June has passed and there is no end yet. It seems that some things are always out of my control.

There are two real stories about this book. Today I am going to tell you.

1,

When Lao Niu returned to Chengdu in 2009, he met many old friends, including one of them. This child is my friend's cousin. He used to sway behind our butts. In my memory, he has always been a relatively handsome sunny boy. He is very fond of girls in junior high school campus, but when I saw him that time, I was shocked.

Like the protagonist in the book, this teenager has a lot of pimples with skin problems. The situation is so tragic that it is not like acne, but more like a burn, and his face is full of. Unlike the protagonist in the book, the teenager is no longer sunny and his eyes are evasive when he looks at people. It is not difficult to detect a very obvious inferiority complex from him.

It is different from the story in the book. The boy had a childhood sweetheart. The two families were neighbors and had a good relationship. After entering high school, the girl stayed away from him and always looked for him to hide from him. It felt very shameful to walk with him. This is not the end. Do you still remember the weight loss magic tool? This allusion comes from the girl's mouth. She told her female classmates in person that she would like to lose weight, so she looked at him more.

It is hard to imagine that a childhood sweetheart would do such a thing. Real life is often more cruel than "". Since then, the relationship between the two has become very stale, and the boy's mother has shed tears for this. She cannot understand why the girl said that kind of thing, and at the same time, she is sad that her only child has become inferior and depressed day by day.

This incident touched me a lot. At that time, I thought about writing a protagonist like this. I had many ideas and had not started writing for a long time.

The matter is not over yet. Three years later, in January this year, the boy has completely recovered. Three years of experience have brought him a change, and he has an extra temperament, which seems dangerous to me. It may be evil and charming to girls. So, yes, so the boy took the childhood sweetheart to check in a room.

In March this year, the news came again, and the boy dumped the girl. And the girl became pregnant... The relationship between the two families completely broke down, and their neighbors who had been around for more than ten years became enemies.

My personal opinion may mislead teenagers who lack judgment. Anyway, I thought this child was doing a beautiful job and was very satisfying.

At that time, I decided to write his story. Considering that the story was too short, Lao Niu added a lot of yy elements to make up the number of words. At the same time, considering that the childhood sweethearts betrayed many psychologically fragile readers may not be able to accept it these days, so I deliberately reduced the weight in this regard. In the end, it failed, which made the book inappropriate.

2,

The second story is actually more than one story, and many small details are connected together.

In the past, when writing about disciples and the top, Lao Niu's reader group was not divided into ordinary readers and VIP readers. Treat everyone equally. When he arrived in Xingluo, Lao Niu became utilitarian. You should be able to find the reason from the following points.

There were many groups at that time. Because the topic in the group was too lewd and people kept uploading seeds to the group sharing, several groups were blocked. I was able to hold on to this. At that time, I thought this was a group of people who supported me, and it was no big deal for them to have a private hobby.

Until later, my views were shattered again and again, and I had questions about the four words of loyal readers.

First of all, a very active reader in a group became active again. The topics were related to books and the content was very exciting. At that time, I was updating the Fazun. Looking at the deserted book review area, I couldn't help asking the buddy: "Why don't you post so many coquettish comments to the book review area? It probably became a hot post if you post them."

The guy choked me with just one word: "I don't have a Qidian account, so I'm too lazy to register."

Well, there are always a few old men in the world, and I think I can barely force this setting.

Later, a slightly weird reader appeared, claiming that he supported the genuine version of the book and persisted in adding my friends. One day, I was finally moved by his sincerity and had a heart-to-heart talk with him. During this process, I found something was wrong and asked him where he was reading the genuine version. His answer was: Baidu genuine version...

This incident hurt me a little, and I didn’t log in to QQ for ten days and half a month.

Unexpectedly, after this slightly weird guy, a more bizarre person appeared. This guy entered the group with resentment. As soon as he entered the group, he asked Lao Niu why he was so cold and why he posted so many book reviews, Lao Niu didn't reply, and said that he felt so wronged that he had stayed up late and wrote a book review of hundreds of words.

At that time, I was writing a diary with poor grades. I was deeply moved when I saw his words. I didn’t expect that there were people in the world who supported me so tirelessly, and letting time pass by me, I only care about you! What is this? This is not a gay love, this is love! Then I fell into self-blame and blamed myself for reading book reviews once a week and actually missing such a loyal gay friend.

Later, I searched in the book review area, but after searching for a long time, I couldn't find the book review he posted, and I didn't even see his ID. In the end, I had no choice but to ask him to send the book review link to me to see. The other party cooperated very well and immediately posted the link. I clicked in and saw that it was not easy. I actually posted several posts, but there was a problem, and the posts were all in "《》...

I was stunned for a long time in the post bar that night, and felt a chill in my heart.

It turns out that love is so hurtful.

Later, when we entered the Xingluo era, the reader group began to need fan value. No matter whether you are a VIP or not, as long as you have a Qidian reader account, you can have a little fan value by signing in. Is this too much? Lao Niu is already afraid that some people say they are too lazy to register, and also afraid that some people say that they have posted n posts and all the results are posted on Baidu genuine.

I took ideological and moral classes in elementary school. There is a saying in the book that I will always remember: If you promise others, you must work hard to do things.

I have always done things according to this standard, and I have never easily inherited the Jiu Astronomy. There was a Shanxi Houma xx Gate Incident. Unfortunately, one of them turned out to be a reader of Lao Niu and was in Lao Niu's herd.

After learning the news, Lao Niu was completely confused.

Since the peak period, I have been thinking about a question: my readership includes a large number of minors, and my readership even has many non-mainstream Mars Iids. So my writers in the Nine Astronomy Network are willing to think about this kind of worrying problem.

Unfortunately, I happened to study it, and even more unfortunately, I never found the answer.

After this incident, I had the idea of ​​washing my hands and staying away from the Internet literature industry.

So Xingluo Qun disbanded and the old cow disappeared.

The days when I don’t write books are actually very good. First of all, there is no psychological pressure. I don’t have to think about it when I open my eyes: Have I updated it today? I don’t have to look at the computer in my spare time to think about it: typing a copy first, or typing first? Not to mention that when I have dinner, I probably will write this chapter until midnight. Day, I can’t ask my wife to pay the public food... Why do you say it again? Why??????!!!!!!!

Later, the matter was already written in the comments on the shelves. In short, Lao Niu is back.

To summarize with my current perspective, the starting point of the Love Saint in Dreams is still good. I have learned from the lessons of the past and establishing an optimistic outlook on life through the protagonist in the book is even more inspiring. Unfortunately, this book is essentially a book, and trying to convey an overly realistic idea in a story that is too yy is very contradictory.

Most readers of this kind of subject only focus on two issues: day or day? How many days?

The above statement seems a bit vulgar, but I think it's intuitive enough.

Now I just want to do one thing, and write this book for 500,000 words. Whether it is to break the curse, rebuild confidence, or to be worthy of the rewards of old readers, I am holding on to the "" anyway.

As for the rest, I will talk about it later.

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