If any of this "underground boxing matches" is more in line with my expectations for an "underground boxing match", it must be the one I personally participated in.

The dissatisfaction with the previous series of farces and the hatred towards the rapists were all vented at once.

When I regained my consciousness a little, I was dragged backwards by Pentheus and fixed next to the pillar of the ring.

The scene was chaotic. Huang San's nosebleeds were painted horizontally and vertically on the table like a splash of ink. It reminded me of Stephen Chow's "The God of Cookery", where Master Xing was beaten by the Eighteen Bronze Men of the Shaolin Temple and then collapsed. A plot of dragging feet and washing the ground with blood.

"Lin, calm down." Pentheus said loudly next to my ear, "You will beat people to death."

"Hahahaha, isn't this what an underground boxing match should be like?" I have to admit that, having just left the berserker mode, I still feel great satisfaction and pleasure when I see blood.

Huang San's father over there saw me, a "strong on the outside but hard on the inside" actor, suddenly burst into thunderous rage and flattening his son. He was stunned and speechless for a moment. Later, he grabbed the host and said with bloodshot eyes. :

"You are so cruel. No matter how big or small, they are all super monsters that can be beaten. Please save my son quickly."

"Don't worry, don't worry." The host said hurriedly, "The ambulance personnel are already here, and they are really not hired by us."

"No, the police are here." A security guard standing outside the window suddenly shouted.

Have you really been discovered? Although Dongshan City is a third-tier city, the sky is high and the emperor is far away, and it is not as sensitive as the imperial capital Beijing, but if you are doing this nonsense, it will be a matter of time before the police notice you.

"Oh my god." Among the complaints and curses, Lao Mao's voice sounded particularly harsh, "I can't get caught, otherwise tomorrow's interview with the client will be ruined."

Most of the other spectators, like Lao Mao, quietly retreated from the underground passage under the arrangement of the organizer. Huang Wuye and his gang of gangsters got in front, probably because they had criminal records and were particularly afraid of being interrogated by the police.

Seeing everyone running for their lives in a hurry, just like Cao Cao who cut off his beard and abandoned his robe, Huang San, who was half crippled by me, was also dragged away by his father. I laughed a few times inexplicably, as if I had brought about this accident, and Really appreciate the messy results.

How I was finally taken away by Pentheus and driven home safely in Amy's Batmobile, I don't remember.

Berserker mode really has the side effects of lowering intelligence and damaging memory. I had made up my mind to use it as little as possible, but once I got angry, I still couldn't control myself.

Pentheus held the steering wheel and let the car drive smoothly on the highway. He was silent for an unknown amount of time, as if he was waiting for me to wake up completely.

Suddenly I realized that this was the first time I had used berserker mode in front of Pentheus, and he must have been surprised too.

"Actually..." Pentheus said after pondering for a while, "I have seen opponents similar to you in death fighting matches."

Hey, I'm actually quite surprised, saying that someone as cool as me... no, there are other people who have used such a cool fighting method as mine.

"'Crazy Clown', this is his nickname in the ring. No one knows his real name, but it is said that he was once a good family man..."

"Once." I vaguely felt that Pentheus was talking about a tragedy.

"Well, the crazy clown is a retired special operations team member. In order to treat his wife's illness, he was attracted by the high bounty in underground boxing matches and joined our industry. In order to hide his identity, he always paints his face with camouflage oil In order to please the audience, he gradually developed his own second personality."

"Second personality."

"Yes, the second personality. In order to cope with special situations, many people will create a pair of personality armor to adapt to the environment. People who have participated in cruel wars often change their temperaments because they cannot take off their personality armor."

This is the first time I have heard of describing personality as armor.

"Although the crazy clown wanted the bounty, he was disgusted with the underground boxing matches with no rules. In order to relieve the pressure, he developed a second personality that was only used for fighting. A person who was obsessed with fighting and enjoying A guy who likes to torture his opponents during battles, he calls this instant personality change 'demon possession'."

"Is it effective?" I couldn't help but feel that the crazy clown's approach was very similar to my own.

"Yes, the effect was very good. In the boxing match at that time, he was a strong opponent with odds very close to mine. The boss behind the scenes has been avoiding me playing with him. He hopes to wait until one of us declines, and then we can fight again A decisive battle to squeeze out all the value."

"It's a pity that the crazy clown went crazy before that day came. He really went crazy."

Even though there was no air conditioning in the car, I still felt chills from Pentheus' words. Pentheus seemed to be warning me very seriously.

"Lin, it is very dangerous to develop a second personality for yourself. Your performance today is also a certain degree of 'demonic possession'. I hope you will not use it again in the future."

"Why." I was quite unconvinced, "This can enhance my combat ability, and sometimes I can't even feel pain. Isn't this very convenient?"

Pentheus said in a stronger tone: "When the crazy clown was fighting, he even ignored the fractures caused by anti-joint techniques and turned defeat into victory to kill the opponent. His 'demon possession' is better than yours... By the way, What do you call this second personality of yours?"

"Berserker mode..." I replied a little embarrassedly.

"Lin, please seal the berserker mode permanently."

"A permanent seal, is it that serious?"

"The Crazy Clown is not just crazy." Pentheus said word by word. "In daily life, he has completely become what he is in the ring. He even killed his wife and children with his own hands. In the end, Being shot to death by the police, I don't want you to end up like that."

"I...how could I become like that..."

Pentheus threw his rugged mobile phone towards me across the seat, and I took it in my hand without knowing why.

"I took a photo of your ferocious expression on the ring. You can appreciate it for yourself."

I unlocked the screen of my phone and immediately saw a scene that shocked me.

Why are you using my photo as the desktop of your mobile phone? It makes me shiver all over.

But Pentheus was right. This was the first time I saw my own expression in berserker mode.

It's really like being possessed by a demon.

No wonder the squad leader was so worried after the time when he used berserker mode in front of the squad leader to fight Li Laoer and Baldy Zhao.

Anyone who saw my face at that time would think that I would kill everyone who stood in my way.

What's even more frightening is that I really think that way. At least in the Berserker mode, I strike very hard and don't consider the opponent's life or death at all.

"Penttheus, do you think..." I asked with a little hesitation, "In the long run, I will be unable to control the 'berserker mode', and it may suddenly activate in daily life, just like Lelouch cannot control his own Do you have the ability to 'die a chicken or a duck'?"

"It's the 'Gass' ability." Pentheus smiled at me in the rearview mirror, "Amy happened to watch the cartoon "Lelouch of the Rebellion" with me when she was doing body shaping exercises a few days ago. Yes, but we both agreed that the second part was not as good as the first.”

Looking at the bruises on my hands caused by hitting hard objects, I felt the belated pain.

I can't even remember where these bruises came from. I only remember that I pulled Huang San's hair, but I can't remember the rest.

It seems that I really went too far. If it was a simple "borrowing phase" and imagining a leopard chasing behind me to run faster, then I shouldn't have lost my memory. So my Berserker mode is really Did he create a dangerous second personality?

The entrance to the berserker mode is anger. If I accidentally trigger the berserker mode in my daily life, wouldn't I be hurting the people around me?

Xiao Qin is not afraid of this because of her high martial arts skills, but the ones below the squad leader are in danger.

Especially Amy, Amy's small body and bones, if my brother suddenly goes crazy, it is possible to tear her apart with my bare hands.

Did I accidentally cultivate such a terrible thing? After Pentheus reminded me, I am now terrified.

Entering berserker mode is indeed becoming more and more frequent and easier, and I am losing my memory for more and more time. This is a dangerous signal. I am afraid I must make a choice.

Although there is a precedent of holding my sister's underwear on my head and entering the berserker mode with a clear mind, that situation cannot be replicated, and I cannot carry my sister's underwear with me for emergencies (even for justice).

"I understand." As someone who doesn't want to hurt innocent people, especially as an older brother, I promised, "I won't use the berserker mode anymore. I will try to suppress it. I won't end up like the crazy clown." The end."

"Suppress it as much as you can." Although Pentheus was pleased with my answer, he was not particularly optimistic about my struggle with my second personality.

"The crazy clown also tried to defeat himself, but he failed in the end. I hope you can stop him in time."

Maybe it’s the mentality unique to young people, but I’m optimistic about my own personality unity.

"Don't worry, it's totally fine."

While talking, I operated my phone and deleted the photos Pentheus took of me.

"Why did you delete it?" Pentheus said regretfully, "If I had known better, I wouldn't have given the phone to you."

"Nonsense, if a man sets my photo as the desktop of his mobile phone, only a gay would be happy."

After Pentheus sent me home, I slept peacefully.

Although I have to say goodbye to the berserker mode that has been with me for many years, I don’t feel particularly sad. In fact, Yin Yang Sanshou has improved my strength even more, and it does not have a series of side effects of the berserker mode.

Besides, I haven't learned the full range of Yin Yang Sanshou. I have only learned "Hua Jin" and not "Fa Jin". If I also learn Fa Jin, I can completely offset the losses caused by the sealed berserker mode.

But Mr. Ren refused to teach me how to use my energy, because he was afraid that I wouldn't be able to control it well enough to kill someone, so he asked me to figure it out on my own... only a ghost can figure it out.
Chapter completed!