[007] fearless
The ambulance whizzed by.
The lively campus has returned to peace.
Xia Xuechun burst into tears and laughed. Fortunately, the uncontrollable situation did not happen, and she was satisfied. Until now, she noticed the surprised eyes of the beauties next to her, which was clearly asking her silently why she was so nervous just now. This made Xia Xuechun panic, and her chest was still rising again and again.
The sky had eyes, and Yu Sha accidentally resolved Xia Xuechun's embarrassment. She was pestering Maizi, looking like a professional reporter to interview Maizi's classmate what she felt when she stood up just now. Then she asked what she felt like when she was lying on her chest by the "No. 1 Middle School No. 1 Failure"...
At this time, of course, no one studied Xia Xuechun's abnormality anymore. Everyone was pestering Maizi to ask questions. Some even used the four words "sacrifice their lives for righteousness" to describe Maizi's fearless spirit.
The fierce Maizi glared and put his hips on his hips and sent all the chattering little women. He returned to the classroom with his head held high and his chest raised, thinking about something: it turned out that the animal was not asleep, but fainted.
In the ambulance heading to the hospital, two unconscious students were lying.
One is tall, rich and handsome, and the other is Yun Mu.
Yun Mu only remembered falling into a soft spot and then having a dream.
In the dream, those past events that once lingered in my heart emerged like a tide.
The prelude to the past starts from the summer vacation when I graduated from the third year of junior high school. In order to celebrate the admission to the first grade, Yun Mu and several best friends went to eat hot pot to celebrate. The next day, something had grown on his face.
I didn't take this kind of small problem to heart. At first, Yun Mu didn't care much. It was not until high school was about to start, and the things on his face changed from a few to dozens of them, that he was a little panicked.
The day before school started, Yun Mu struggled for a long time. He thought about taking ten days and midnight sick leave to wait until his face was cured before going to class, and also thought about wearing a baseball cap to cover half of his face... In the end, he found that these behaviors were avoiding, and he never had the habit of retreating without fighting. Having said that, he was still very nervous, and basically went to No. 1 Middle School to report.
Life in the first semester of high school is undoubtedly painful for Yun Mu.
The attitude of his former classmates toward him changed from initial surprise to escape; some people who had to slap behind him changed their faces and simply pretended not to know him; some people who had hated him in junior high school took advantage of the situation to take revenge and did a lot of trouble behind him.
Yun Mu still remembers the gloating on the face of the rich and handsome man, the once weak and arrogant look of Qian Mengru, and the invisible sneer of Lu Renjia.
The new classmate's performance was even more snobbish. Any passerby in the class dared to treat him with awesome attitude of "I am a handsome guy, you are a frustrated man". Any incompetent little slut in the dormitory dared to call him a big shot. The girl who looked like a flower in the deskmate was actually guarding against him like a wolf...
For a long time, Yun Mu could not accept this contrast.
During those days, Yun Mu was confused, conflicted, and hysterical. The craziest thing was that he used more than a dozen acne-removing products in two months. The result of such eagerness not only did not eliminate the things on his face, but instead became more and more serious and had reached an uncontrollable point.
This kind of problem should not occur for ordinary students under the attention of their parents.
Unfortunately, Yun Mu has no parents.
His parents divorced when he was five years old and have since been far away from his life. In addition, for some special reasons, Yun Mu's legal guardian was his grandparents. Later, the two elders died one after another, leaving a lonely inheritance to the lonely Yun Mu.
Many times, he can only rely on himself.
Yun Mu has always adhered to the code of conduct of not offending me and not offending others. He has never taken the initiative to provoke anyone, but he cannot escape all kinds of troubles. All kinds of harsh words and slander filled Yun Mu's high school career, and even his simplest hair-lifting action has been criticized.
When he was in junior high school, he shook his hair, and others thought he was very cool. When he was in high school, he shook his hair on his forehead and became the antonym of coolness.
Yun Mu himself has not changed, but everything around him seems to have changed.
In the new environment, he seemed out of place.
In the final analysis, it is because of the things on the face.
The allusion of Dong Shi Xiaopin tells us clearly: handsome men and beautiful women can often fascinate a large group of people; while ugly men and ugly girls can often make a lot of people pose.
Yun Mu also understood this truth, but he didn't want to make changes.
Those words and deeds that were pointed at by others were just habits at first, but later they became a struggle. He knew that once he became as low-in-self as other acne-war boys, he would really lose.
Yun Mu can accept that he lost to a respectable opponent, but he will never be willing to lose to those rumors, those snobs, and the environment that is said to be very pure and actually very dirty.
In this way, Yun Mu fought in his own way.
Yun Mu always believed that one day his face would heal.
When that day comes, he can slowly appreciate the faces of those people around him.
It was not until the Spring Festival two months ago that his uncle Wang Wendong, who was busy all day long, finally found something wrong. During the winter vacation, he took Yun Mu to the best hospital in the provincial capital for treatment.
The diagnosis was shocking. Yun Mu's condition has surpassed the scope of acne. Due to too many complex drug stimulation, it has evolved into a lesion-like skin disease. The attending physician gave an answer that made Yun Mu feel cold: Even if this disease is cured, there will be pit marks on his face, and there will be a dark brown mark similar to age spots.
After leaving the hospital, Wang Wendong's concern for his nephew became much stronger, while Yun Mu was completely silent.
In his youth, when people said they didn't know the taste of sorrow, Yun Mu felt unforgettable sorrow in his heart.
After that, Yun Mu often wondered what he would look like after he recovered?
It is optimistic that I will no longer scare people after I recover, but I will no longer be as attractive as I used to be to little girls. It is hard to say if I have pessimistic estimates.
Yun Mu went through two stages too early. The first stage was a disaster. The sudden acne destroyed his supposedly dazzling high school career. The second stage was a shattering hope. He just hoped that his face would return to his former appearance. What a simple dream, but his ruthless fate played a joke with him.
The age of seventeen or eighteen is often the most critical stage of a person's personality formation. In the eyes of many people, Yun Mu has not changed, but Yun Mu knows that he has changed, at least his mood is different from before. This teenager, who has become quite precocious since childhood because of his family environment, is becoming less and less like a high school student.
For two months, Yun Mu has been struggling with his future. He doesn't know what his future will become, nor does he know what he should do in the future.
Just today, the moment when he kicked the tall, rich and handsome man, Yun Mu suddenly realized.
No matter what the future will become, can there be a worse situation than it is now?
He really couldn't think of a worse situation than in the past two years of high school. Since he could even straighten his back and accept all these hardships, what else should he be afraid of? What else can he not bear? What else can he knock him down?
Chapter completed!