184 Lin Xiuyu
"Chen Fan!"
Zhong Xixi glanced at the side face, and the name burst out from her mind. Her heart seemed to be pinched by an invisible big hand, almost breathless, and her vision suddenly blurred.
Just a year ago, she woke up and found that she had returned to the world she had been in for two years - Daliang.
She is still Shou'an Hou's Mansion, and her identity is still Shou'an Hou's daughter. However, she is no longer Lin Xiuwan, and has a new name, Lin Xiuyu.
And the timeline is fifteen years later.
Shortly after Lin Xiuwan's death, a concubine of Shou'an Hou became pregnant and gave birth to her, named Lin Xiuyu. As she grew older, she became more and more similar to Lin Xiuwan before, and it was simply printed in the same mold.
Perhaps because of this, her father favored her very much, and her aunt, the former queen and the current queen, also favored her very much.
In addition to these two people who are related by blood, there is another person who treats her very well, that young man from that time.
Lin Xiuyu naturally wouldn't understand why she could get so much love. Zhong Xixi knew that these people all transferred their feelings for Lin Xiuwan to her.
With the last experience, Zhong Xixi was not as helpless as before, and soon accepted this new identity. She did not spend much time to adapt to life here again.
However, as Lin Xiuyu, the daughter of Shou'anhou, she received more favor and greater restrictions.
Her father was very strict with her and did not allow her to go out. If she really wanted to go out, she would send two guards to protect her, even if she went out to buy something on the street.
Moreover, she had already made a marriage for her early, and the target was a prince and the younger brother of the current emperor, who had been named Prince.
By next year, when she was sixteen years old, she would officially get married and become a princess.
All these were decided long ago. They were the marriages given by the Queen Mother, that is, her own aunt.
Obviously, her father, worried that she would go on her sister's old path, made arrangements early.
From Lin Xiuyu's perspective, this is a true winner in life. Her mother's concubine, not a legitimate daughter, can actually marry a prince and become a princess. She will be extremely precious in her life.
This is also the marriage that Zhong Xixi wanted most in the past.
She has found an opportunity to see her future husband, the prince. She is three years older than her, very handsome, has a bookish look and good reputation.
No matter how you look at it, this is a good husband.
When she was still Lin Xiuwan, such a marriage was what she wanted.
But……
It's different anymore.
Over the past year, Zhong Xixi has been trying every means to find Chen Fan's traces. She firmly believed that he must have traveled to this world like him.
Just like last time.
She fought wits and courage with Shou'an Hou and finally won some freedom to go out. A few days ago, she even left the city gate and followed her mother to Jingshan.
The last time, she met Chen Fan there.
As a result, she was still disappointed and did not meet anyone she wanted to meet.
Zhong Xixi knew that she had not had much time. Next year, she would marry that prince. Once she got married, with Chen Fan's dog-tempered temper, she would probably never see her.
In other words, she only has one year left.
Until yesterday, she learned that someone was asking about the married daughter of the Marquis's house near her house, and guessed that it was probably Chen Fan asking about Lin Xiuwan.
That's why she did such an extraordinary move today - if her father knew what happened today, it would be difficult for her to go out in the future.
During this year, Zhong Xixi did not do anything, but found some things through various channels and methods.
She knew that Chen Fan's tombstone was here. Chen Fan's book boy Liu An, and her former personal maid Xiaoqing, guarded his tombstone here.
This time she came here just to see Liu An and Xiaoqing.
If there are only people in this world who can trust, Xiaoqing and Liu An. They have been here for more than ten years, which shows their loyalty.
Such two trustworthy people are very important to her. If there is really no way, they will only rely on.
Today, she is here to show off with them.
Ever since she learned that Liu An and Xiaoqing had been living in this small courtyard, she began to plan this matter. Just like she had hidden the eyes and ears of others, she went to this yard to meet Chen Fan. She used the same method to shake off the coachman and the two guards and secretly came to the yard.
When Zhong Xixi saw the tombstones of Chen Fan and Lin Xiuwan, she was in a moment of loss of consciousness. She thought of all the experiences she had met Chen Fan, and her experiences here, and in reality...
Perhaps it was because of her mother's experience that she had lacked confidence in things like love and men since she was a child.
Her mother was pregnant before marriage, and until she went to high school, she didn't know who her father was.
Back then, the atmosphere was relatively conservative. For this, her mother almost broke off contact with her family and raised her alone. When she was young, her life was quite hard.
Since childhood, reality has taught her to be pragmatic.
Later, when she grew up, the heartless father found her and she pinched her nose to recognize her. Because this father is a big shot and can greatly help her in her career.
She kept telling herself that she must not follow the old path of her mother. It is not worth doing stupid things for a stinky man.
So, even though she was happy to meet Chen Fan in this strange world, after carefully measuring her, she made a rational choice.
But in the end, she still did something stupid.
It was at that time that she realized that in this strange world, what is the point of living alone?
Back to realization, she no longer had that special bond with that man. After calming down, she made a rational decision again.
Not long after, she realized that she was wrong...
Outrageously wrong.
Maybe God heard her heart and gave her another chance.
This time, she will never make any mistakes again.
In Zhong Xixi's blurred vision, he watched the two figures walk to the tombstone and heard the familiar voice again, "Why is there another tombstone here? Whose is this?"
Chapter completed!