Chapter 2 Saf who gave up resistance
Bastard, bastard, will you mislead something? What does it have to do with me? I am shameless to make decisions for me by taking my own initiative? If you can do such a thing, I will not be polite to you. You can do whatever you want, I will not go anyway.
With her fists tightly clenched, Ms. Sallivan made a decision with great momentum. Everyone who saw her could tell from the firm look on her face that she would not regret, would not hesitate, and would not be confused.
Well, if the time was not seven o'clock the next morning and the location was not outside the Dark Moon Hall of the Temple of the Gods, it might be more convincing.
I didn't know how to refuse, nor was I worried that he would mislead the matter. I just came to tell him that I wouldn't go to the adventure team with him. I ran away on my own after I finished speaking yesterday, and I didn't have time to refuse in person. No, I must explain it to him clearly today and refuse to go.
Really, what's the matter? It's obvious that it's just the first time I talk, but I'll join some adventure team. How is this possible? No, no, it has nothing to do with the first time talking. The second, third time, or the first hundredth time, I don't want to go, but I don't want to go.
I think about what to say, you are too unreasonable, have you obtained my consent? And how can you take others to take risks so casually? I don’t know you at all. No, it’s too weak, and it looks like flirting, Safsavsavsavsavsavs, what are you thinking in your mind.
I warn you not to go too far. I don’t know you at all if anyone gives you the right to make decisions for me without authorization. People like you do not want to have anything to do with you. Please keep a distance from me, otherwise, I will accuse the Shameless behavior of the Dark Moon believers to the Lord of Knowledge.
No, no, no, this is too hurtful. Listening to what he said, there are factors that make me think about it. Rejecting him so bluntly will make him embarrassed, and I may not even be able to meet in the future. Although I don’t care whether I can meet again in the future, this hurts a kind-hearted person, not what a well-educated lady should do.
Otherwise, I'm sorry, the library is busy and I've been unable to get out of here in the past few days, so I can only express regret for your invitation. What a joke, it seems like I want to go there very much, and I don't want to be fine at all. Moreover, he is also very familiar with the big library. He knows that the administrator can ask for leave at any time and can expose the excuse immediately.
Ha, by the way, I'll say that. I'm honored to receive your invitation, but unfortunately, I have my own lifestyle and systematic planning for the future, and I can no longer accept your suggestions. Maybe you are right, but I'm more willing to arrange my life according to my own ideas, so I can only say sorry to you.
Yes, just say that, if he said, I am also thinking about you and hope you can have more contact with the outside world, then I will say, I accept your kindness, but as a friend, I hope you can respect my own choices, so that it will not be a bad thing for you or me.
Ha, perfect, he took all the face of both parties and refused his invitation, a win-win result. That's right, just tell him, Suff, you are indeed the best. But if he says... ahhhh, he comes out, just say that, it's wrong, what I just thought about...
In a panic, the poor girl saw the door of the Dark Moon Hall open, wearing a simple black holy robe, and Shur walked out of the holy hall with a huge backpack on his back.
"Sorry, I've been waiting for a long time." Just like to a familiar friend, Shur walked to Saph with a normal expression and said naturally, "Let's go, don't let others wait in a hurry."
Hello, this is different from what I imagined. Shouldn’t you say hello first and then explain your behavior so that I can follow the words I just thought about, and leave like this. What should I say? I think about it, I think about it.
"Don't think about it, leave first, there's not much time." Shure directly ignored the angry expression behind the book that was blocking his face, and it touched what Saff was thinking in his heart as if he could see through people's hearts. "If it really doesn't work, I think about it slowly on the road, and then there will be time."
Huh? How do you know what I am thinking? No, who wants to follow you? Stop, wait, I said I won’t follow you. You can go slowly, and let people communicate.
Poor Ms. Sallivan thought wildly while subconsciously chasing behind Shuer, wanting to say something to refuse, hoping that she would have a chance to succeed.
How could there be a chance?
"I understand that you want to reject me. If you look at your eyes, you will know that you haven't fallen asleep all night. You've been thinking about how to refuse, it's hard for you, but I said, don't struggle, it's useless, give up." Shuer walked in front, letting mumble and muttered, Suff quickly chased behind his back, and said naturally, "Do you think I might ask you to reject my invitation?"
Is that what you call invitation? Is it okay to force? And why is it impossible? Why don’t I give up? I don’t want to go?
"You must be thinking now, why do I say this? It's useless to hide it behind the book. I can know your thoughts without looking at your expression." Shure suddenly stopped, and Saf almost stopped hitting his back. "I tell you why, look here, look in my eyes, and then say to me, get out of here, I won't go with you. Come, say it, as long as you say it, I will turn around and leave, and never say more nonsense, just say it."
"I, I, I, you, you, you..." Saf finally dared to speak in front of Shuer for the third time. Unfortunately, after trying for a long time, he still didn't have the courage to say the words of rejection.
"Look, I know why I am. After observing for so long, I probably know you better than you. Just like what I said yesterday, you won't refuse others, and even if you do, it's useless, because you don't have the courage to refuse anyone's request." This time, Shul did not turn around and did not give Saff a chance to refute. Instead, he stopped completely on the crowded street. However, he did not know whether it was intentional or unintentional, but subtly blocked the street and Saff, isolating a relatively closed space for her. "Just this point, I know how to calculate you."
"In my hometown, I was plotting against each other every year, several times more people than you have seen in the library in the past few years. Do you think I might let you escape? Then I might as well kill you. I have guessed every word you may say, whether it is weak or tough, reasonable or unreasonable. I have countermeasures for every word. Even if you say it, it is useless, let alone you dare not say it."
"Am I wrong? No. Also, have you really made the plan to refuse no matter what? No, haha, in fact, you have subconsciously given up rejection and have made a habitual choice."
"I actually glared at me. Even if you have beautiful eyes, I can't bear to look away. Why do you think I'm wrong? Okay, then I'll ask you, I've said hello in the library. How long has it been for a leave? I'll calculate it, it should be a month, right? What's your look? I'm not a monster, I'm just a normal human."
You are not normal, you are just a monster, who can guess like you, even a month. Suff, speechless, only felt that his mind was very messy, and what he wanted to do most now was to escape from a distance. The problem was that Shuer's seemingly considerate position before just blocked her escape path, so that she could only face everything that was happening in front of her.
"Why do you want to ask for leave? Don't you want to refuse? There is no need to ask for leave at all." Shur's expression looked gentle and gentle, but every word hit Saf's heart. "Because you think, if you fail to refuse successfully, you have to follow me. Why don't you say hello in advance. Haha, that's right, look at your body, with leather armor underneath, right? There is a heavy sword behind you, and there is a backpack with simple travel supplies. You don't need to check, the backpack is well-tied, I didn't see it, it was guessed."
"Your will to refuse is so firm, so you won't do this, but you have long been used to obedience, so you will subconsciously be these things. You can see that I am kind to you and will not hurt you. Your intuition is still very keen, so you give up struggling, and there is nothing wrong with going out with me."
This time, Saff did not try to refuse again, but just bit his lips tightly and stared at Shul, big tears slid down his cheeks.
"Don't cry. Crying is just a way to express feelings, not a way to solve problems. Well, to be precise, it is not a conventional method. It is undeniable that tears are indeed a weapon with extra specifications. In special circumstances, it can effectively solve problems, but unfortunately, it is not that the current tears have no effect."
Her weak face, beautiful eyes, and crystal tears are enough to melt people's hearts, but they have no effect on Shuer.
Well, maybe...it works.
"The hurtful words are finished. Now it's time to say something tactful to comfort you. Look, this is the way to persuade people with your personality." Shure did not hide his intentions at all and spread everything in front of Saf. "You have actually regarded me as the only friend outside the Temple of Knowledge these days, so I think I should treat you like a qualified friend."
"I don't know what you've experienced before, so that you can develop the twisted personality of your current life, but it doesn't matter. Since I'm a friend, I will face it with you, and it's useless for you to refuse."
"I know how wronged you feel now. You understand your weaknesses, so you have been working hard, trying not to obey others, trying to make decisions on your own, arrange everything you have, and have an independent personality. Before that, you should have felt that it has been quite effective. Unfortunately, today I tore your wounds open, allowing you to see the bloody facts. You cry not because I hurt you, but because you finally realized that your years of hard work was meaningless, and you were still the weak ones... Uh, what's your name?"
"Saf."
"Well, actually, I know, I'm just trying to tease you."
The girl began to seriously consider whether to pull out the giant sword behind her and put it on his head.
"Didn't you find out yet? You said a complete sentence to me. Do you know what this means? It means I have tear open your defense and you have lost your ability to resist in front of me."
Saff did not refute, but his face turned pale.
"Actually, you want to have an independent personality. You want to decide everything about yourself. As a friend, I absolutely support you." Shuer suddenly leaned forward, reached out and pressed his hand on the wall, put his face in front of Saph, looked straight into her eyes, and asked word by word, "But, do you know?"
"Do you know how to think and judge, those who are good to yourself and those who are bad to yourself? Unfortunately, you don't know, this aspect is blank for you, and you can only rely on your intuition now. Do you know how to obtain an independent personality? Unfortunately, you don't know, you just instinctively resist. Going further, do you know what an independent personality is? Unfortunately, you don't know. The problem is that you don't even know what an independent personality is. What are you working hard for over the years? Is it in vain?"
Saff's face had completely lost its blood.
"Actually, your situation is very interesting. If possible, I really want to stay out of the matter and observe secretly, watching you walk all the way to despair and eventually collapse. At that time, maybe you will go completely crazy." Shure's voice was very low, mixed with the exhaled heat and brushed across the girl's ears, as if the demon was full of seduction and temptation. "But unfortunately, I saw the feelings in your eyes, and you regarded me as a friend. In this way, if I continue to sit still, I will feel guilty. There is no way, I can only help you."
"However, if you want to find an independent personality, you must work hard. What others tell you is their experience, and you still have to find your own way. I can't help you in this regard, so I can only give you some advice. What I can help you is another thing. Before you learn how to find an independent personality, I will make a decision for you. If the decision goes against your wishes, I will analyze the pros and cons of doing this for you until you can accept it. I will not force you to order what you should do like this time, but put the good or bad in front of you for your own choice."
"This is my way of showing friendship. If you are willing to accept it, it means it. If you still want to refuse, then don't react. From this, you should understand my sincerity."
Yes, it is completely different to silence or rejection, especially for people who don’t know how to refuse.
Saffa was not stupid, of course she understood the difference. After biting her lips and being silent for a long time, she finally showed an expression of giving up everything and nodded in slightest.
"Ha, then, I hope the cooperation will be happy in the future." Shuer suddenly stepped forward a little further, his nose almost touched the tip of Saff's nose. The heat exhaled from his mouth made the girl's heart beat violently. "Now I will teach you the first lesson, what should a normal and independent personality do at this time? The most normal reaction is to slap my face and then say, "Get out. Unfortunately, you can't do it, right, Sassa."
As the distance gets closer, the heart beats faster and faster, the lips are shaking violently, and the girl's brain is blank.
"Okay, the teaching is over, hahaha." Shuer suddenly took a step back and patted the girl's shoulder familiarly, "It seems you are looking forward to it. What are you looking forward to?"
Saff's pale face suddenly became bloody and red, and his hands subconsciously grabbed the hilt of the sword behind him.
Chapter completed!