Ni Huan couldn't accept this. Those sufferings that almost destroyed her life... were caused by the boy she once loved the most.

No, Sheng Yan shouldn't be like this.

He was so kind in her impression...

Sadness, anger, confusion, and the sudden rise of extreme emotions gathered together, which made Ni Huan calmly terrifying.

Her current state is in a very embarrassing state.

Sheng Yan's eyes were obviously very gentle, but every sentence he said was poked at Ni Huan's heart.

"Sister, are you thinking, why did I do that?"

"Because I don't want to go to the same university with my sister, and I don't want to live in the same home as you anymore."

His lips were dry and his throat was smelly. He spoke very hard, and his speech became slow and slow, as if every word he said took a lot of energy.

Sheng Yan's eyes were no longer as clear as before, and he said weakly: "But I fell in love with you, sister a long time ago. I regretted it all these years in Paris, so I came back to find you without hiding it from everyone."

He closed his eyes exhaustedly, "I chose to say these words now because I know I am dying."

The man moved his fingers and raised them slowly and stiffly, trying to grab Ni Huan's hand.

Ni Huan looked down at his hand, his eyelashes trembled, and a tear hit the back of Sheng Yan's hand.

Like a drop of hot melt, burning the back of the man's hand, causing his hand to froze in the air. After a long time, he suddenly lost his strength and fell back to the bed.

Sheng Yan looked at Ni Huan's face carefully, as if she wanted to engrave her face in her mind, and seemed to feel unwilling to let go. After a long time, he smiled and said to Ni Huan: "Sister, don't trust others so easily. My existence is to teach you the greatest lesson."

Ni Huan looked Sheng Yan silently for a few seconds, and suddenly, she smiled softly, and her wet eyes developed a little resolving under the refraction of the light.

"Yes, I will remember this lesson for life."

She bent down and put Sheng Yan's hand into the quilt.

"Sheng Yan, my biggest mistake is to overestimate the weight of yourself in your heart."

As he said that, Ni Huan took a few steps back and bowed deeply to Sheng Yan.

Sheng Yan had imagined something, his expression changed slightly, and his eyes were slightly wet.

He heard Ni Huan say, "Sheng Yan, I apologize to you. My arrival in the past few years has disturbed your originally peaceful life. If I have a choice, I don't want to have anything to do with Chu Wanmei."

After Ni Huan stood up straight, he didn't look at Sheng Yan again, lowered his eyebrows and turned to the door, and said the last sentence.

"You should take good care of your illness. In the United States, I will ask my senior brother to help you with some care. You should live well and take good care of yourself."

In the empty and quiet room, the man was as weak as if he had only breath, and his eyes were filled with despair.

Sheng Yan stared at the closed ward door for a while, then closed his eyes deeply, and tears slid from the end of his eyes.

Fortunately, Ni Huan did not come back, and he didn't want her to see his miserable appearance before his death.

Sister, I’m sorry, if you didn’t go to Sheng’s house, if you didn’t know me, your life would definitely be much better than it is now.

Sister, I'm sorry, I delayed that day. When I got home... something happened to you.

Sister, I'm sorry, I can't continue with you.

besides.

Sister, I love you very much.

In the next life, I will take care of you and take care of you, is it okay...

Outside the window, the stars are shining, the moonlight is shallow, and the cold wind blows, bringing traces of love that once grew wildly.

——

Zhou Xubai waited outside for a while, and then saw the ward door open, and Ni Huan walked out of the inside with a faint expression.

He didn't know what Sheng Yan said, nor did he hear the conversation between Ni Huan and Sheng Yan, but just looking at Ni Huan's expression at the moment, it seemed like he was having a fight with Sheng Yan.

Zhou Xubai looked at Ni Huan's thin clothes, took off her coat, put it on her shoulders, and asked tentatively: "How is Sheng Yan doing now?"

Ni Huan raised her eyes, "Senior brother, Sheng Yan will trouble you."

Zhou Xubai noticed that Ni Huan was talking about "Sheng Yan", not "Ayan".

He nodded thoughtfully, "Don't worry, leave it to me in the United States."

Ni Huan pursed her lower lips and looked plain. She returned the coat to Zhou Xubai, "I'm not cold. Senior brother, I'm a little tired and want to go home and sleep for a while."

Zhou Xubai stared at Ni Huan for two seconds and found that she was in a very bad mood. He frowned slightly, "I'll give it to you?"

"No."

"Ni Huan?" Zhou Xubai called her, "The special plane from the United States will arrive early tomorrow morning. You... won't you send Sheng Yan to you?"

Ni Huan paused and did not look back.

She said: "Senior brother, thank you for helping me so much. Tomorrow... I won't go. I'm not a doctor, so it will cause trouble if I go."

After saying that, Ni Huan disappeared around the corner.

On the spot, Zhou Xubai pondered for two seconds, and then walked into the ward.

——

After leaving the hospital, Ni Huan took a taxi and went to Chundu Road.

The former site of the Sheng family is there.

Next to the Sheng family is the Xu family, and the Xu family is not far from the Su family. Next to the Su family is the Shen family, which can be reached in ten minutes by foot between the Shen family and the Chu family.

These people grew up together almost in the same place, and they lived day and night, so why was there such a deep gap between them?

Whether it is architectural decoration or garden construction, Chundu Road has a classical charm.

More than ten meters ahead of the Sheng family's gate, there is a lake, which leads to the Xu family's old house.

A dark brown corridor was built by the lake, with vines surrounds and elegant lighting. The lake surface emits beautiful light waves in the refraction of light, sparkling, like a fairy pond.

Ni Huan got out of the car and walked straight towards the lake with purpose.

The surrounding houses were hung with red lanterns, and the location where she went was cold and remote.

The night wind was cold, Ni Huan's hair was messy with the wind, and her cheeks and hands were also cold and stiff.

She stepped into the corridor, found a place to sit down, leaned against the railing, and looked at the lake in front of her with her eyes blank.

It was here at the beginning, and she wanted to jump into the lake and commit suicide because of shame and anger.

That night, Xu Yang passed by and rescued her.

So many years have passed, the coldness of the lake, the suffocation feeling of being in the water, and the fear of being on the verge of death still often appear in her dreams.

Ni Huan forgot about it, but she can’t forget it.

The wind was rustling in his ears, and in the boundless darkness, Ni Huan's eyes gradually became clear, as if she had overturned all her past cognition and worldview and looked at the world from the perspective of a newborn baby.

After thinking for a long time, Ni Huan got up and walked to the lakeside. She squatted down, looked at the reflection in the lake, and pulled the corners of her lips stiffly, but there was no smile in her eyes.

It turns out that she has lived like a joke for so many years.

It's strange that the lake surface was obviously not frozen at minus ten degrees Celsius. Ni Huan reached out to test the temperature of the lake. Sure enough, it was still the same cold and biting.

Ni Huan squatted by the lake for more than ten minutes. To be honest, she didn't know what she was doing here, but suddenly she didn't want to go home and suddenly wanted to come here to see.

Suddenly I thought... If Xu Yang hadn't saved her that night, wouldn't she have suffered so much now?

After squatting for a long time, Ni Huan's legs were stiff and numb, and her feet had lost consciousness.

After she slowly got up, her body shaking.

In the chaos of consciousness, she seemed to see someone in the lake waving to her.

The man said: Jump in, after jumping in... you will be free...

Ni Huan shook her head hard, but the scenery in front of her was still shaking. She wanted to end the pain as soon as possible, and took a step forward slightly, and one foot had already stepped into the lake.

As long as...as long as she moves forward three or four steps.

Her worries will disappear.

As the cold water poured into the soles of her feet, Ni Huan's feet twitched her tendons. In addition, the ground under her feet was slippery, Ni Huan fell into the lake. She struggled, and she seemed to hear someone calling her.

Before Ni Huan could turn around, she suddenly felt dizzy behind her head, her eyes turned black, and she lost consciousness. Her whole body continued to fall, and the lake water gradually flooded her head.

In the distance, the man quickly took off his coat and shirt, jumped into the lake, and picked up Ni Huan, who was wet in his clothes.

——

The next day

When Ni Huan woke up, it was dawn. She found herself lying in a strange room, and her clothes were all changed.

Ni Huan's head was heavy and she thought for a long time before she remembered what had happened last night.

She jumped out of bed and opened the curtains to see where she was, but as soon as her feet touched her shoes, she suddenly saw a photo on the bedside table.

That is a photo of Qin Lingzhou and Xu Ying.

Ni Huan stopped there and glanced at the decorations in the room again.
To be continued...