1273 Chapter 1273 I will use myself to lock you for life(1/2)
He asked one after another - what do you want? What do you want me to do?
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I looked at him in tears, unable to say a word, I just shook my head desperately, tears fell one after another, and I choked up and raised my hand to push him away, but my weak hands were unable to shake him at all. As soon as the man realized my resistance, he immediately hugged me tighter.?
I leaned weakly in his arms, tears fell along the thin clothes on his chest, and in a short while, he moistened his clothes.
The cold wetness also spread to his heart along with his clothes.
He held me with one hand and grabbed me with the other and struggled constantly, pushed his hand and put it on his chest, and whispered: "I finally summoned you into the palace. What do you think I am for? I just want to let you go back to me again, I want to keep you by my side!"
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"I, I even want to lock you here like this, and I will never see you. What about Liu Qinghan or Pei Yuanxiu!" When he said this, his teeth were chewing, and the hatred that almost broke the bones made me feel a bone-broken even if I leaned against his chest and was surrounded by his hot body temperature. "Don't they want to touch you again!"
After almost venting his anger, his chest also fluctuated violently, as if he had been suppressing it again and again, he finally suppressed his anger in his heart.
Then, he looked down at me.
During this period, no matter what he said, how angry he was, I didn't say a word. The tears had dried up, but tears fell from my eyes, falling drop by drop on his dragon robe wrapped around me, and the tears fainted little by little, like the wound on the dragon robe.
He hugged me hard, as if he didn't dare to look at my tears, and said in a hoarse voice: "Qingying, what do you want me to do? What's going on? Only then can you be willing to stay by my side?"
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"you say!"
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"Even if you want to be the queen-"
My heart suddenly seemed to be pinched hard, and my breathing was so painful that I stopped. I spoke blankly: "Your Majesty asked me what I want."
"Yes, what do you want?"
For some reason, my face was still full of tears, and even tears were still in my eyes. But I suddenly smiled faintly: "Your Majesty still remember when my first child had a miscarriage?"
This sentence was like a red-burned needle, piercing into my chest through his body. I felt myself trembling slightly, and even he seemed to be trembling in repression.
It is rare for him and I to have the same perception almost at the same time.
It turns out that I haven't forgotten it.
I smiled sadly and said, "Your Majesty has asked me this too."
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"I had already answered His Majesty at that time. In short, it has been more than ten years."
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"But my answer has not changed."
His breath suddenly became heavier, as if my answer had become a huge rock, pressing on his heart.
I said slowly, "I don't care about what you can give."
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"Even if it is the most noble position in this harem."
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"What I want, Your Majesty, you not only refuse to give it to you, but you have also ruined it with your own hands."
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"Now, why bother asking me?"
At this moment, I could no longer hear his breathing.
I probably know that it will be difficult for me to be good tonight, but he called me and attacked me. The mess of this place was full of pain. In fact, he did not plan to be kind to me. When he got to this point with him, he would not let go. I couldn't walk far. If I continue to get entangled like this, when will it end?
Or, it really responded to what I said back then?
He wants to get entangled with me for the rest of his life, and this life is destined to hurt each other?
He seemed to remember the night that day, the pale and thinness I was standing in front of him like a ghost, and suddenly he became cold.
I slowly closed my eyes, and two lines of hot tears fell from the corners of my eyes.
When I got to this point, I knew that it would be difficult for me and him to be good, but I didn’t know how he would treat me and how he would treat me?
Could it be that, as he said, I would lock me up and no one would ever see me again?
Just as my tears were pouring in and my whole body was trembling slightly, his empty voice sounded above his head-
"What about Miaoyan?"
I shivered slightly and opened my eyes.
He looked down at me: "Where is Miaoyan? Our daughter, don't you care about her?"
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"Can't you see how much Miaoyan hopes that our family will be together well? She is thinking about me when she is by your side and when she is by my side. Don't you understand what this means?"
I froze in his arms, looked up at him, tears blurring my eyes again.
"I……"
"Only no one can make up for what we owe our children over the years, except you and me. Do you have to break this dream of your children?"
I closed my eyes in pain: "Don't say it again!"
I even reached out to cover my ears, but he didn't give me a chance to escape. He grabbed my hands hard and struggled to let me face him: "Don't you dare to listen, or do you rather make this child suffer, and would rather let her accept the original hurt again, and you must resist me?!"
Every word and every word of his pierced into my heart. I was so painful that I had no power to fight back. For a moment, I thought I would die.
Maybe if you really die, you can finish it and stop facing him.
I cried bitterly: "Don't say anything more, don't force me, don't force me..."
He gritted his teeth and held my hand that was struggling and refusing hard: "I have only forced you in this life."
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"What else do you want me? What else can I do to you?"
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I looked up at him and listened to him in pain, "Can I really need me to kill you to free me and you?"
At this moment, my heart was so painful that it was endless.
Could it be that we really need to use death to relieve each other?
If that's true--
At this moment, a burst of crying suddenly sounded in the bedroom.
Originally, my crying and his breathing had been intertwined, completely disturbing the tranquility of this bedroom, and even forgot everything around me, but as soon as this sounded, he and I trembled for a moment.
That crying sound is - Miaoyan?
She started crying in the inner room, and the crying became louder and louder, and she even kept calling me and him.
Pei Yuanhao and I looked at each other, and both of us struggled to stand up. However, I was almost violated by him just now. Although I was not injured, I was almost completely exhausted and weak at this moment, and I didn’t even have the strength to support myself. He hurriedly reached out and hugged me.
The thick dragon robe still wrapped around my body, and the messy heads of the two people were even wrapped around.
I was also shocked by his arms and said with a meaning: "No."
He was stern: "At this time, don't say no!"
After saying that, he hugged me and walked in.
From the outside to the inside, it was only a short distance, but countless curtains flew away and the bead curtains shaking. He hugged me hard, letting the weak and soft I could only lean on his chest without any effort, listening to his heartbeat and breathing, as if the road had become endless and long.
Finally, we walked into the inner room and he gently placed me next to the bed.
Miaoyan on the bed had not woken up yet, but she didn't know what she saw in her dream. She cried very hard, and her hands kept holding in the air, as if she wanted to catch something, or even - she wanted to ask for help?
I hurriedly reached out and grabbed her hand: "Miaoyan, don't be afraid of Miaoyan, mom is here!"
He also reached out to hold Miaoyan's other hand: "Miaoyan, Dad is here too."
It seemed as if it was our hands, or as if it was our voice, which gave her some comfort. Finally, Miaoyan slowly calmed down, and opened her eyes full of tears and looked at us. After a long chaotic period, she finally said softly: "Dad...?Mom...?"
As soon as I saw her awake, I finally felt relieved: "Miaoyan, it's okay. What's wrong with you?"
She also looked at me: "I dreamed that someone bullies my mother..."
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"Mom, are you okay?"
My heart sank suddenly.
I don't know what the wizard of the country called her soul and what she had brought back, but it seemed that she was thinking about the past little by little, and she was sensible little by little. At least the words just now were not like the innocent and ignorant child who could say it two days ago.
I hurriedly wanted to comfort her and say it was okay, but before I could speak, Miaoyan's eyes suddenly changed.
She saw my embarrassed clothes, messy head, and even the dragon robe could not hide it, and the large red marks on my neck - all of which were left by Pei Yuanhao just now.
To be continued...