I saw the royalties for last month yesterday, so I won’t mention the specific amount. It’s embarrassing. Simply put, it’s one-third less subscriptions. If Qidian is not wrong.

This is an extremely terrifying number. Of course, there are many reasons here. For example, there are a small group of people who are loyal to pirated me in genuine editions and even other book friends. Of course, they are all small silks. The reason for losing so many subscriptions is that they really praise them too much. The main reason is that I am, and I personally.

These days, I have been reflecting on why this is happening.

I first think about myself, what's wrong with me? I read the beginning again and found that the most intuitive feeling is that almost every hundred chapters at the beginning have touching parts, while the recent chapters seem to be gone.

Why is this happening? I recalled the time of last year, when I wrote this book, it seems to be very different from now.

Simply put, I may have grown up, or become a little more cheesy, which means I wake up from my dream or my fever has subsided.

I am a story-making person. I understand some of the weaknesses of human nature. Take me as an example. The part I wrote was something I wanted to give to them, but this was something I couldn't do. The more I couldn't do it, the more I wanted to write it like that, and in this way I got out of the 'real' track.

Also, for the issue of harem, I remind new authors to try not to open harems unless you can write it as the level of 'Korean Entertainment Bulldozer', otherwise don't try it. Why? Because harem is not valid in reality. Writing an irresistible thing is usually several times more difficult, so I didn't do it well.

I talked to another author yesterday, and one thing he said woke me up. He said he would pay attention to anyone who was in love, but he didn't care too much. He was beautiful and had a good figure and looked at it twice, but he didn't care about the others.

I found that this is the mentality that an author should have. A person who makes a story should be above the story and transcend it. But I obviously didn't do it. I will feel uncomfortable because of the plot I made up, and I will make the main line of the established story because I can't bear to "abuse". So I want to tell friends who see this and want to write novels, don't write books with a fan mentality, as you will be very tired. Maybe you don't think so, but sooner or later you will understand.

When summer comes, I can't think normally.

Sometimes I feel very strange. Everyone is hot in summer, but I feel weak in summer, similar to hibernation. It is best not to do anything, and do something and mess it up.

And he is very lazy.

I was actually quite lazy in the past, but I was not as lazy as I am now. It was either hot or rainy outside, so I was too lazy to move and too lazy to think. Sometimes I wonder why I couldn’t write something like a brain wave typing, so that I could be 100,000 words a day. Many times, I thought of a good plot, but I was too lazy to type, and I forgot it after two hours.

Success is left to those who are prepared. Prepared means diligence, so everyone is more diligent and don’t be like me.

I've been plastering recently.

In the past, I didn’t read books of the same type because I was very arrogant and thought that I had reached the peak. If I read others, I could only be more low, so there was no need to read them. But now I gradually realized the reality. The so-called peak is just your own idea. The second person would not read it like this, so I’d be more modest. Of course, I went to the post bar to find a newcomer’s ‘idea’, but I wanted to see if there were any outstanding ideas. Unfortunately, no. I found that most of the books in the post bar are ‘introduction parties’, and it’s interesting to read the introduction, but his story has been written in the introduction.

At the beginning, I was not a person who praised the outline. I thought a person with a good mind would not need an outline. But later I found that it was difficult to write a novel without an outline, because without an outline means that you have to edit every time you start typing, and inspiration is not available every day. So, new people want to write a longer novel, but they should make an outline. Of course, the outline is not only set, but the outline that I have learned in Chinese. Think about it and write one. If an old bird tells you that he never needs an outline to write an outline, then I tell you that he is either bragging or cheating you. Some people like the kind of tricks that harm others but not yourself, because there is a saying that the cake is so big, come in and eat less.

When I received my reflection, one of the problems I reflected on was emotional intelligence. Yes, it was not IQ, it was emotional intelligence.

One fact that I have used it for many years is that my IQ is sufficient, but my EQ is indeed not good. It can be seen from the reality, or the protagonist in the book. I once wondered why I had few friends, and now I found the fundamental problem, that is, my EQ is insufficient. Some people cheat and cheat food, drink, defecation, and the people who care about them are very happy. This is the EQ Emperor. As for me, if someone is willing to care about my food, drink, defecation, I will think that this person either likes me or wants to harm me. Simply put, it is worth it.

So I am not suitable for writing books, or I should be an author who does not communicate with readers, so that my lack of emotional intelligence can be hidden.

On the one hand, I am still very stubborn or paranoid. Until now, I can't understand the fact that those guys with zero fan values ​​are talking nonsense in my book review area all day long, but they may laugh it off. It's not that I don't understand that this is meaningless, but I still feel angry, but my anger is meaningless. But here I still want to say that as a person with some quality, before swearing someone, I think about whether you are qualified. It's okay if you don't subscribe, but you're justified in voting. You don't even pay a single piece of hair, it's fine to read a book in vain, but where can you get the confidence? Of course, after thinking about it, there are really many such people in this society, otherwise the word "quality" will not appear to be differentiated.

Look, it has exposed the shortcomings of emotional intelligence. Sometimes I hate myself, so you can’t stop talking. There are many people who say it and scold you, but there are more. Can you educate people without quality? You are a brainless person!

OK, I'm a treacherous person.

After writing so many, what do I really want to say? What I really want to say is that I hope people who read my book can subscribe... Of course, I can't help but not harass me, okay? I scold me secretly because I have confiscated the money I scolded you, and I want to scold me first. After the subscription is finished, I want to tell you that this book is coming to an end. If I have 6,000 words a day, there will be about one month left. If I have 4,000 words a day, I can probably change it for two months?

In fact, for a story-making person, I can write it longer, but I really don’t want to cheat money. Although the money I can get now is no longer enough to rent and spend more on living, fortunately, I still have some storage before and can support it for a while. I will finish writing this book before I can’t afford the rent and go home. By then, the name Tofu will become history.

I really hope that in a few years when I hear people talk about it, there will be such words.

"Don't you know that there was a guy named Tofu back then. He was good at writing novels from Shaoshi."

Then I will be content.

I haven't written a single chapter like this for a long time, thank you for reading it.

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