Chapter 213 I have left a woman who loves me here
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Although Cai still repeatedly said to himself: "You can't go to see Li Shishi. This woman may ruin your big deal. She is not worthy of your risk. You can't be impulsive."
But if it was because of alcohol, the more Cai still wanted to suppress the idea of seeing Li Shishi, the more Li Shishi's frown and smile flashed in his mind over and over again, especially the scene of him "banging" Li Shishi, which kept flashing in his mind.
Cai Jian, who endured it and endured it, was almost back home, but he still couldn't help it, and he secretly returned to Fanlou.
After wandering down Li Shishi's Xinghua Tower for a long time, until the light in Li Shishi's room was turned off, Cai still hesitated to Li Shishi's window.
Before Cai still thought about whether to enter, Li Shishi's voice recalled: "It seems that as you said, my attraction to you is really extraordinary."
"Damn! I drank too much wine, which made my senses weaker. A weak woman discovered my whereabouts." Cai still thought to himself.
Leaning outside Li Shishi's window, Cai still went forward and retreated.
After hesitating for a while, Cai still gritted his teeth and said to himself: "If I get this world, what kind of woman does not have?"
After thinking about it this way, Cai was still ready to jump off the building and leave.
But at this moment, Li Shishi's voice suddenly rang again: "I've come here, why do you have to meet again and leave?"
Although Li Shishi tried his best to cover it up, Cai still heard a hint of anxiety, a hint of worry, and even a hint of pleading from her tone!
The potency of the jar of stuffed donkey that drank was coming up. It not only numbed Cai Shen's senses, but also infinitely amplified Cai Shen's desires.
As a result, when Li Shishi "hooked" this, Cai still stood up and stood up again and again, but in the end he couldn't hold on and crawled into Li Shishi's room.
As soon as Cai Shen came in, Li Shishi lit the oil lamp that had just been extinguished again.
Cai Shen glanced around and saw the telescope that Li Shishi placed casually on the table, and then he understood how Li Shishi discovered himself.
Cai still walked over and picked up the telescope and said, "I don't want my wife to like playing with telescopes too? Did she buy it herself?"
Li Shishi said: "Do I still need to buy it? If you don't give it to me, someone else will give it to me."
Cai still had a headache, and he thought to himself: "Why is Li Shishi like other women, and he doesn't make sense if he doesn't make sense. I have too many things, can I give them all to you?"
But as more and more women have, Cai still understands how to get along with women more and more.
One of them is, never try to reason with women, because it is useless.
So, Cai still simply said: "I didn't know that my wife liked these fresh objects before, but now I know. When Cai still fiddled with any fresh objects, I will definitely send her a copy as soon as possible."
Li Shishi is so smart. Although Cai Shen's words seemed nothing, she still keenly heard Cai Shen's disgust towards her just now.
Li Shishi is not an ordinary woman. She has received extremely professional training. Therefore, in front of others, even in front of Zhao Ji, Li Shishi will not reveal the emotions of an ordinary woman.
Only in front of Cai Gan, Li Shishi couldn't control herself and was particularly emotional.
Li Shishi also knew that she was wrong in doing this, and that Cai Jian had nothing to do with her, so she shouldn't blame Cai Jian like this.
But sometimes Li Shishi really can't control herself, especially when Cai still avoids her.
Li Shishi took a deep breath and suppressed the negative emotions, then changed into a fake professional smile, and said, "I am joking with the young master. This telescope was given to me by my sister Yuannu. In addition to the telescope, my sister Yuannu also gave me a lot of good things, such as this glass mirror, these latest soaps..."
After Li Shishi suddenly changed into a sweet and warm expression that made people feel like spring breeze, Cai still immediately felt that the distance between the two had become farther away, and felt that Li Shishi was the first prostitute in history who could only be viewed from afar and not played with. He felt that he should not have any thoughts about Li Shishi's students!
This made Cai Shen feel a little nervous. He vaguely felt that he should be a different existence in Li Shishi and should be distinguished from those whom she welcomed and sent.
After sing the sing, Cai still couldn't help but think: "Am I a little cheap?"
Cai Shen quickly suppressed this idea, and then interrupted Li Shishi to continue introducing the things Zhao Yuannu gave her: "Madam, I don't know...why are you asking me for?"
Li Shishi came to an abrupt end!
Li Shishi bit her lower lip lightly, and the water flowed in her eyes, making Cai still feel rippling!
After a while, Li Shishi went to the distance to get a gift box that had been prepared long ago and said, "This is the rouge powder from Zhiyaxuan prepared by the family for Yuannu's sister. Please help me bring it to Yuannu's sister."
"Oh, OK."
Cai still took the gift box.
Then, Cai and Li Shishi stood there in embarrassment!
Now, Cai still really doesn’t know what to say, and it’s not right to leave or stay.
After standing in such a match for a while, Cai still spoke first: "That... If the wife has nothing else to do, then I'll leave first."
Li Shishi bit her lower lip lightly and said, "I'll give it to you."
Somehow, at this moment, a song sang by a singer named Zhou in later generations - "I don't want to leave" suddenly flashed through Cai's heart.
Actually, I don’t want to leave, I actually want to stay;
Stay here to accompany you every spring, summer, autumn and winter;
You have to believe me not long;
I want you to spend this life with me...
While singing the song "I don't want to leave" in my heart, Cai still left through the window.
Seeing that Cai Shen really left, Li Shishi leaned silently against the window, and tears flowed out in no control anymore...
Although he has become the queen of this era and the lover of the most noble person of this era, Li Shishi is not happy at all.
This is actually normal.
In career.
Li Shishi has reached the peak she can reach, and even the peak that people in this industry can reach. Therefore, in her career, she has no pursuit at all.
In love.
Although the love story between Li Shishi and Zhao Ji was circulating and people were competing to praise him, those beautiful stories were imagined by others and were not a true portrayal of Li Shishi.
The fragrance is cold and the golden treasure is turned red, and people have not combed their hair. Let the treasure box be idle and the curtain hook is hung on the sun. I am afraid of being idle and secretly hated. I want to say so much, but I still want to stop talking. I will lose weight this year, and I will not be sick and drunk, nor will I be sad about autumn.
In the Ming Dynasty, it was difficult to stay when I went back thousands of times of Yangguan. I remember the Wuling Spring Festival Gala, and the clouds locked in the heavy building. Remember the green water in front of the building, and I should remember me and stare all day long. From now on, I will count the new sorrows.
Li Qingzhao's song "Reminiscing the Flute on the Phoenix Platform" is a true portrayal of Li Shishi.
The lonely man guarded the Zuixing Tower alone, and listened to other fans flirting and scolding each other, but she could only look at the palace ban from afar.
Is this love? Are you cheating?
It was not until Cai still appeared that Li Shishi felt love vaguely.
Li Shishi never told anyone that after Cai still pushed her away that night, that scene flashed through her mind every day. Later, Li Shishi even felt a little regretful that she pushed Cai away at that time. She wondered countless times that if she didn't push Cai away at that time, would she have better memories?
Driven by these ideas, Li Shishi has been silently paying attention to Cai Shen's every move.
Cai is also really successful. There will always be news that shocked the world and that will be sent back to Tokyo Bianliang City, making Li Shishi unable to pay attention to Cai Jian.
In this way, Li Shishi could not forget Cai Jian at all.
When Cai still went to the court, Li Shishi couldn't help but look forward to it, hoping that Cai still could take the initiative to come and see her and chat with her.
But Li Shishi waited on the left, Cai still did not come, and Cai still did not come.
Not only did he not come to find her, Cai still didn't even come to Fanlou.
Li Shishi knew that Cai was hiding from her, and Cai was still afraid that Zhao Ji, who was behind her, would think too much.
Li Shishi also knew that she was like a hedgehog who was put in the cage by Zhao Ji. If Cai still dared to hug her, she would definitely be pricked and bruised.
Therefore, Li Shishi also tried her best to restrain her own emotions and tried not to send anyone to find Cai Lan.
If Cai still never appears, after a long time, Li Shishi might be able to forget Cai still.
But it was so dying that Zhao Ji actually sent Cai Jian to Fanlou to host a banquet to entertain the Jin envoy.
Take a step back and say, "Cai still comes, come here, don't let her Li Shishi know."
But before Cai Shenren came, everyone in Bianliang City knew that Cai Shen was coming to Fanlou, and Li Shishi couldn't help but wonder.
After enduring it, Li Shishi still couldn't help but send his maid Jixiang to find Cai Jian and make an appointment with Cai Jian to meet him.
Li Shishi is not those women who hook men to come to brothels for money. Although she also lives in brothels, she has her dignity. No one in this world is qualified to ask her to come and see her. Thinking back to the beginning, when Emperor Zhao Ji, who wanted to see her, had to wait outside her door for half a night.
When it came to Cai Gan, Li Shishi not only gave up his dignity, but even gave up his bottom line for his sake.
But even so, Cai still left.
Li Shishi feels wronged!
Li Shishi, who had not cried for more than ten years, started crying like a flood unloaded, and could not stop it no matter how he cried.
I don’t know how long I cried, but Cai Jian’s voice suddenly rang: “Why are you crying? You can’t bear to leave me?”
When Li Shishi heard the words, he subconsciously looked behind him!
Immediately, Li Shishi saw Cai still looking at her outside the window!
Li Shishi hurriedly wiped his tears and said, "Why... why are you back?"
With the hazy light, Cai still looked at the woman who cried for him for a long time and said, "I have something fallen here."
Li Shishi wiped her tears again and said, "You fell... I'll give it to you if you fell."
Cai still said: "I've left a woman who loves me here."
Li Shishi was stunned when she heard this and opened her mouth to say something.
But at this moment, Cai still suddenly hugged Li Shishi into his arms and then kissed Li Shishi's red lips...
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Chapter completed!