Chapter 1214
"I don't want to do it anymore. I wear a mask like this every day and go around lying to deceive people. This kind of life is really tiring. You know this is not my style... I don't like to do such things..."
Jin Muchen lay comfortably on the bed, while Kate was lying on his chest, drawing circles on his chest, and then said to him.
In fact, when he came out of Ashley's house, Jin Muchen realized that Kate's mood was not right. Later, after coming to the hotel with her, from the madness shown by Kate, Jin Muchen knew that Kate's mood was very wrong. The pressure she was carrying was too great. The previous madness was just a way for her to vent her stress.
Jin Muchen could understand the pressure she mentioned and the things she didn't like to do.
In the past, Kate was just a little detective sitting behind a desk in the office. She went to work on time every day and went to investigate the case after receiving work. Whenever a case was solved, she could find a sense of satisfaction.
But what is she now? She is just a pawn in the struggle for power within the family, and she is forced to get involved. Even if she doesn't want to participate in this matter, because once she quits, she may be able to return to her original life in the future.
And even if she goes back, it is hard to say whether her lifestyle will be the same as before, so she is under a lot of pressure now.
He reached out and gently stroked her back. The thin golden body hair was very comfortable to touch, and he also knew that such touch would give her an inexplicable sense of security. He hugged Kate tightly in his arms.
"Well, if you don't want to continue doing it, then I'll turn around and say to David and let you quit. If you don't like it, don't do it. After a while, go back to New York with me and wait until they've finished dealing with it themselves."
Now Jin Muchen has regarded Kate as one of his women. Since she doesn't want to do this, he certainly won't force Kate to do it. This shouldn't be something she can join in. And even if she can't continue to work in the police station after New York, she can still support her.
She can even make her live a better life than when she was a policeman before, so why waste time here?
"Every day, I cheat people everywhere, although they are all cheating politicians and tycoons, but looking at their ugly faces and the truth they said really makes me feel uncomfortable and doubt the significance of my previous job. You know, when I was working at the New York Police Department, although I didn't make a lot of money, and I often had to work overtime and had a lot of work pressure, I felt very happy. Whenever I could solve a case and let the justice of the victims be fulfilled, I would
Full of a sense of mission. But now I contact these senior officials whom I had never dared to think about before, but I began to doubt whether my previous work was meaningful. Although the people I protected kept them away from the threat of sin, these politicians and tycoons, with a few words, could turn their lives upside down. I began to doubt whether I was protecting people away from sin or protecting the damn sin system."
Kate continued to hug Jin Muchen's neck tightly and continued to complain to him, but her words left Jin Muchen speechless.
Because what Kate said is true, she turned out that when she was a policeman, she was doing the job of police officers to eliminate traitors, let ordinary people live a peaceful life, and stay away from the threats of criminals.
But now she has been with the politicians and tycoons for a long time, but she has found that the common people she protected are still a group of lambs. When the politicians and tycoons collude with them to make a simple plan, these common people cannot resist at all and can only accept their fate of being sheep-sheared or drinking blood.
But she had no choice but to deal with the tycoons and politicians because they were the game rulers, they were the players of this game. As for the common people, they were simply a group of lambs with no power to fight back.
So, she had to start to doubt her life, and at this time, Jin Muchen didn't know how to comfort her.
Because from many perspectives, he seems to be one of the game rules, he seems to be a game player, and even more often, relying on his superpowers, he simply overtakes the law, and he is even more powerful than those tycoons and politicians.
Although he did not do anything to hurt the people, just say that this time, for the sake of David Hurst, he seemed to have to do a lot of things that harmed the common people.
"Uh...Kate... Actually, we humans are animals themselves, but what we are a little more advanced than animals is that we have formed a society, a society that at least knows to use some superficial warmth and morality to conceal the laws of the jungle. However, this society is still cruel in its core, and we cannot get rid of our animal instincts..."
After thinking for a long time, Jin Muchen could only tell some cruel truths. Indeed, the reason why we humans are one level higher than animals is because we have established a society, a society that covers the truth with superficial warmth and morality.
His words made Kate fall silent for a long time. After a while, she seemed to have figured out something. She raised her head and looked at Jin Muchen with her blue green eyes for a while, then she laughed.
"Well, I didn't expect that you are still a philosopher. Forget it, forget what I said just now. I just complained just now. Although my life is full of food and clothing, I am indeed very unhappy. I also know that this society is very cruel. I originally thought that I have been a policeman for so many years and have seen so many of the ugliest phenomena in society. I am already numb to these sins. But after I really had contact with these well-dressed politicians and tycoons for a long time, I realized that my life was still too comfortable and I was too naive. Forget it, I don't think about those things anymore. We know the result, but we can't do anything, because this world works like this. If you want to come out and get a mantis arm and get a chariot, then your fate will definitely be very tragic. I can't be such a great person, I just need to be myself."
Kate hugged Jin Muchen's neck, hugged him very hard, and then buried his head in his chest and said, "Jin Muchen was also deeply touched by her words. Yes, there are too many times in this world that makes us helpless."
"Don't think about those things anymore. Since you're not happy here, don't do it anymore. Don't worry, I turn back and say to David, he will definitely sell me my face. I believe he can do the rest if he finds someone, anyway, he has money."
Jin Muchen patted Kate's back and said, and Kate raised his head at this time and looked at Jin Muchen: "Forget it, I am a person with a beginning and an end. Although this matter is full of ugliness, since I have promised David before, I will insist on doing it. It hasn't been long since I quit at this time and leave Jesse alone here. I'm not very relieved to do this. David owes me a favor. When I return to the police station, he will definitely help me."
After hearing what Kate said, Jin Muchen was relieved. Fortunately, she finally got out of that circle. Although her condition made Jin Muchen feel very worried before, she is finally much better now.
What made him happy was that he had a close relationship with Kate. You should know that they had been sure that their relationship had been a long time, but when they had sex, it was quite special.
At that time, several unfortunate incidents happened to Kate in a row. He was first trafficked by a gang, and then fell into a plane. He appeared next to her twice as Kate's savior.
Two times, when Kate's relationship was most fragile, she just wanted to find a support and just seek some warmth psychologically, so Jin Muchen felt that her relationship with Kate was very attractive to take advantage of others' danger.
Although he didn't think it was shameful, the smooth picking of peaches always made him feel that the emotional connection he established in this way was not very reliable. However, after having a close relationship with Kate this time, he could feel that the relationship between the two was obviously much closer.
Especially Kate's attitude of obsession and dependence towards him, she was able to open her heart and say to herself. Her heart's words, such an attitude made Jin Muchen feel even more comfortable than Jesse.
After all, the relationship between him and Jesse was established by accident, and even now, Jesse sometimes doesn't know how to have a heart-to-heart relationship with him.
"Okay, it's getting late, let's clean up and go back. David is still waiting for our news."
After caressing Kate for a while, Jin Muchen said to Kate in his arms, but as soon as he finished speaking, Kate suddenly turned over and rode on Jin Muchen. This woman had such energy at this time, but since she wanted to, Jin Muchen was willing to sacrifice herself for her.
Chapter completed!