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[090] Haste is not enough

The next morning, Lintang got up earlier than usual.

The two cats were lying in the nest of the cat crawler. There were obviously two nests, but they had to squeeze in one of them. Fortunately, they were not big and could still lie down.

As if hearing the movement, Yumi opened a gap in her eyes, glanced at him, and then closed it again.

Lin Tang stretched out a hand and touched its head. The little guy opened his eyes again and said "meow" with a slight voice.

Lin Tang ignored it and touched Timo who was sleeping soundly. It also opened its eyes and looked at him in confusion.

Lin Tang continued to ignore it, went to the bathroom to squat and play with his cell phone, and then washed up.

It was only past seven o'clock, and the aunt should still be cooking, so he didn't go down and went into the training room.

During this process, even though I knew it was impossible, I still had a faint slight fantasy in my heart. Maybe I could see her, but it was obvious that there were only empty cold tables, chairs and computers.

"If you don't come, don't come..."

Lin Tang murmured secretly and sat down and turned on the computer, but it could not stop the remorse in his heart.

His personality is far from being very mature, but there is no shortage of basic cognitive framework for those who enter college through the college entrance examination. Yesterday, when he returned to the training room and calmed down a little, he realized his impulsiveness and arbitraryness.

Yesterday, Jiang Lingxi found that he was in a low mood and he himself was in an emotional state. These were all things that had happened, but there were still many solutions at that time.

It is obvious that although he has a handsome face with outstanding appearance, his mind is no more than that of ordinary people. Like most people, he chose the almost irrational way, letting his mind get hot and he recklessly.

Then we got the expected results.

Fortunately, he had not yet realized that he could further imagine "Look, I am really not worthy of her" and "She also looked down on me", but quickly corrected and reflected on it.

The result of reflection is obvious. Most of the responsibility for yesterday's incident was on him.

First of all, on the way back, Jiang Lingxi should not be allowed to remain silent, because from the facts, her laissez-faire aggravated her misunderstanding.

From a post-event perspective, my mentality at that time was almost annoying, naive and stupid. If I had made different choices at that time, there would be no subsequent misunderstandings at all.

Secondly, when she has misunderstood, the correct way should be to resolve the contradiction, rather than to intensify the contradiction, and to be emotional and meaningless intensifying the contradiction.

Doesn’t Jiang Lingxi know her own situation? Or does she not know her family’s situation?

Her choice and decision were made from the beginning. In contrast, her performance yesterday was simply self-pity, and she was not as arrogant as a man?

Again, Jiang Lingxi said that when he broke up, he should not agree to it no matter what.

...

These thoughts circulated in Lin Tang's mind from yesterday afternoon to the present, and even the same scene was still there in his sleep. After waking up, he finally slowly sorted out his clear thoughts.

Of course, he would never show the review, reflection and regret in his heart.

If something is done wrong, you should admit it, but it does not mean that Jiang Lingxi is not wrong. For example, there is one thing she said was right yesterday, that is, she shouldn't be so good to herself.

It’s not that I’m a slut, but that I can’t stand it at all!

As a result, the relationship between the two people has heated up and the air conditioner cannot be lowered!

Another problem that brings is that there is no corresponding understanding and time to spend with each other under normal circumstances...

In normal love, when neither party has any experience in love, there will be a problem. The process of solving problems will first solve small problems, such as eating, dressing, being late, sneaking a glance at other girls, learning how to fall in love, and then facing and solving deeper problems.

To use the game as an analogy, it means to upgrade the experience and buy equipment by purchasing economics, and then face stronger monsters, first fight three wolf and six birds, red and blue buffs, then fight the little dragon, and then fight the big dragon.

As a result, neither of them really confirmed their relationship. The seven-day experience period has only been three days, so they want to face the ultimate problem that they only face when they consider getting married.

It's like not even hitting the first buff, solo the little dragon in the first level of empty equipment, it would be strange if it's not abused.

But after all, the important reason for turning the situation into this is still not calm and rational enough. Otherwise, if you change the way of handling it, you will not be able to make the situation like this.

Don’t forget the past, but the teacher will live a lifetime. This quarrel can be used as a negative lesson and is accumulating experience.

The question of invitation in front of you is, what should I do?

Do you want to apologize?

Lin Tang sat in front of the computer and hesitated for a while, and quickly made a decision.

Can't apologize!

It’s not that I’m unwilling to admit my mistake, but it’s easy to repeat the previous mistakes. I apologized and forgive me. Then I made up. The relationship between the two ignited the rocket again. At that time, I would definitely not be able to control myself and flew to the clouds... and then I’m likely to explode again at some stage.

In the long run, the cooling of this quarrel should be considered a good thing and an opportunity to "normalize" the relationship.

But you have to grasp the standard of measure. What if she is really angry, sad, and then run away?

Such a good girl, beautiful, sensible, and has a bad vision... She is simply a swan with myopia, and she must not be able to let her go.

So the problem before her is that she must realize that she has realized her mistake, but she cannot let her forgive herself completely...at least she cannot let the relationship between them become what they were originally.

Because it turns out that I can't resist her at all.

If she hadn't been timid some time ago and disappeared for a while, she would probably have raised the white flag earlier than France.

And she was in love for the first time and had no experience in similar things, and she was the same as herself...

If "reconciliation" means that you will "speed" again soon.

...

Lin Tang sat in front of the computer for a while, and after a brainstorming, he found that he still had the ability to find problems, but he had no experience in how to solve them.

After thinking for a while, he opened the notes software and recorded the matter:

“6.26

I met my brother-in-law at noon yesterday”

——After writing this, he hesitated for a moment, thinking that if the person he married in the future was not Jiang Lingxi, writing about life in this way might cause him to cheat him. So with a cautious attitude, he deleted his "brother-in-law" and changed it to "Jiang Lingxi's brother-in-law".

"I was worried that there might be contempt, belittlement, or a little more vulgar, "Give you five million, leave my sister," but the result was unexpected. People were much more sincere and considerate than they thought.

Jiang Lingxi was in poor health when she was a child and was once thought to have not grown up. Perhaps it was for this reason.

However, even so, Jiang Lingyue still unconsciously expressed his desire to move up after retirement. Perhaps there are subtexts that his family can provide some help. Of course, the premise is that I can achieve my own grades and influence, otherwise it will be empty."

After writing this, Lin Tang paused again. After a while, he sighed softly and omitted more subjective psychological activities.

"Apart from the restaurant, Jiang Lingxi didn't speak along the way. I didn't. Outside the base, she stopped and asked me why I wasn't happy. There should have been a better solution, but I couldn't control it at that time. Perhaps because of the deep love and harshness of blame, I shouldn't make such mistakes again, just like when I was a career, I didn't have to make such a fuss with my parents."

After hesitating again, he re-touched the keyboard and continued to write: "Jiang Lingxi is different from her parents after all, I don't know if there is any future."

Then he paused and continued to add after this period: "In the long run, this cooling may be a good thing. In front of me, the most important thing for me should be to achieve results as soon as possible. If there is a regular season MVP and an LPL champion, can I be more confident and confident? Will I still complain about myself at any time?"

After another hesitation, he wrote the last paragraph of this diary:

"If it is not enough, the world champion? Grand Slam? Asian Games champion? A small matter can be on the hot search, and its popularity can be comparable to that of celebrities in the entertainment industry. You can be invited to give a speech at the school. After retirement, you will have an exclusive interview with CCTV... Is this enough?"

“…Go to the playoffs first.”

Turning off the notes, he logged into the game, he was lucky and quickly got the game. However, like yesterday, he was not in good condition. He chose Jace to play the captain, but he was killed in one after six minutes.

Because of an operation error, the jungler sent a question mark. Lin Tang did not respond. He looked at the black and white screen for a second, cut it out, and reopened the software used to keep a diary. At the end of the diary just now:

"Havenness means failure."

"I really want to marry her home, that kind for the rest of my life."
Chapter completed!
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