Fourth brother! Bai Heran was really scared this time. He rushed forward and helped the fourth prince who had already collapsed to the ground. He couldn't control his image or not. He pulled the fourth prince's collar and pulled the long shirt open, and a golden needle was pricked at the position of his heart.

As the needle fell, I breathed a sigh of relief, and I felt extremely regretful and depressed.

This person's depression was too deep, and the entanglement with Su Huanwan was too deep. Although he repeatedly stated that he no longer cared about Su Huanwan, when Su Huanwan was really going to be treated as a medicine man, when Bai Heran really didn't let go of the matter and even gave up his brother-sister relationship with him, this person still couldn't survive.

Bai Heran couldn't understand that a person who was so good that he was so harmed, he was trapped in sorrow and could not come out. What was she trying to do? She thought she could not do this. Even if one day Jun Mulin treated her like this in the future, she would definitely turn her sadness into strength and fight back hard.

In her world, there is no decay alone, no destruction, so she cannot understand the fourth prince, nor the desperation Su Huawan. But she knew that when the fourth prince was sneering here due to the difficulty in relieving the depression, she felt very uncomfortable. But she also helped him again and again, and also talked with him again and again about Su Huawan's affairs, but it always had little effect, which made Bai Heran both depressed and angry.

Is it worth it for Su Huanwan? She lowered her head and asked the person who was held in her arms, when will you be a prince of a country be harmed by her? You are immersed in the world of you and her all day long, and you can't get out. Do you deserve your identity as a prince? Look at what your brothers and sisters are doing, and what are you doing? When they have family, country and world, there is only Su Huanwan in your heart. Don't you feel guilty? Fourth brother, I have told you again and again, but now I don't know what I can say to you anymore. But this time I will not give in. Su Huanwan, you can keep Su Huanwan. Even if you hate me, I can't keep her again.

The person in his arm trembled again. She saw the sadness rolling in his eyes, and the vitality was also fighting. She left and came, and then left. Fortunately, the vitality finally stopped and let her see a glimmer of hope.

Fourth brother, people never live for themselves. From the day they are born, they have to inherit the cause and effect of this world, and they have a joint relationship with many people. Every step we take will affect many people. Not only are you not free, but I am the same.

She waved her hand and dispersed the little maid next to her, then pulled out the golden needle and helped him up.

But he didn't go back to Su Huanwan's room, but changed to the next room.

Fourth brother, are you sitting on a chair or will I help you on the bed? She was really worried about his condition and her body was fine. Although she vomited blood, she closed her heart with a small formation, which did not cause further damage to him.

Jun Muxi smiled bitterly, why am I so weak? Aran, I'll just sit on a chair.

Then sit on a chair! She helped him sit down, poured warm water, didn't put tea, and didn't persuade him to drink, but just let him hold it in his hand, then said: Fourth brother, you always feel sad, you are sad, you are sad, you are very unfortunate, you have lost Su Huawan. But in fact, there are many people in this world who are more unfortunate than you, but not very many of them are like you, suppressing all the sadness on yourself, constantly torture yourself, and making things difficult for yourself. Really, if you have the spirit of making things difficult for yourself, you might as well deal with your enemies and the enemies that once shattered all your good dreams. The enemy is still safe, but you have knocked yourself down. This logic is wrong?

She frowned and reasoned with him. Really, in my opinion, what you have experienced is really not a big deal. The emotions in the world are not just about men and women, family affection, friendship, love, these are all love. You can't destroy the existence of family affection and friendship just because you lose a love. You are actually a very lucky person. What you have lost is only love. Look at me, the most basic family affection is gone. My father wants to kill me all day long, but he even killed my brother fourteen years ago.

She paused, you should know about my brother’s return, right?

Jun Muxi was stunned for a moment. After a while, she got used to it and changed the topic, then nodded. He heard that the child that the master of the Hong family accepted was actually your biological brother, and you and him were twins.

Yes, but he was stupid. From the moment my father drowned in the water, he was stupid. Mrs. Hong rescued him from the evil dog fourteen years ago and secretly kept him until now. She finally recognized me, but I dared not take him back to the Bai family.

Fourth brother, my life is not easy. I used to be worse than pigs and dogs. I once had nothing to eat for five or six consecutive days, and I was so hungry that I wanted to eat people. I once watched my mother hit me and died in front of me, while my father was still sneering at my dead wife. Fourth brother, think about me, if I am like you, how should I live?

She said and smiled bitterly. This is not the first time I have said the same thing to you. I don’t like to say anything. I am not the one who always talks about how miserable I am. I just want to tell you that everyone in this world is not easy, but if everyone is trapped in sorrow like you and never get out, how can you live that day? We can’t just kill you, right? We still have to live, and life has to go down a little bit, so what we think is to make ourselves live as good as possible, but what you think is to make ourselves live as much as possible in sorrow. Fourth brother, this is selfish.

Bai Heran criticized the fourth prince for his sad mood without mercy. At this moment, she was thinking that even if he cultivated the sad mood, she would smash this mood with her own strength. She would never allow a good person to be swallowed by sadness, and she would never allow a good person to never live like her original appearance under the blow of Su Huanwan.

She told Jun Muxi: I have never disregarded you, the fourth brother. In fact, your position has always been very important in my heart. I don’t know why, but I just feel relieved when I see you. Even if I was surrounded by a heavy siege at Famen Temple, Fourth Brother, you will give me a very safe feeling and a very down-to-earth belief. So for me, although Ninth Brother is Jun Mulin’s elder brother, your weight has always been above him. Fourth Brother, what I say is what I think.

The little girl said one by one, and Jun Muxi had to admit that in his heart, Su Huawan had no longer been so important. The reason why he could not get out of sadness was that he had been used to this way of survival for so many years and had forgotten that he could have other emotions besides sadness.

He forgot how to cry, and forget how to laugh, and sometimes he couldn't even feel his body temperature and heartbeat.

The whole person floated in the chaos of sadness and chaos, and it was even worse to move forward, and it was even worse to move backward.

What's more, what Su Huawan brought him was no longer the simple sadness she used to be. The days when she lived in Prince Li's Mansion brought him a devastating blow.

A Ran. He finally spoke, you forgive me, it’s not that I can’t get out of the sad predicament, but that I don’t know how to continue to live. A Ran, you don’t know what happened in the Li Palace, you don’t know what absurd years it was. I was like a slave driven by the devil, doing everything I don’t shame to, and finally living myself into the most disgusting way. No one can understand the destruction that those years brought me, it’s not sadness, it’s despair.

His body was trembling slightly. Whenever he thought of the days when Su Huawan lived in Prince Li's Mansion, he felt that he was the dirtiest person in the world and had done the dirtiest thing in the world. What qualifications does he have to live in this world? What courage does he have to face his ruined life?

He told Bai Heran: The reason why I came and saw her was not because I couldn't let her go. I just hated me, I just wanted to try whether I had the courage to kill her with my own hands. I just wanted to ask her, what did she think of me now? If I had really had love and love, why would I be so devastated today?

Did you ask? She remembered that when she first entered the house, she saw Su Huan seemingly talking.

Jun Muxi nodded and asked. She said that her feelings for me have ceased to exist from the moment she left the territory of Dongqin. She lived for revenge, avenge the Su family, and also for herself. She wanted to destroy me so that she could feel happy. She said this was the disaster I deserved, just like her who had been destroyed. Her life is over, and there is no reason why I am still alive. Jun Muxi smiled bitterly, A Ran, do you think I am living well?

Bai Heran remembered that when he first saw this fourth prince, the sadness came to his face and could not be stopped.

I don’t know if you are doing well. I still said the same thing. We are actually doing almost the same. She sighed, at least you are still alive, but Bai Heran, who used to be, has died once.

As she said this, she saw him, she saw a confused look, so she laughed. It was okay, not so sad and desperate that she was not interested in anything. But I don’t know how to tell you, it was too mysterious and you might not believe it. I can only tell you that under the persecution of the Bai family’s close relatives, Bai Heran, who used to be dead, was already dead. On the night I met Jun Mulin, two servants stabbed her back with poison needles and pushed her down the cliff hard. Fourth brother, Bai Heran, the legitimate daughter of Duke Wen’s mansion, was already dead, and I just lived on her behalf, inheriting her cause and effect, and completing her unfinished things.

She leaned her hand forward and reached his fingertips. Fourth brother, I have a great revenge. If I beg you to help me, would you like to temporarily let go of your sorrow, come out of it, and help me?
Chapter completed!