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Chapter 1255 I don't want to live anymore

General Zhenbei entered the city and led an army of 30,000. In the blink of an eye, he launched the remaining rebellion and wiped out all the remaining ones.

Jun Mulin was already running towards the body falling from the tree. Bai Heran put the gun in his hand into his sleeve bag, remembering what Feng Yuheng said when he stuffed the gun into her hand: "Be careful to hide it, don't let anyone know that you have a gun, maybe one day it can save your life." The gun failed to save her life, but saved Jun Mulin, who was almost hit by a musket.

On the other side of the street, Bai Jinghong fell to the ground, bullets penetrated the cavity, and blood flowed all over the ground.

Jun Muxi hit the ground on one knee, hugged the person tightly, and shouted: "Bai Jinghong, Bai Jinghong."

Her consciousness had long been blurred, but she barely opened her eyes with these calls. She had to look at the person she had protected with her life. She had no hope in her life. Being able to look at the prince in blue has become her only wish before her death.

Unfortunately, her vision was not clear, and she had to work hard to tell where the person was. She wanted to raise her hand to touch his cheek, but she put down the strength she had finally lifted when she was about to touch that face.

"I'm not worthy." After saying this subconsciously, Jun Muxi was stunned, as if he understood what she was going to do. Without a trace of hesitation, he took her hand and held it on his cheek. Bai Jinghong hid hard and said, "Don't dirty you."

"It's dirty!" He was anxious and panicked. He never panicked like this when facing Su Huayuan's death. He told Bai Jinghong, "You don't need to care about anything. You can hold my hand if you want to touch my face if you want to touch it. Bai Jinghong, even if there were many mistakes in the past, those mistakes were offset in the past few months. There is no need to be ashamed of yourself, no one is as clean as anyone."

She didn't quite understand what he meant, nor did she understand what it meant to be dirty long ago. She only knew that the person who was holding her was the fourth prince of Dong Qin, a person she dared not think about in the past. She had so many fantasies about her future, but none of them were about him. It was not that she didn't want to think about it, but that she didn't dare to think about it.

But now she is going to die. Maybe she can indulge herself before she dies, take a closer look at this person, feel the embrace carefully, and touch his cheeks carefully. Even if she is about to go to hell, it is worth it.

She wanted to cry, but unfortunately, before tears could be shed in her eyes, she vomited blood first.

Jun Muxi held the person tighter again and continued to call her: "Bai Jinghong, hold on, A Ran is coming."

But she shook her head and tried to speak: "Don't cure me, I don't want to continue living."

He was furious: "No one wants to live!"

"But I just don't want to live!" She chuckled and smiled sadly, "I haven't wanted to live anymore. From the day I arrived at Gebu, what I hope most is to die as soon as possible. But no, my biological father was still detained by the king. If I die, the Duan family will be over. I have destroyed the Bai family and cannot destroy Duan anymore. Besides, Lin Hansheng has a kind of evil magic that can turn the dead into a living zombie that can be driven by him. It is said that there is still consciousness left and will never be able to be reborn forever. I am very afraid, so I can't survive, and I can't die. Now everything is finally over, and I can finally die with confidence. How can I not be happy?"

"Happy?" he asked her, "Can you be happy if you die? If you can, I will die with you."

She was puzzled, "Why are you dying?" She paused, as if she remembered something, "By the way, I heard that the Fourth Prince's sweetheart was sent to Luo Ye. What happened later? What happened later? Have you seen her again?" The consciousness blurred again, and her eyelids became heavy and heavy. Fortunately, the pain in her heart came again, and the consciousness that was about to fall asleep was pulled back. She said, "I can't remember many things in the past. Since Lin Hansheng applied the Gu on me, my memory became more and more scattered, and later when I was pregnant with that child, my mind became even worse."

She suddenly felt a little annoyed when she said this. How could she say this? It was a sin to say such a person like a banished immortal. She wanted to start a topic, but when she opened her mouth again, another mouthful of blood surged out.

Finally she burst into tears, feeling very wronged, and the little reluctance to the remaining little thing in the world also surged into her heart. She cried and grabbed Jun Muxi's hand tightly. She had many words in her heart to say, but when she finally said it, there were only two words left: "It hurts so much." After working hard, she added a few more words, "Fourth Prince, I feel so painful, what made me beat me? Why did it hurt so much?"

Jun Muxi knelt completely on the ground, took the person to his arms, and told her over and over again: "I am here, don't be afraid, bear it for a while, and you will be saved when Aran arrives. Don't say those words that want to die, you just think it's to help me, I still want to continue living, so you just think it's to help me, accompany me, and don't die too quickly."

Bai Jinghong felt as if she was dreaming, and she asked him: "Why do you want me to fulfill you? How could I be with you?"

He asked back: "If you don't want to accompany me, why would you sacrifice your life to save me?" There must be a reason why you can save someone even if you don't want your life. He also saved someone like this, and thought that if the little girl died before him, he would never forgive him in his life. Instead of living like that, it would be better to exchange his life for her life.

So that time, he blocked a blow for Bai Heran without hesitation. So this time, Bai Jinghong needed to say, he also understood her intentions. He just never thought that the young lady of the Bai family, who once thought that there would be no intersection in her life or would be contrary to her life, walked on the same path as them.

"Why did you sacrifice your life to save you? Why?" Bai Jinghong was confused. Why? Because when she was completely revenge in Gebu's palace, the whole palace was cold to her. Only in Qinyang Palace, she knew that there was a person from the same place as her and was inexplicably close to her. Also because that day, she went to Qinyang Palace to talk to him, and he said that she was uneasy and played the piano for her.

"The fourth prince's piano sound is tens of thousands of times better than that of Mr. Qin Yang." She recalled that she had heard Qin Yang play the piano before. Although it was nice, it would never have the effect of calming down. But just to listen to the piano? No, it is for the person who plays the piano.

Unfortunately, she couldn't say it, she had no shame to say it. She was in a state of failure and dared to covet the Fourth Prince of Dong Qin. How could she be shameless?

"Sister!" A shrill cry was heard, Bai Heran finally rushed past the crowd and came to her side.

"Aran." Jun Muxi said anxiously, "Save her, please, save her."

"Save, I will definitely save her. Even if she dies, I will snatch her back." Bai Heran's eyes were red with anxiety, and he stared at Bai Jinghong, "Listen, if you dare to die, I will never forgive you in my life."

The little girl raised her hand, cut the silver needle through her palm, and pressed Bai Jinghong's back heart.

Bai Jinghong hid, and suddenly, his whole body fell from the fourth prince. His forehead hit the ground with a bang.

"Bai Jinghong!" Jun Muxi was startled and quickly helped the person up again. Bai Heran was still pressing her bleeding hand in the back of her heart. Bai Jinghong looked at Jun Muxi with a begging gaze. He had no choice but to close his eyes and shook his head at Bai Heran.

Bai Heran was anxious, "Why? Why don't you let me save me? Bai Jinghong, are you having a problem? What's the point of death? Are you not even afraid of dying? Are you still afraid of living well? I can cure you. No matter what disease you have, I can cure you. In the future, if you want to go back to Kyoto, you can live in Gawabu, I am the daughter of Gawabu, and no one dares to bully you anymore. If you don't want to live in these two places, you can go to Tianci Town to live in my princess's mansion, and Huayan is there. By the way, there is Yan Yu. She is now Princess Ling'an, and you can also live in her Princess's mansion, and she will be nice to you."

The little girl cried and held Bai Jinghong's hand tightly, crying indescribable.

"Why? I finally forgave you, I finally wanted to take you to live a good life with you, why did I convince myself, but you were unwilling? Sister, there was no one in the family, my father was gone, my grandmother was gone, the entire Wenguo Duke's Mansion was gone, everyone only saw me burning my own home, but I didn't know how sad I felt when that home was burned. I tried desperately to catch everyone who could catch, even if it was the crazy and trembling Huayan, I would keep her well in Tianci Town. I never wanted to resent anyone. As long as you can give me one, I would be willing to return it with a hundred! Sister!"

The crying sounded shrill, just like on the battlefield outside Shangdu City, the fifth prince shook his head at her and said he would not save him, he wanted to die.

Why do they all want to die? She has only one ability, but the people she wants to save are all determined to die. Why?

In two lives, the previous life, the PUBG battle was the only one left in the Bai family. She thought at that time, was it the fault of the clan members or her own? If she had no her, could the clan members still continue to live in the world, and could the Bai family continue to be glorious? She revenges one after another, and in the end, she is left alone. What's the point of living?

So she has changed a lot in this life. She is obviously a poisonous woman, but she has begun to have faith, what she wants to do, the people she wants to protect, the responsibilities, and the burden. These are all caused by herself. Many times, she is actually burdened and has too much responsibility. In fact, it is not as good as being alone. But she is too lonely and afraid of being so lonely in her previous life, so she would rather bear more responsibilities than live a little flesh and blood.

She had already forgiven Bai Jinghong when she was in Lancheng. She also thought that Bai Jinghong had gone through so much and had improved her life. She could live in harmony and help each other like Zhenzhen and Yanyu. She even thought that if Bai Jinghong was willing, she would take the person back to Tianci Town to live, leave a yard for her in the princess's mansion, take her well to condition her body, and find a good husband for her in the future.
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