Chapter 98 The blood and tears behind the hero
No, I think that uncle is a pretty good person!
After hearing Su Jing's words, Bai Qing couldn't help but think, but he didn't say it stupidly. After all, he and Su's father were just acquaintances, and their understanding of him only stayed on the surface, and they were definitely not as good as Su Jing.
This being a daughter is more accurate.
So he wisely remained silent and concentrated on playing the role of a listener.
"When I was young, whenever I talked about my father, I would say that my father was a firefighter. Facing the envious looks of my friends, I couldn't be more proud. At that time, my father was simply the most important person in my mind.
A sacred existence." Su Jing said calmly as if she was lost in remembrance.
Well, it is true that when he was young, professions such as the People's Liberation Army and the police were the most popular among children. Bai Qing could imagine that having a father who was a firefighter was a big deal.
What a proud thing.
"But later, as I grew older, I gradually realized that his greatness was based on his sacrifice for his family. For so many years, all his energy has been focused on him.
In the fire brigade, he will not remember his mother’s birthday, and he has never thought about my birthday. In his mind, there is always only training, mission, mission, training, and he takes the lead almost every time he goes out on a mission.
, For this reason, he has been injured more than once, so almost every time he goes on a mission, my mother has to be afraid, for fear that he will never come back." Su Jing's voice continued to sound.
After hearing what she said, Bai Qing didn't know how to evaluate or respond, so he could only continue to remain silent.
"I was still young at the time and couldn't understand him, so I often clamored for my father from my mother. At that time, my mother could only squeeze out a smile to comfort me, saying that my father was out on a mission and would be back soon. I was skeptical.
I stopped making trouble, but my mother would always hold me and cry loudly." During Su Jing's explanation, the scene she described almost clearly appeared in Bai Qing's mind.
"In the beginning, my mother always told me that this was my father's responsibility, and that it would be fine when he was called a leader. But over the years, his positions have been changing, from squad leader to squadron leader to brigade instructor. Now he is almost
He has become the top person in our fire brigade, but he still has not relaxed. He is still busy training, thinking, and taking care of the new members of the brigade all day long as before. Throughout the year, he can hardly go home a few times.
If those people in the fire brigade have any difficulties at home, he is always the first to find ways to help and coordinate. However, when we have trouble at home, we have never seen him come back and care about it. Admittedly, he is an individual person.
He is a good leader here, but in my heart, he is not a good father!" By the time she said the last words, she could hardly restrain her anger.
Bai Qing continued to be silent. He never knew that Su Jing had these difficulties in her growth process.
No wonder that after she entered the entertainment industry in her previous life, the targets of the scandals were all middle-aged men. Perhaps, because of the lack of her father's role in her growth process, she always lacked it subconsciously.
Such a sense of security.
"As time went by, my mother and I went from being angry at the beginning, to numbness, to ignorance in the end. Now we have become accustomed to living without him. For us, he has almost become dispensable.
Existence, with him, the feeling is just like that. Without him, life is still the same, and I have almost forgotten that I have a father!" Su Jing wiped her eyes gently, and then a look appeared on her face.
The cold smile and the indifferent tone seemed to be talking to an unrelated stranger.
This is the kind of numbness that can only occur after the grief is greater than the death of the heart.
Admittedly, listening to her words, Bai Qing felt that Su's father was really a heroic figure. However, the wives and children behind the hero were so pitiful.
"Actually, you don't know, he has been thinking about you all the time..." Bai Qing organized his words in his mind, then looked at Su Jing and said: "When I rescued him that day, he had something in his pocket.
A suicide note. Because I was trying to save him, I threw it out because it was wet with water. I didn’t return it to him later. I had read it before when I was bored. Between the lines of his words,
It's all because of my guilt towards you and your mother. When I have time, I will return it to you."
"How is it possible? He obviously only has work and tasks in his heart, how could he remember my mother and me?" Su Jing snorted, obviously not believing what Bai Qing said.
"No one doesn't care about his family, and no one doesn't love his wife and children. I believe your father is the same, but he is not only your father, but also a glorious fire fighter. He has many responsibilities on his shoulders.
He has a lofty mission, and this mission prevents him from pouring all his love into you, because he also loves this country and its people, and loves you and your mother. That is his little love, and he loves the motherland.
, the people and his glorious cause, that is his great love, I think, more than anyone else, he wants to stay with you and your mother all day long, but when the crisis comes, the motherland and the people need it more
He, he exchanged the pain of his own family for the happiness of most families. And our China is precisely because there are countless people like your father who are selfless and dedicated, and there are also people like you and your mother who endure loneliness alone.
Only then will families in poverty and poverty become happy and stable!" Bai Qing said seriously to Su Jing with a serious face.
At this moment, he felt that what was great were not only the heroes who carried the burden forward, but also the families of the heroes who paid silently.
There should be half as many of them in the military medals!
"There are no peaceful things in this world. Everything is just that someone carries the burden for us and blocks the darkness from the light. His sacrifice is because of his responsibility and the responsibility he shoulders.
, far more than ordinary people, but I believe that, like all husbands and fathers, what he hopes most in his heart is that you and your mother can live a happy life, and everything he does is also
It is for this goal, this is the simplest love of a man!" Bai Qing looked at Su Jing, his eyes full of softness.
Su Jing on the side has been crying since I don’t know when...
The second update today, please recommend and collect.
Chapter completed!