Lu Yang squatted beside Han Xizhen again, constantly touching her cheeks with his hands, calling her name.

"Okay, we're partners in this weird mission. Let's introduce each other. What's your name? I can't call you 'Hey Hey', right?"

"Lu Bu."

"You...returned to Lu Bu? I think you are just like a migrant worker..."

"Damn!"

"Okay OK! I'm just a habit of harming people. You guys, you don't care about me as much, right?"

"It's your name, what's your name?"

"Han Xizhen."

“…”

"Take good care of Zihan, otherwise I won't let you go if I become a ghost!"

"Why do you want to be a ghost? After the nuclear explosion, no matter what happens, you must hold on. I will definitely come back to find you."

"I turned into ashes after the nuclear explosion! Are you looking for death? You bastard! Remember to take good care of Zihan! You have to take care of him yourself! I can't believe that woman!"

"Don't give up! If the armor's defense is strengthened, it will definitely be effective!"

"I helped you save her... You carried her away, leaving me alone here... You never cared about me..."

“…”

"Don't give up! Never..."

"Hee-jin? Are you still here?"

"Hee-jin?"

"Lollipop?"

"Damn! Damn it! Reply?"

"What the hell? Who allowed you to block me?"

"The target is dead."

"Are you kidding me!?"

"Lollipop...Who allowed you to give up? Didn't I tell you not to give up? You are my woman. I said that I will definitely go back to find you...you..."

“…”

"Hee-jin, did you promise me to stay with me?"

“…”

"Xizhen, love... is not only love at first sight, but also can be achieved through time..."

“…”

"Hee-jin..."

“…”

Han Xizhen could never open her eyes again, and her body gradually became colder.

Lu Yang lay down beside her, gently hugged her into her arms, and used her body temperature to warm her... as if she had never left.

...

It was not until five days later that someone found the corpse here and the dying Lu Yang.

When Lu Yang came out of the intensive care unit of the hospital a month later, his right arm was severely necrotic during treatment and was completely removed.

Medical evidence: The pain of losing a close relative, the irreversible despair, is very similar to the pain and despair of losing a limb, and the trauma caused to people's psychology is also extremely similar.

However, Lu Yang used his personal experience... to confirm that the pain of losing his closest relative and that irreversible despair are far more than the pain and despair of losing his limbs.

The reason why the word "man" is human is because one stroke and one stroke can only be human. When you lose the support of the other party, you can only fall down and become a corpse. Or... a living corpse.

Just like Lu Yang now.

Lu Zihan visited him several times, and each time he was smashed by the things he threw to escape in a panic, and then he simply never came again.

Although the nursing staff invited by Lu Zihan worked hard to listen to the doctor's advice and kept talking to Lu Yang, Lu Yang never replied to him, but just looked out the window indifferently, as if his soul had left.

Only when Han Xizhen's favorite Korean songs during his lifetime were occasionally heard in the room, Lu Yang's blank and empty eyes would have a little more spirit, making people know that he is still alive.

Although he only lost his right arm, he was no longer different from the high-level paraplegic patients, because he no longer used his remaining arm and legs, and lived in a daze only by relying on the feeding of the nurse.

No one knows...he is just recalling...

His life is much longer than that of ordinary people, so memories are much longer. It is not easy for him to recall everything.

Finally, in another season of heavy snow, he had recalled everything he could recall...and...then...this day was also the wedding anniversary of Han Xizhen several years ago...

He decided to end his long life on this day.

When a person lives in the world and has no worries, it is time to leave.

He spoke in the hospital for the first time and told the nurse that he wanted to eat Western food, and... he didn't need to feed this meal.

Seeing that the old man who had been serving for nearly two years finally spoke, the nurse was extremely excited. After asking Lu Zihan for instructions, he went to the Western restaurant to order a meal and delivered it to the ward, and placed it on the table in front of Lu Yang.

Lu Yang hadn't left the bed for a long time, nor had his arms and legs used, so his body seemed extremely stiff.

Especially Western food requires a fork in the left hand and a knife in the right hand...

The nurse was expelled from the ward by him, so he had to do everything himself.

After Lu Yang picked up the fork in his left hand, he kept silent...

He was a little confused...how to take the knife...

Because, he has no right hand anymore.

Obviously, he had already started to experience symptoms of Alzheimer's disease after lying here for two years, or because he was lonely for too long, and he forgot that he also lost his right arm when he lost Han Xizhen.

Lu Yang couldn't help but smile bitterly... He originally wanted to use this knife to end his life after eating this commemorative Western food.

But now he can't even do this.

...

"The rules limit that only three wizards can leave this road! You must let her go!"

"But I... can't let go..."

"Then you pull her up quickly, I'll go down! I can't hold on!"

"Xizhen, I'm sorry, I can't leave you anymore. By letting go, I will never be able to forgive myself..."

When Lu Yang finished speaking, Liu Jialing suddenly took a dagger out of her body. She didn't know what she said to Lu Yang, and then... She slashed Lu Yang's wrist with the dagger and forcibly broke free from Lu Yang's hand...

Lu Yang roared and watched Liu Jialing fall down... Dozens of black fog balls that followed quickly grabbed her and instantly tore her to pieces.

...

That day, under the flying saucer, before she stabbed the dagger at Lu Yang's wrist, she said to him...

"I love you. I want you to remember me forever and never forgive myself..."

...

Now, without his right arm, he can't pick up the dining knife... he can't use the dining knife to cut food, and he can't use the dining knife to end his long life.

That day, under the flying saucer, Liu Jialing, whose arm was shot by a sniper rifle, stabbed his wrist with a dagger to force him to let go?

In fact, Liu Jialing's self-destruction did not achieve the goal of making Lu Yang "can never forgive himself".

The oath is too heavy, especially the oath of love. It is often like "the mountains have no edges and water have no traces, so you dare to be separated from the Lord." But in fact, the oath can never resist the washing of time.

Unless they live together like Lu Yang and Han Xizhen for nearly half a century, they can make their oaths and promises eternal in their lives, sooner or later, they will be faded by time, dusty, and difficult to remember again...

Liu Jialing's self-destruction did not achieve the purpose she wanted.

Lu Yang was only sad for three months to half a year... That's all...

And a wise man will have a mistake. The arm that she had inexplicably grown at that time finally made Lu Yang realize what a serious mistake she had made in his twilight years.

His mistake made his life with Han Xizhen really become a joke...

Lu Yang angrily pushed open the plate in front of him, and the nurse who had been waiting outside the door heard the noise and rushed into the ward.

"I need a hypnotist." Lu Yang said to the nurse.

He once obtained the memory of the awakened Lu Yang in the terror campus mission. In that memory, the awakened Lu Yang learned the truth that he had once "forgotten" through hypnosis.

And now Lu Yang finally realized that he had too many memory faults in his survival task before the maintenance of the weird system...

"You have found out?" The caregiver looked at the sleeve tube hanging in Lu Yang, and a strange smile flashed across his face.

"Who are you?" Lu Yang couldn't help but feel a chill in his body when he heard the tone of the caregiver's speech.

"You don't need a hypnotist. I can tell you what you want to know." The nurse sat down next to Lu Yang.

A strangeness flashed in her eyes that Lu Yang had only seen in Zhou Ling's eyes.
To be continued...