How could I not think too much? My childhood sweetheart used a comic book as a cover-up and cried profusely on the bed. Xiaoqin even took down your comic book and claimed that she cried because she was moved by the plot of the comic.

"Xiao Qin, do you blame me for being too cruel?"

I sat down on the study chair opposite the bed, put my hands on my knees and asked Xiao Qin.

"No, no." Xiaoqin dodged my gaze, "I asked classmate Ye Lin to expel me from the position of girlfriend. I proposed it myself because I was too afraid of losing my girlfriend status and became more and more extreme. , not only caused a lot of trouble to classmate Ye Lin, but also endangered classmate Ye Lin’s life..."

"You can't say that. It wasn't because of you that I was saved from the mountains."

Xiaoqin, who gradually stopped crying, shook her head and said sadly: "That can only be regarded as atonement. Ever since I became classmate Ye Lin's girlfriend, I have been so worried about gains and losses that I have almost lost my mind..."

Just as I was about to interrupt, Xiao Qin continued: "Although I offered to ask classmate Ye Lin to expel me, I still had some hope that classmate Ye Lin would retain me, but... classmate Ye Lin did not hesitate. It's good to fire me neatly... This will save me from having any unrealistic hopes..."

"No." I said flatly, "There was a special reason why I demoted you to your childhood sweetheart."

"Hey." Xiao Qin's eyes widened slightly, "What special reason."

"Just, just..." I hesitated. At that time, I had just learned that I was suffering from viral heart disease and felt that I was not going to die soon, so I thought that by letting Xiaoqin no longer have the identity of my girlfriend, I could let her There is one less reason for me to die for love. If I don’t intend to disclose the viral heart disease, I can’t tell Xiaoqin what I was thinking at that time.

"Anyway... I demoted you back to childhood sweethearts not because I hate you." I finally said loudly, "I just felt that the last time we established a relationship was too aggressive. Let's start getting along again from childhood sweethearts and let things come naturally."

If I recall carefully, I agreed to Xiaoqin to be my girlfriend, and my motives were not simple. At that time, I also planned in my heart to bully Xiaoqin as my boyfriend, so that Xiaoqin couldn't bear it and ran away.

For a long time, Xiaoqin was my absolute underground girlfriend. Even if she was later exposed in front of He Ling and others who I didn't meet often, it was only occasionally. Most of the time, Xiaoqin had to hide it in front of everyone aggrievedly. identity.

The reason why Xiaoqin accepted Pooh as her best friend so quickly was that Pooh and I discovered that Xiaoqin and I were dating at the amusement park, and then as insiders, we got together with Xiaoqin, so that Xiaoqin had someone to share her relationship with. My "romance" has a lot to do with it.

But the bottom line is that Xiaoqin's girlfriend identity is incomplete. Like the pen name of "Teacher Shuiqin", it has a lot of water. Rather than retaining this incomplete identity, it is better to abandon it completely and start over. Normal way to seek a normal and complete girlfriend status.

In fact, although it is not stated explicitly, Xiaoqin's current situation has been rising and falling, because the identity of her previous girlfriend was not genuine, and was also mixed with resentment towards the "old enemy" of the bully. Today's Xiaoqin can also be said to have no Instead of being downgraded, he was upgraded from "old enemy" to "childhood sweetheart", from "the hateful big devil scarier than Godzilla" to "childhood sweetheart".

Damn it, what kind of cheating game and setting is this? How can the big devil be upgraded to a childhood sweetheart? The upgrade order is wrong.

Piccolo the Great Demon King: "Hello, I have been the Great Demon King for a while, and now I have joined the team of justice and become your childhood sweetheart. Please take care of me."

Who are you and your childhood sweetheart? I don’t want a childhood sweetheart who can lay eggs from his mouth.

Majin Buu: "Hello, I don't know why, but some people always say that I am the Great Demon King. However, I won't do anything that makes people hate me anymore. My current job is to be your childhood sweetheart. Please accept this piece of chocolate."

Who wants to eat the chocolate you gave me? Your chocolate is made by someone, right? You cannibal, don’t come close to me. I don’t want to be turned into something else to eat.

"Hello, my name is ****. The Americans call me the Devil of Terror. Ever since I was killed by the US military..."

Go away, who wants a bearded childhood sweetheart like you? Just lie down on the bottom of the sea and play hide-and-seek with Godzilla who is also staying in the trench.

"I'm satisfied that classmate Ye Lin doesn't hate me." Xiao Qin said lightly, "As for my mother's strange decision to let me go to classmate Ye Lin's house for dinner, I think it will cause trouble to classmate Ye Lin. If classmate Ye Lin thinks Troubled, I asked my mother not to mention this kind of thing again..."

"It's not troublesome, not troublesome at all." I said quickly, "As long as you don't dislike my home's cooking, you are welcome to come to my home for dinner at any time, and you may have to make up classes every day after entering the third grade of junior high school. Your home is far away, Aunt Ren I'm very busy at work, so if you come to my house to have dinner and then take the subway back, you won't be hungry on the way."

Hearing what I said, Xiaoqin's eyes naturally looked expectant, but they quickly dimmed again.

"Okay, okay, I can also help with cooking, but...but what if I bump into classmate Ye Lin's real girlfriend, how embarrassing would it be..."

"Hey." I was stunned, "Who is my real girlfriend?"

Xiao Qin bit her lip, "It should be the squad leader Shu Sha. Although I no longer made secret plans with Zhuang Ni after causing classmate Ye Lin to almost die last time, she still sent it to me just now. The text message said that the relationship between classmate Ye Lin and the monitor has become closer..."

Okay, Zhuang Ni apologized to the squad leader and me on the surface, but secretly she was still plotting against me. Was this to inform Xiaoqin that I was flirting with women, hoping to use Xiaoqin as a knife?

The slap was not enough, and the stranglehold was not strong enough. If you continue to seek death like this, be careful, I will strangle you until you become incontinent next time.

However, Zhuang Ni's instigation had no effect on Xiao Qin, who had already taken the initiative to return to her childhood sweetheart status.

Xiaoqin just said with a sense of loss: "The monitor is prettier than me, kinder than me, has better academic performance than me, is taller than me, and even...even her breasts are bigger than mine. Classmate Ye Lin likes her very much." It’s a natural thing. Sometimes when I see the backs of you two walking in front, I feel that you two are perfect for each other..."

Hey, it’s just that they look good from the back, because the height difference is not that big... As long as you look at it from the front, you will immediately feel the incompatibility between a policeman and a murderer. Is it the policeman escorting the murderer, or the murderer kidnapping them? Call the police.

Xiaoqin paused and continued: "Two days ago, I heard Rene Liu's old song, "Love You Very Much," played on the radio. It was about a girl's blessing to her sweetheart for getting a more perfect girlfriend. I I feel that since the relationship between us is just childhood sweethearts, even if Ye Lin and the class monitor have confirmed their relationship, I should bless you as a good friend..."

Xiaoqin said the above words very calmly. I think if she cried and complained that I abandoned her, I would feel better.

Because she is not sure whether her viral heart disease can be cured, whether the negotiation between Ren Hongde and Ai Shuqiao can proceed smoothly, whether Amy can control her own destiny, or whether her father can successfully complete his proposal to Aunt Ren... …I am in such trouble that I have no time to think about my own feelings.

Of course, if the squad leader had not deleted that confession text message, then maybe I had already established a relationship with the squad monitor, but since she had deleted it, it meant that her confession to me was just an impulsive one. Even if she used some method to make her become My girlfriend is just as irresponsible as when she promised Xiaoqin to be my girlfriend.

From Zhuang Ni's point of view, the relationship between me and the squad leader has indeed become closer, but in my opinion, at best, I was found out because of my heart disease, and I received extra care and attention from the squad leader. It became less and less, and the maternal nature that had nowhere to be used was exerted on me, a sick person.

I jokingly asked the class monitor to call me husband, asked to touch the class monitor's thigh, and then the knee pillow. To a certain extent, these were all pranks I carried out to retaliate against the class monitor for deleting the text messages.

I am heartless enough. The squad leader worked hard when organizing rescue for me. After knowing that I had a heart disease, she took good care of me. She really didn’t owe me anything. Although she deleted the text message and let those who want to know the content It’s true that I was scratching my head and head in anxiety, and I was depressed for a long time.

Because my mood was ruined by Zhuang Ni in the morning, I actually wanted to regain my good mood with the squad leader. After careful review, I found that it was really despicable. If I wanted to touch my thigh, I should also touch Zhuang Ni's thigh.

However, since Zhuang Ni wore the stockings that Shu Zhe once wore, she developed red rashes on her legs. If a man touches her legs directly, wouldn't it be even more allergic?

It turns out, Zhuang Ni, that you insist on wearing stockings is not because your legs are allergic to the sun, but because you are allergic to men's hands.

Have you ever been molested by a man on the bus when you were in elementary school? You can't hate men since you were born.

Although I don’t know whether this allergy is physiological or psychological, if you are allergic to men in your lower limbs, you may not be able to have an intimate relationship with a man in your life. You have to walk the Lily Road if you don’t want to.

But don’t be too frustrated. If you can’t find a man to satisfy you, you can turn to our online store in the future. There are many props for adult women to comfort themselves.

I just hope you’re not allergic to rubber too…

As for Xiaoqin saying that she wished me to "fly in a happier direction" just like Liu Ruoying sang in the lyrics, I think she didn't need to. The squad leader accommodated me because I was born to sympathize with the weak, and he deleted the text message. Sorry.

The relationship between me and the squad leader is still uncertain, just like I don’t know where my future will go.

In addition, I have evidence on hand that can definitely prove that Xiaoqin occupies a very important position in my heart.

That was the suicide note I wrote on my phone after I lost hope after falling into a bear trap.

Because I once felt that I might die at any time, I felt that this suicide note still had value, so I did not delete it from my phone.
Chapter completed!