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Chapter 155: The origin of the circus and the direct disciple of Bai Wu(1/2)

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The clown has a normal and sound mood, but because of this mouth, his joy, anger, sorrow and happiness are expressed as if he smiles.

My parents thought he was a burden because the family was unwilling to spend money to treat his deformed mouth.

His existence seemed to show that the couple's union was wrong because they gave birth to a monster with a deformed mouth.

Fortunately, the younger brothers and sisters later helped them regain their confidence.

After a few more years, the clown felt that his status was getting lower and lower, and he became more and more marginalized.

No matter what he does, he cannot arouse his parents' praise. People who are becoming more and more sensible will not receive encouragement because of their sensibility. What about the naughty brothers and sisters who cause trouble? They seem to always easily receive praise from their parents.

The younger brother and sister are afraid of themselves, and their parents hate them.

But what am I doing wrong? The clown has been thinking about this question more than once.

He studied hard, helped his parents do housework, and tried not to cause trouble to adults because of his mouth. But his parents never liked him.

I also worked hard to integrate with others in school, but I received sarcasm from my classmates.

Of course, there are kind people who are willing to make friends with you, but when you think about yourself, you will implicate those who are willing to make friends with you... the clown left.

His front always looks smiling, joyful, funny.

But his back is always hunched over, lonely and sad.

He believed that everything he did was right, but even so, everything was gradually deviating from the right track.

Later, he was finally disliked by his family and left the home.

He seemed to be dead like this. There was no news again.

Until a few years later, in the early days of the end of the world, he appeared in the outskirts of Baichuan City with a circus.

Six fingers, no back, three hands, two-faced people, dwarfs, and even two-part freaks who have grown two special parts, claiming that they can marry two people at the same time.

These people are all discriminated against because of their deformity, but in this circus, they are welcomed by people because of their curious appearance.

When everyone smiled, the clown finally felt that he was no longer a deformed person. When everyone laughed, he was always smiling... as if he had become normal.

So from this moment on, his life had a clear and great goal.

Let the world be happy! Let everyone in this world live in a smile!

He thought so, hoping to bring happiness to everyone through this circus. At that time, his thoughts were not distorted.

But he didn't know... the countdown has entered the next era.

People will feel happy at first, be happy because of the funny show, and even be inspired by these inspiring experiences of the deformed people.

But gradually, because of the repetition of the program, because of the curiosity, it becomes boring after watching too many curiosities, and because of the pressure of life and a series of changes brought about by the end of the world... the business of the circus is getting worse and worse.

Everything is in the inverted world, and the animals in the zoo next door have even begun to mutate to attract tourists.

Even if the circus occasionally has business, few people will laugh, and everyone finds it more and more boring to these uninnovative performances.

Do people who are curious have a good idea? Probably, but as evil falls appear, as some mutants and even mechanical mutants appear, the circus people have no only fun.

Around the circus, the twilight abyss amusement park has experienced many terrifying things, such as the rotation of late at night, the Ferris wheel with shrill crying sounds, and the carousel that neighs like a living thing... resulting in a significant decrease in the traffic of the entire suburbs' play area.

Once no one smiles, the clown becomes a deformed monster again.

Everyone is busy with life and is thinking about raising enough survival resources in the end of the world, but the clown is gradually becoming crazy. He hopes that everyone in this world can be happy and laugh.

But no one laughed, people were wailing wildly, running around, begging, and angry.

In the end, under the influence of various emotions, they all became real monsters one by one.

Any idea that you can't get but get is considered a negative emotion when you reach a certain level.

The same goes for the clown. It asks itself over and over again. What about the laughter? What about the laughter?

Since when did the world no longer hear laughter?

No matter how great a dream is, in a dark environment and under the urge of countless negative emotions, it will make this dream become deformed.

So it... mutated. After becoming evil, the obsession in the heart becomes even more exaggerated...

It used to have a deformed appearance and a beautiful soul.

But now its soul is also deformed.

It has the ordinary distortion entry: The Smile of Bewitching.

Laughing can infect people around you, but it is not contagious, it only depends on itself.

And the infection ability is not very strong.

Hundreds of years later, this entry evolved, and the rare distortion entry swallowed the laughter.

Compared to the bewitching laughter, although this entry has comprehensively enhanced the effect, it also seems ordinary among many entry.

Until not long ago... this entry finally evolved again, as if it was related to the opening of the well, and some areas changed their danger level.

The opening of the well will make the blue area less and white area less and purple area more and red area more.

The regional danger level has changed, which is reflected in the change of the Guardian's strength.

A powerful entry that might destroy a city if it is not handled early.

Perfect distortion entry The Voice of Bliss.

Laughing has a stronger bewitching nature and has non-destructive contagion.

Of course, when the clown told Yan Jiu about these things, why the entry evolved was because the clown himself didn't know the reason.

These are all speculations from Baiwu.

"I will make the whole world happy again. With my efforts, everyone will live in laughter and joy, hahahahahahahahaha..."

The clown laughed loudly, and his shaking body made the four balloons it held collide with each other, as if its family was also happy for him.

The creatures around them began to laugh, and there was a joyful and peaceful atmosphere.

The clown danced simple steps, and the members of the deformed circus around him twisted casually with their steps. Everyone's laughter was already a little horrible, their steps were chaotic, and their eyes were exhausted.

Yan Jiu looked at the clown without any smile. Her voice was very small. In such a wave of laughter, she shouldn't be able to stir up any splashes...

But the clown who was laughing and laughing was very concerned about this somewhat dull and smiling girl.

"But... everyone laughs, it should be because of happiness. Such laughter is just laughter, but... it is not laughter."

The clown's smile remains unabated:

"Laughter means happiness! You have also said that you will not feel happiness. Since you will not be able to reach happiness, how do you know that they are not happy! Hahahahaha...hahahahaha..."

Lin Rui has locked in the clown. Although he can no longer control himself from laughing, he is still confident that he will kill the clown before being completely swallowed by the laughter.

Lin Rui is still sure about this, and the power of time and space can allow him to accomplish all this in an instant.

Yan Jiu felt the constant laughter spreading in the night, feeling the night sound.

"You knew clearly before that laughing doesn't mean happiness... I really can't laugh, but even a person like me... I know that there are many kinds of laughter. I can also tell the difference."

Yan Jiu made an action that she hadn't done for a long time. She pulled the corners of her mouth with her index fingers and made a smile.

This smile seemed extremely bitter, and the little girl's eyes also had a bit of sadness and compassion.

There are not many clever techniques in this sentence, but Yan Jiu's action expresses the point she wants to say very well.

The clown could see the forced smile and the real emotions hidden in the smile.

Yan Jiu is such a person. She has many emotions that cannot be expressed, but she also has many emotions that can be easily seen on her face.

She never hides anything, and only when facing the person she likes, she will urgently hope that the other party can understand that she is happy.

"I also thought that laughter means happiness. I have learned the laughter of many people. I have also smiled in the mirror, but the emotions I cannot feel... I just can't feel them. It's meaningless to imitate them..."

"Later someone told me that I don't need to do this at all. People who don't like me will not like me because of my smile. They will only feel that I am more deformed. People who like me... can know my true emotions, and I don't need to deliberately cater to you!"

Yan Jiu moved his fingers away, and his bitter smile became sweeter, but his watery eyes still made people know that the owner of the smile was just forcing him to smile.

The clown's laughter broke for a second or two.

Perhaps because of the loss of some emotional support, no one around laughed.

Once it became silent, it became panicked, and then armed itself with its usual emotions. The terrifying laughter echoed in the night again:

"Hahahahaha...what are you talking nonsense? Nonsense!"

"Laughter is happiness! People will laugh because I bring them happiness! Otherwise, why would so many people think I am very happy! Because I have a face that is always smiling!"

"They dislike me, hate me, bully me, hate me, but they never give in and never apologize! Because they see me laughing! Because everyone thinks I am very happy! Hahahahahahaha..."

Yan Jiu looked at the clown and suddenly felt that he had seen a freak similar to him.

When she was young, she was always hated because she could not feel joy. But now she knew that there were more pathetic existences than herself.

Compared to being unable to be happy, no matter what the clown does or suffers, it is misinterpreted as joy, which is even more sad and painful.

"I'm sorry... I didn't mean to hurt you. When I was a child, I was disgusted by people because I couldn't make a smile. I thought as long as I could feel joy and as long as I could respond to others with a smile, I would be happy."

"I also thought I was a deformed being, a monster... but later I found out that it was just that the world I came into contact with was too small. There are many people in this world that you can't make them happy no matter how hard you try. But there will be people... willing to like us."
To be continued...
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