Chapter three hundred and fortieth my hand through your black hair
After a brief and fierce battle, the Kingdom of God returned to silence. The two people stopped in place again, and stood still, motionless, as if they had turned into two stone statues. Panis held his chest with his hands, looked at Neli, who was standing with his head down, his face was gloomy and worried, and in this occasion where no one would see it, Panis finally put down all his appearance disguises and exposed his true emotions. Whether it was a hundred years ago or now, Panis represented the most stable spiritual pillar of the team. No matter what happened, he must not expose his fragility and powerlessness, otherwise once he was found to be shaken in his heart, it would be a fatal blow to his teammates' fighting will. Therefore, no matter how difficult it was, Panis always seemed to be in control, and only in such a place where no one would see it, would the anxiety and anxiety in his heart be revealed.
Uneasiness comes from fear of unknown reasons, anxiety comes from worrying about the situation being out of control. Especially this incident not only relates to the safety of the whole world, but also closely related to Nellie's life and death. This amplifies Panis's inner emotions and makes him feel more and more anxious. What happened? This problem keeps appearing in his mind, repeatedly tormenting his reason. Even the pointing of the hunting arrow cannot awaken her instinct, let alone awaken her reason. What should we do and how to help her? Panis constantly considers this issue, and even feels that his head has swelled for several times.
In the end, worries and anxiety finally defeated reason. Panis finally decided to take risks to get close to her lover and observe her current state. As long as you observe, you can more accurately judge her current situation and know whether she needs help and what help she needs.
After deciding, he had to do it immediately. Panis turned the hunting arrows a few times at his fingertips, retracted them into the bag behind his waist, and finally sorted out his clothes to ensure that his movements were not affected. Panis began to step forward carefully, bringing the distance between himself and Nellie little by little.
One step, two steps, three steps, getting closer and closer to Neli, you can already see the hair hanging down from your forehead, you can see her chest that fluctuated with your breathing. The closer you get to Neli, the more Panis's heart sinks. The alert range, attack range, defense range, and dangerous range, without breaking through the critical point of a range, Panis's heart beat faster, especially when the dangerous distance was finally broken through, Panis's heart had almost shrunk into a ball. The so-called dangerous distance means that a profession may be hostile.
The limit of distance that a person can bear when approaching. Once the other party exceeds this distance, it means that the other party may cause fatal damage to himself at any time. People like Neli who mainly rely on physical consciousness to fight, even when they are asleep, once someone enters the dangerous range, they will immediately jump up and attack, and will never allow the other party to approach. However, now, not only has Penis broken through the dangerous range, but has even approached the distance within reach, but the female knight still stood there silently, without even raising her head.
"I said, dear, if you have actually woken up, just to scare me, you have succeeded now." Keeping a very close distance, Panis did not dare to continue moving forward, but temporarily stopped in place and whispered in a tentative manner: "I admit that I was really scared by you this time, but the joke has been almost done now, and you can wake up."
However, Neri was obviously not joking, nor was she scaring Panis. Even though Penis's nervous voice trembled a little, Neri still stood down and ignored Panis's call at all.
"Huh, I don't want to fight my life, but I only have to change it back to a shell. You guy, even if I am so worried, should have some reaction." Panis still didn't give up and continued to try to call his lover: "Think about the children outside, they still need someone to take care of you. You suddenly lost consciousness inexplicably. Who will take care of them? I don't have the confidence to take over these things for you. I just promised you just to make you feel more at ease. Moreover, the only god in their hearts is you. Whether it is Danacus or me, it is impossible for you to replace your position in their hearts. Even if I tell them that I am their new god, they will not accept it. Yes, that's right, so even for them, you must wake up. Do you have the heart to leave them alone?"
As expected, the attempt to persuasion from the perspective of emotions failed, or, from the beginning of the attempt, the result of failure was doomed. If Neli was in a state of empty consciousness that he could not hear anything, then nothing Panis would useless. He also understood this truth in his heart. Saying these words was just a glimmer of hope and made his final efforts without giving up.
"Oh, you really make me embarrassed." Panis is still more than one meter away from Nelly. After taking another step, he can reach out to touch Nelly's body. Panis knows that his behavior is very irrational now. The most rational way to deal with it should be to keep a safe distance from Nelly and wait for subsequent development. This is the safest and most reliable, and it is good for himself and the world. But Panis really can't bear the worry in his heart. Knowing that this is wrong and knowing that it is dangerous to do so, he still can't help but do it. Only by confirming Nelly's current situation can he face the subsequent changes in the situation with peace of mind.
So, Panis took the last step carefully and minimized the distance between the two. At this distance, Panis could even feel the airflow raised when her lover breathed, and could hear the rhythmic beating of her heart.
"All this distance is here, are you still not responding?" Panis became increasingly nervous. The tension now is no longer because of the danger that may arise when approaching the other party, but because of the fear of seeing the result he least wants to see from the other party. This tension even made him dare not reach out to touch his lover. When he could not be sure, he could still hold hope. Once the result is determined, he might even lose his qualification for hope.
However, things must have a result no matter what, which is inevitable, so Penis finally gritted his teeth, tentatively reached out, lifted up his long black hair that covered his face, and touched the most familiar cheek in his memory.
"Oh, no..." The moment when she lifted her long hair and touched her cheek, Panis suddenly closed her eyes and let out a desperate moan. (~^~)
Chapter completed!