance, his heart sinks again.

How could he not leave? He really negotiated a doctor in the UK. He had opened a clinic in Shanghai in the past and quit opium for many high-ranking officials. Lu Sheng's addiction to smoking must be cured.

Shi'an pulled up and pressed it on the chair: "It's not what you think. must go. You can't take it into the coffin with you when you are addicted to smoking."

Lu Sheng pushed him away, "Into the coffin?"

Shi'an was pushed back and staggered by him.

Lu Sheng stood up, with tears and saliva on his face, and the dark room looked thin and terrifying, "I'll go into the coffin today."

Shi'an was anxious and painful, so he had to look out. Lu Sheng grabbed him, "You want to call someone, are you? You are afraid of me, and now you want to call someone to tie me up, right?"

Shi'an hugged him, ", you lie down first, okay?"

was pressed in his arms and laughed wildly, "Is it right? You will immediately call someone to tie me up, and then send me to Shanghai! Then send me to the UK! Death outside for the rest of your life!" He turned his head and stared at Shi'an's eyes, "Why do you need to be so troublesome? I'll die today, so you can save you a lot of trouble!" As he said that, he pushed Shi'an away and reached out to copy the scissors on the table.

Shi'an didn't expect that he was so powerful that he saw that he was holding scissors in his hand, so he had to shout, "Uncle Zhou! Aunt Liu! Come!" While hurriedly snatching the scissors from 's hand, ", don't do stupid things!"

Lu Sheng just laughed, and raised his hand holding scissors while laughing, "Silly? Master Jin, don't think too beautifully. If we die, we will die in the same place. If we go down to the underworld, I will pay your life!"

Shi'an was still afraid that Lu Sheng would harm himself, so he only covered Lu Sheng's heart and pressed Lu Sheng's hand. Lu Sheng gently dropped scissors into Shi'an's heart.

I wear less in summer, and the sharp blade of silver scissors pierced the fabric and skin in an instant. Shi'an only heard the sharp sound of scissors piercing into the skin. He thought for a moment, how could Lu Sheng be injured?

Lu Sheng felt evil and sent her scissors forward.

This time it was deeply pierced into the heart. Shi'an lowered his head and realized that the knife was stabbing him.

At this moment, he actually felt relieved. He also felt that the room was terriblely dark.

Countless cicadas chirping sounded in the sky and the ground, outside the door was filled with footsteps, bursts of exclamations, and hoarse crying and laughter. Shi'an felt a burst of blood surge in his chest and a cold body.

He wanted to see 's face, but he couldn't see clearly. 's face was covered with blood, and the more he looked, the blurry it became. It seemed that countless people were surrounding him. Shi'an was in the dazzling darkness and tried hard to grab 's hand.

"Save Mr. Bai... it's me..."

I am going to die. Shi'an thought.

If hates him like this, why should he meet in the underworld? It would be fine if he died.

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