Chapter 192 Collapse under pressure
"The perfect Kyle will never fail." "The powerful Kyle can face any enemy bravely, even the gods are fearless." "The wise Kyle will always be elegant and calm, and even on the edge of the abyss of despair, you can solve all difficulties with a smile." "Kyle is your best friend." "Kyle will never let your friends down." "Beside Kyle, there is no need to think too much. As long as you follow Kyle's pace, you will definitely be able to win." "As long as Kyle is still standing in the team, then victory will definitely belong to us." "Kyle has not fallen yet, then there will never be despair in the future."
In silence, countless voices sounded from the hearts of the girls. In all the stories and legends related to heroes over the past century, such evaluations can be heard countless times. In any story, Kyle is always perfect and will never make mistakes. He is the focus of all teammates and the spiritual pillar of all teammates. Everyone trusts him, everyone depends on him, and everyone even willingly entrusts his life to him, even those who have never met before. Whenever they hear these stories, the listeners' hearts are always full of infinite yearning for Kyle who can achieve this level, and they wish they could change to Kyle's position, enjoy infinite glory, and be trusted by everyone.
Before I saw Panis, the girls thought so. Although Catherine admired Nellie infinitely, and even the name of the adventure group was called Nellie Adventure Group, the girls who grew up listening to his story could not be full of yearning for Kyle, who grew up listening to his story. However, when yearning and admiring, the girls never thought that perhaps Kyle also had his own pain, and perhaps, being treated like this may not be a good thing.
Yes, being trusted by everyone, and being filled with infinite glory, is indeed the highest honor. However, just like everything, only by giving can you gain something. If you want to get it, you will definitely pay the corresponding price. The price you pay to get is hard for others to imagine and understand. Being able to gain the trust of all the strong, or even a letter can make the strong follow him into a desperate situation, because he is always thinking about others, looking at the interests and comforts of others more than himself, and being respected by everyone because he would rather sacrifice his own interests than to pursue fairness and fairness to everyone, because he
He would not conceal or deceive or even hurt others in pursuit of interests, and would rather hurt himself. Of course, these are just secondary. The real price Kyle paid was to carry the trust of everyone with his own shoulders. Every moment, he was carrying the hopes of everyone, especially the journey to the World of the Dead. From the beginning, he shouldered the hopes and destiny of all the intelligent creatures in the Yara world, and at the same time he also shouldered the trust and life of every friend of his, he could not make a mistake, not only because he was perfect, but also because he carried these burdens on his shoulders and forced him to be correct in every step.
In between, Kyle naturally also under such pressure, but he never thought it was a burden. He enjoyed such glory and also enjoyed such pressure. He believed that this was what a perfect person deserved and should pay. This belief in me was perfect became the pillar that supported him to bear the huge pressure, allowing him to carry glory and pressure forward step by step. But finally one day, Danacus's strength was like a huge warhammer, smashing the hard shell he built with self-hypnosis, smashing his heart.
The pillar of Danacus, facing Danacus, he began to doubt that he was not perfect, and then doubted his beliefs and behaviors over the years, and finally doubted everything he had ever had. In this way, he could no longer bear the huge pressure on his shoulders. The expectations and trust in everyone's eyes turned into sharp arrows, shot one by one in his heart, making his originally strong heart shattered. At this moment, Kyle did not dare to look up, dared not look at anyone's eyes, and fell into the panic and confusion that he had never experienced since he became sensible.
Kyle did not respond to everyone's expectations, and did not use new instructions to deal with the sudden situation like before. He just stood blankly, like a body that had lost its soul, looking at the hunting arrow falling on the ground in the distance without any reaction to everything outside. Everyone discovered Kyle's abnormality, but no one knew the real reason. Even Flar only vaguely guessed something. Even Mina, who had been a little worried about Kyle's psychological state from the beginning, only understood part of it. Kyle's abnormality made the heroes who were still undesperate, panicked. The first time he lost the spiritual pillar of the team, leaving everyone at a loss.
Only Neli, only Neli, who is deeply in love with Kyle, she guessed everything in an instant. Over the years, the female knight who has been with Kyle, knows Kyle's fragility best and the hidden dangers in Kyle's heart best. Therefore, when Kyle's condition was abnormal, the female knight saw through everything at the first time. However, she said nothing, no encouragement, no persuasion, no comfort, and nothing. Neli only did one thing, which was to hold Kyle's cold and trembling hand hard, press it tightly against Kyle, and use her shoulders to build a shelter for Kyle, and temporarily carried the heavy pressure on his shoulders.
"Everyone, defensive formation." Neli pointed the rifle in her hand at the ground, and her strong voice was powerfully persuasive: "Prepare to face the worst situation and use the last resort."
The worst case, the last method, everyone knows what this is. Danakus selects a teammate, the selected person is ready to sacrifice himself, and then kill himself at the moment of being occupied. This is the last and only sure and effective method.
No one answered Nellie's orders, and everyone just responded with quick actions. Facing Nellie's slightly reproachful eyes, the heroes vaguely understood something and began to build a defensive formation according to their own ideas, trying to follow Kyle's orders without any action, and try to face the powerful Danacus themselves.
"Kyle, my dear." Neri pressed close to Kyle, and then whispered in his ear: "Calm down, open your eyes and take a look."
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Chapter completed!