128 Transformation
It was drizzling, and Chen Fan and He Qingzhu stood in front of the corridor, their hair was wet, but they seemed to be conscious of nothing.
At this time, someone came out of the corridor, walked past them with an umbrella, looked at them with a strange look, and quickly walked away.
Chen Fan's eyes seemed to be blocked by rain, and he couldn't see He Qingzhu's face clearly. It seemed that there was an eleven years ago when he hugged Wu Ziyu, and He Qingzhu, who was hiding beside him, left crying...
He finally knew why she suddenly disappeared.
This reason is much crueler than the reason he thought He Qingzhu was no longer interested in him and could not bear to hurt him.
God was simply a huge joke with him.
Can he blame her? Why is she in a hurry to go abroad, why she lost her cell phone, or why she didn't remember her number?
Chen Fan really wanted to explain that it was not himself who came with other girls in less than two months.
However, that was indeed him. Even when he was seventeen years old, he could not say that was not against his conscience.
He looked at the woman in front of him who was heartbroken and felt like he was pressed by a huge rock in his heart, and he almost couldn't breathe. He could no longer control him and hugged her in his arms.
"Don't touch me--"
He Qingzhu struggled violently, and tried his best to push him away.
Chen Fan hugged her tightly, and the more she hugged her, the harder she felt. Her struggle seemed so powerless.
"You go, I will never see you again, you go--"
He Qingzhu first pushed, but couldn't push, so she changed to slapping. Gradually, she lost her strength and pulled his sleeves with both hands and bit on his shoulders.
Chen Fan felt the pain on his shoulders, and without saying a word, gritting his teeth and enduring it.
Finally, He Qingzhu loosened her teeth and leaned on his shoulder and cried.
Chen Fan could clearly feel the trembling of her body. The rain continued to drip on his face and slid to the corner of his mouth, which was so bitter.
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"Where is the Qingzhu people?"
A car was parked at He Qingzhu's door, and Su Muyan hurriedly got out of the car and patted the door hard.
Chen Fan came out of the room, opened the door, and said in a low voice, "She is in the room upstairs. She was wet with a little rain and had a cold. Please take care of her. This is the key to the door."
After he gave her the key, he left here.
Seeing that his hair and clothes were wet, and his face was abnormal, Su Muyan didn't know what was going on. Just in the morning, she received a call from Chen Fan, who called on Qingzhu's cell phone and said that something happened to Qingzhu and asked her to go there.
She immediately threw down what she had in her hands and drove over.
She didn't bother to ask him, and went upstairs in two steps to see how Qingzhu was doing.
When she got upstairs, Su Muyan pushed open the door and saw Qingzhu lying on the bed. She walked over. Seeing that there was no trace of blood on her face, she was surprised, "Qingzhu, what's wrong with you?"
He Qingzhu's eyes moved, and when she saw it was her, tears burst out from her eyes.
"Don't cry, what's going on?" Su Muyan stepped forward and hugged her and asked anxiously.
He Qingzhu choked and said, "Take me away, I'm leaving here."
Su Muyan suddenly understood, "Is it that bastard, he bullied you?" She was furious and stood up angrily, "I'll go and settle the score with him."
He Qingzhu held her hand and begged, "No, I don't want to see him again."
"oops."
Su Muyan was so angry that she gritted her teeth, hating her for letting him leave so easily just now. However, Qingzhu couldn't leave her here alone now.
This account will be settled later.
"Let's go, I'll take you back to Pengcheng."
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Chen Fan walked outside, the rain had stopped and the ground was still wet.
In the morning, seeing the rain getting heavier and heavier, he brought Qingzhu back to her house. Worried that she would do something stupid, he notified Su Muyan to come over. Now that he is here, he should leave.
He knew that Qingzhu didn't want to see him.
Chen Fan returned home, took a hot shower, changed into clean clothes, lay on the bed, looking at the lights on the ceiling, and didn't know what he was thinking.
He lay down like this for an afternoon until it got dark and the door was opened outside, and his family came back.
He didn't turn on the lights, and his family didn't even know that he was at home. When the meal was ready, they called him and heard the ringtone of his cell phone from the room, and they realized that he was in the room.
After dinner, Chen Fan returned to the room and sat in front of the chair. His computer was not turned on. He looked out the window and stared blankly.
Suddenly, someone knocked on the door, he closed his eyes and turned to see that it was his brother Chen Yuan.
"Are you worried?"
When Chen Yuan was having a meal just now, he could see that his mood was not right. In this family, he is the person who knows Chen Fan the best, "Have you quarreled with Fu Yuqing?"
In the past two days, Chen Fan's face was full of spring breeze, and his whole spirit was different from usual. This state could not be hidden from others at all. You can tell at a glance that he was in a passionate love.
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Today, I suddenly became weak and my mood was very depressed. It is likely that it was because of the crisis in my relationship.
It would be great if it was just a quarrel.
Chen Fan shook his head, and there was a knot in his heart that could not be untied.
Chen Yuan looked at the expression on his face and said, "Do you want to go out for a drink?"
"good."
"I'll go and say something to your sister-in-law." Chen Yuan got up and walked out.
After a while, the two brothers went out together.
Not far outside the community, there is a street where several barbecue restaurants are opened, and the doors will be opened at night.
It rained today and the weather was cold, but because it was a weekend, there were many people coming to eat barbecue, many of which were students.
They went to one of them, found a seat to sit down, ordered some skewers, chicken wings, eggplant, oysters, etc., and ordered a few bottles of cold beer.
Chen Yuan opened a bottle of beer, poured two glasses, and said, "Come."
Chen Fan touched him and drank it in one go.
"If you hadn't come home, I wouldn't have a chance to drink some wine. Your sister-in-law usually takes care of her very tightly." Chen Yuan filled the cup and said with a smile.
In this way, they drank two bottles of beer. The barbecue finally came.
Chen Fan looked at the skewers on the plate and suddenly asked, "Did you ever think about redeeming them when you broke up with your ex-girlfriend?"
That was when his brother was still in high school. When they broke up, his brother was in great pain and almost fell into depravity for a while. Not only did he lose his grades, he also skipped classes every day. The worst time was that he had a fight with someone and broke the person's bones.
Fortunately, after that hurt, his brother suddenly woke up and turned back in time.
Chen Fan knew that it was his brother's first love, and he had an extraordinary status in his heart.
"Why didn't there?" Chen Yuan picked up the wine glass, drank it in one sip, and said, "But, things like feelings are gone, and no matter how hard you try, they cannot be saved. There is a saying that it is difficult to contain water. If you cannot force it, you have to let it go. In this way, it will be good to yourself and her."
Chen Fan held the wine glass in his hand and wanted to pick it up. He hung it in the air and put it down again. With a force on his hand, a crack appeared with a bang.
"I messed up. It was like this before, but now it's like this again. I only realized today that she has never forgotten me for eleven years..."
"But now, everything is over, it's completely over."
Chen Yuan listened on the side, saying nothing, but changed him a cup and filled the beer again.
Chen Fan looked at him and asked, "Brother, if you knew there was a way to keep her by your side at that time. But this method is shameless and despicable. Will you use it?"
"Afan, don't do stupid things. That will hurt her and yourself."
"No, not what you think." Chen Fan said, knowing what he was thinking, "You can understand it as a superpower that gives you the opportunity to start over with her. However, it is very likely that this will hurt her again. Will you use it?"
Chen Yuan thought for a while, shook his head and said, "I don't know. It's been so long since I've let it go."
"Afan, don't be stubborn. Think about Fu Yuqing, she is already your girlfriend."
He had already understood that Afan was so abnormal today because of another girl. He felt that he needed to advise him.
Yu Qing!
When Chen Fan heard this name, he thought about the various things she had appeared in her life over the past period of time, picked up the wine glass and drank it in one sip.
He said, "All human pain is essentially anger at one's own incompetence." This is Wang Xiaobo's words.
"Brother, you're right. I always have too many concerns and have a bit of moral cleanliness. In addition to making myself confused and painful, I also hurt others."
"I know exactly what to do, why don't I do it?"
"I obviously have the ability to do it, why not?"
"I really can't watch her leave."
Chen Yuan looked at him and asked only one question, "What should Fu Yuqing do?"
Chen Fan didn't say anything, he didn't want to think about this issue. In the past, he always thought too much. When things got to this point, he didn't want to care about anything, and did it first.
Even if there is a path ahead of him, he still has to go on.
The two brothers drank a box of beer at this barbecue stall. Chen Yuan poured it down first, and his alcohol tolerance was not very good.
Chen Fan was still very sober. After his physical fitness became stronger, his alcohol tolerance seemed to have improved. After paying, he helped Chen Yuan go back. As soon as he put the person on the sofa, his sister-in-law opened the door and walked out and complained, "How come he drinks like this?"
"Do you want to help him into the room?"
"No, let him sleep here, don't smoke the two little guys." Zhang Qi said this, but she went back to the room and took a quilt and covered her husband's body.
Chen Fan returned to his room, sat in a chair, took out his cell phone, found Qin Ruosu's WeChat, and wrote, "Are you free tomorrow?"
His finger paused on the send button for two seconds and clicked.
Chapter completed!