Standing alone in this small Buddhist temple, for some reason, I felt more lonely than standing alone in the wilderness.    ?

Maybe it's because I have nowhere to ask for help.

I slowly came back to my senses and turned around, looking at this small Buddhist temple. The Buddha sat high, his compassionate and cold glasses were hanging down, as if he was looking at me, but it seemed that he was not looking at me. I looked at the Buddha, and the countless oil lamps around me were flashing, and the curling blue smoke was lingering in the Buddha's light. Looking at the swaying candlelight, my heart was trembling.

Huang Tianba asked me to choose by myself, but - how should I choose?

When I first heard Yang Yunhui’s words, I was not without joy, nor without throbbing. That man was special to me, and it was more profound than anyone’s imprint in my life, and it touched my heart in a deeper place than anyone else. But I have never forgotten what kind of person I, Yue Qingying, is, what I want, and if I go back to Pei Yuanhao, what I have to face.

Over the years, from the inner cabinet to the Shangyang Palace, scenes have been engraved in my eyes. And in Ningyan, Yao Yingxue, and Yang Jinqiao, I have seen the answers long ago.

That's all.

What I want is something completely different from what he can give, and...

He may not necessarily give it.

There are too many women around him, colorful and beautiful, so how could he stop for a long time before a plain color?

go back?

Not going back?

I slowly walked to the Buddha statue, looked at the dignified treasure, and finally put my hands together, closed my eyes, and gently bowed to the cushion.

Buddha, please guide me.

Just as I was possessed and was about to stand up, I suddenly heard a very light voice. I looked down and found that the orchid buckle I had been hanging on my neck with a red rope. Just now the rope broke suddenly, and the buckle fell to the ground and rolled over to the back of the Buddha statue.

I hurriedly chased after me and saw a small door leading to the backstage behind the Buddha statue. The dust banner was covered with behind the Buddha statue. I bent down and searched around for a long time before finally finding the orchid buckle in a small corner.

The dust banner was probably not cleaned for some time, and it was covered in dust. When I came out from behind, I had already stained with dust on my face and was in a mess. I hurriedly wiped it with my sleeves. Just as I was about to ask for water, I heard the footsteps of a person coming from the door of the lobby.

Someone entered this Buddhist temple.

I looked down at my embarrassed look. It was not easy to go out to see people like this, so I simply stood quietly behind the Buddha statue and waited for the person to worship the Buddha and then go out after leaving.

But after standing for a while, I felt something was wrong.

Strangely, the man who came in neither kneeled down nor prayed. I looked at the slender shadow cast on the wall. He stood alone in the Buddhist temple, motionless.

He is-

Time passed slowly, and he was still standing there, unable to even breathe, but there was an inexplicable breath that slowly spread in the lobby. My fingertips, which were pinching the orchid buckle, suddenly began to shake.

The shadow on the wall is still as stable as a rock, as if it has been standing there since eternity, without any wavering.

The whole Buddhist temple became quiet like this.
Chapter completed!